ablessednuisance

People tell secrets because they can trust.

2012-02-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

Sheela and I with our shades on. HAHA we look so cool! Super love this photo!

Blurrrzzz

HAHAHA three of them with the cocky face, I dont know why they did that!

LOL typical Sheela and I's poses.

Group photo without Farhan and Raziq cos we're that racist. HAHA joking, Raziq was late and Farhan was taking the photo. Sheela indian *inserts indian accent* btw.

Look at everybody's double chin! HAHAHA

Rasyidah's seductive face.

Aisehhh Farhan.

HAHAH Zena and I screaming 'hiiii' to passersby!

Laughing at Zena cos she was talking to an auntie beside her. LOL, she gonna get off the tram and she went like "auntie, I will miss you."

Piggyback! <3

Not sure what's with the three guys. They're trying to make a Great Wall or something. Cheyy think it will become the next wonder of the world only. LOL

BOOOMMMMMZZ, guess whose? LOL

Raziq's sexy pose.

KAYAKING!!!

MAXIE! Photographer for the day!

We dont know this couple but this is such a romantic shot!

Our picnic area. HAHA, good thing about hanging out with the cliques. We save alot of money on food cos we bring food from home. Well, not exactly we but I paid for the drinks! HAHA.

Chaoyi the merman!

Checking out his own boobies. LOL

Raziq did the tail! He's really good!

Raziq making a sea turtle in progress...

TADAAA!

A MERMAID!

An angmoh did this. HAHAH, don't freak out. But I'm sure Raziq can do that too.

Had starbucks after that.

Me and my caramel frappecino! HEHEHE

A good hi5 for great teamwork in pushing Farhan into the sea! HAHAH

I'll just let the photos do all the talking alright! Blog another time soon! :D

Vlog #2 (10 weird facts about me!)

2012-01-28T00:49:00.000-08:00

Second time doing a vlog. I swear it gets really addictive, especially during the holidays! HAHAHA. I blocked the comments and the like and dislike button cos I'm cool like that. LOL, joking. Still not mentally prepared for negative comments yet, cos afterall I'm doing this for fun.

And I think people only visit my blog to laugh at my vlog. Cos the day when I posted my vlog, I got 86 views. The next day 48. Then following days 12, 15? Tsk. HAHA, nevermind lah. I enjoyed doing the vlog too.

Let go of what we can't keep.

2012-01-24T05:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

I drew this!

Wearing the shirt with thai words, the one I bought from bangkok!

(At my ahma's house gonna eat reunion dinner!)

My ahgong keeps stray birds as pets. Not exactly pets cos he dont lock them up in a cage and stuffs, but he feeds them with rice. So a few birds come in and out of the house at regular timings for food. So cute, I swear my ahgong is damn nice and caring. He wont let any of us scare the birds away. HAHA, and in case some of you dont know, I'm scared of birds. But well, this might just help me get over my fear of birds. I highly doubt so tho, cos birds still seem scaring to me as long as they can still fly. HAHAHAHAHA, I dont know why. Once they flap their wings...SCREAMSSSS!!!!

Steamboat for reunion dinner! Yes, the table looks really empty and the food look very sparse. In fact, the food IS little. -.- There's no pork, bacon, chicken and salmon. Argh.

Played with sparklers at night. Not that fun anymore cos I grew up HAHAHA, maybe it'll be more fun if I play with friends lah.

The four of us! So blurry! I want a camera leh. Sick of using my bb as camera, quality not that good.

Sorry I had to upload the blurry photos as well cos if not I no more photos to upload. HAHAHAHA.

LOL I tried to curl my hair with straightener. Obviously fail!

This is the dress I wore for chinese new year. Lace top, HAHA. Quite troublesome cos it got stuck to the zip of my bag a few times. I was all vintage-y that day with brown bag, brown belt, brown hair, brown nails, and vintage green toe nails.

HAHAHA FOCUS ON MY NAILS PLS.

Green toe nails!

My bro and ahgong!

My bro with his super cool and cute hair. HAHA, and not forgetting his dimples!

Mommy and bro, with sisters making stupid faces at the background. cheyyy

One of my relative's son and bro.

The Salmon 'N' Mushroom pasta I ate at Swensens today with Sheela. HAHA random I know but I love this pasta. I always eat this when I go to Swensens. K, I promise I will try something else next time! Don't wanna keep spending money on the same thing. LOL

Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I was supposed to do a vlog this afternoon to talk about Chinese New Year, my injured arm and what happened to it and 10 weird facts about myself. HAHA, but I guess there will be too much to say so I'll just talk about Chinese New Year and my injured arm.

I was really excited for Chinese New Year because of the dress I was gonna wear! I bought it in december when my cousins came over to our place. HAHA, long ago I know! But that was what kept me excited about CNY! The dress is quite short, but instead of saying that, why not say that I'm too tall? HAHHA, I'm 168cm, hopefully I'm taller now. Maybe 170cm? I really wanna hit 170cm, I dont know. Just sound like a really nice number when you got '7' as the second number. HAHA, like ideal model height. But bad thing about being tall is, I always feel that I'm too tall for high heels. Anyway, I dont know how to walk in heels as well. LOL, oh and my cousin kinda smirked when she heard me saying that I'm 168cm, and she said she's 169cm. LOLLLLLL you're 26 years old leh, like almost twice my age, still got face to smirk at me.

Anyway, every CNY, I will really look forward to what my cousins will be wearing. As usual, my twin cousins looked really good. One of the twin and her elder sister (not the other twin) shaved the left side of their head! In case some of you dont know, it's the fashion nowadays and I really like it. It's so daring and nice! The elder sister of the twin have always been daring. She highlighted her hair various colours before. One of my other cousin wore long dress. I feel like wearing long dress next time too!

Bad and annoying thing about this year's CNY is that my dress was sleeveless, and many people were questioning the bruises on my right arm. I keep having to repeat myself that I went to "ba guan" (the chinese cup cup thingy that sucks my meat HAHAH I dont know how to explain) --- k I went to check, it's called cupping, sometimes I lie and say I got into a catfight with my friend. HAHAHA!

I got an additional angpow from my ahma for good grades. Didnt go to alot of houses, and despite eating alot of cny goodies (pineapple tarts especially), I lost 1kg. HAHA, I think it's cos I keep shitting. I dont know, but I've always been shitting alot, and recently I shit more frequently than usual! Normally it's just once everyday, now it's like twice everyday (after meals). I dont know why. Oh anyway lemme talk about my typical cny day. Our whole family will wake up at 6am to prepare and we leave house at around 7.30am. We head to my ahgong's place for vegetarian breakfast. No meat at all! There will always be this really sweet soup that I love alot. This year is abit special because we had a sour soup! But it's abit too sour, maybe cos it's too early in the morning. Btw, my bro tried eating with chopsticks! One thing I admire about my bro is he keep trying and never gives up. Once, my father and I were showing off to him that we can snap our fingers, and he couldnt! But hey, he kept trying and now he can snap his fingers pretty well! He also learnt how to use chopsticks by himself. My mom wanted to change it into a fork, but he didnt wanna use a fork. He wanted to try using chopsticks. HAHAH.

After breakfast, we will go to my ahgong and ahma with a tray of cny goodies and wish them Happy Chinese New Year in cantonese, the only cantonese phrase that I can speak so well and be confident of (so-called bainian to them). And in return, we get angpows! All the relatives' houses we visited are from my father's side. And they are all quite rich, most live in landed properties. We were quite shocked and displeased when we reached home and count the angpow money and realised there's one angpow with only one 2dollar note. HAHA, not to complain but I thought it's abit insincere and rude. Oh ya, and I always thought that notes in the angpow must come in at least pairs. Like for example you wanna give $10, you have to give five 2dollar notes or two 5dollar notes. I always thought it was inauspicious to give a single note. Because in chinese there's a saying "shi shi cheng shuang", it kinda mean good things come in pairs or smth like that. LOL, so this year I learnt something new. HOHOHO

Oh ya, and I kinda dislike people who keep yakking about karma and everything. I mean yes, it makes sense, but cursing someone "karma will get you" is dumb. Because we all have made mistakes, and noone is perfect. If you havent been an exactly nice person, all the more you shouldnt be talking about karma. Because if karma's really gonna get back at the person who did something wrong to you, it's gonna get back at you for cursing him/her as well. DUHHHH. We've all done wrong things, so karma's gonna get back at everyone! Nevermind that cos DO YOU KNOW!!! Karma in chinese is called "YING KAI" Ying1 Kai3 COOOOOOLLL YOOOOZZZZ.

I also went to a few more houses today. Wanted to go to JJ's owner's (Uncle Lim, my father's friend) house but he wasn't at home. Btw, JJ is a chiwawa that was supposed to be our dog. Sighs, but my mom was pregnant then and had sensitive nose, so we couldnt keep it. JJ is old and not so active now, I really wanted to see him! D: I also went to my Mother's sister's house. I really love her house! It gave me some ideas of what kind of house I want in future. HAHAH. Met up with Sheela afterwards. Was supposed to watch a movie but it's public holidays ($11 per ticket) and the seating was bad. So we decided not to watch movie and just eat Swensens plus Marbleslab! We promised we will eat Delifrance next time because I've never tried it before! LOL K IM A LOSER D:

The whole world's scared till I swallow the fear.

2012-01-18T08:04:00.000-08:00

(All pictures taken from Pantita's facebook)

9 January 2011

The day we collect our Olevel results!

Siewming and I

Maria, Sheela, Stall 8 uncle & auntie (my favvvvve) and I

Ooooh shit I forgot his name... Wait, I think it's Azri. LOL

See me on the stage? HEHEHE

I look so reluctant to leave the stage. In fact, I AM reluctant. HAHA

At Sakae Sushi (Sun Plaza @ Sembawang)

Me and Hongye

Me and my bestfwen (Pantita)

HAHA, I really dont like to call her Pantita. It's either my bestfwen, or Pan.

Xintien and I

(camwhoring with Pan's dslr, huhuhu~)

AM I SEXY?

*gives bitchy winks*

I have big eyes okay!

The Happy Dying Kid

(I look like I have leukemia...)

The Saint

The Wife Who Got Abused

HAHAHA, funny how we can have so much fun with just a beanie. Cheap thrills.

Loving this photo <3

Pan and I trying on high heels at Forever21.

I dont wear heels btw, I can't walk with them. D:

Argh, two consecutive photos with pout lips = annoyingz. Agree?

The four of us! <3

Opps, can't keep my mouth closed cos I'm sexy like that. HAHAH jking, but I dont know why my mouth must hang open like this.

Pan look like some superstar model. HAHAHA

Right, anyways the photos are just half the reason why I wanna blog. I wanna blog about the day we collect our olevel results. I dont know what you will be able to take away from reading this, but I just wanna say something to those taking their olevels this year, and those we already have taken their olevels. I hope I can motivate or inspire some of you tho! HAHAHA, ok I said I HOPE. Not saying I definitely will ok.

Yeah it's true that everyone made sure they looked their best that day cos it's prolly gonna be the last time we're seeing everybody together in school again. I took a really long time deciding what to wear eventho my wardrobe is officially too full for new clothes. HAHA, I hate to say that it's cos I shopped too much at bangkok...but it's true. Well anyway, I thought I looked presentable. Not too bad right? HAH, I can put it off with long pants as well ok! Doesnt mean I have skinny legs, I can only look nice in shorts. NONOOO *shakes finger and head*

Anyway, when I stepped into WRSS, I felt very different, yet familiar. Familiar cos it used to be (kinda) like my second home for 4 years. And different cos I felt as tho I had nothing to be afraid of anymore. I mean, principals, teachers, OM, whatever shit statuses you have in that school, it's none of my business. I dont know if some of you felt the same way, but I felt so great and comfortable. I dont have to escape the nasty rules in the school, avoid teachers for fear of being caught in inappropriate attire and stuffs. I walk into the school and call Mr Chong by his name, Jack. Cool or what?

However, all these feeling of superiority came to an end when I heard Eddy got 11 for his L1R5. I mean, yes, I got worried. Eddy was the top student for Prelims 2. If he got 11...then what about me? In fact, what about the rest of our school's population. So in my heart, (ok you can blame me if you think I'm being mean, I felt mean as well but I'm just being really really honest here) I was hoping that Eddy was not the top scorer. In fact, I dont get these people. WHY MUST THEY ASK FOR THEIR RESULTS FIRST? Argh. Too weak to take the suspense with the rest of us uh? GRR, k lah, just kinda mad because they made me worried sick.

I know people would come to me and say that I actually have nothing to be worried of because I already dsa-ed into ajc and stuffs, but lemme tell you, I HAVE ALL THE RIGHTS TO BE WORRIED. Doesn't mean I got admitted into ajc, I can throw my results aside. You know why? Because I have something to prove. And that 'something' kept me fighting. Since I was sec one, I told myself that I'm gonna get fucking good grades and show everyone not to judge me by my looks. Cos people thought I look like ahlian (or wtv). But I never managed to do that, cos...

When I got 4th in cohort in Sec One, they showed the Top Three on the big screen.
When I got 4th in cohort in Sec Two, they still showed only the Top Three on the big screen.
When I got 11th in cohort in Sec Three, they showed Top Ten on the big screen.
When I got 6th in cohort this Prelims, they showed Top Five on the big screen. (On grads day)

You know the feeling? The feeling when you're just so soooo closed to being recognised. I dont know, but that feeling sucks. And the fact that I never got recognised led Mrs Kok to never recognise me as a student who can produce good grades. After Prelims, Mrs Kok caught my attire and told me that the reason behind my poor grades is due to my bad attire. (And yes, she mentioned poor grades when I'm the sixth in cohort.) I asked her what does attire have to do with results, and she said bad attire reflects bad attitude, and hence bad attitude towards studying as well. I remember everything she said. So clear, and that day, Sheela was right beside me. She heard every single thing as well.

I wanted my name to be on the big screen so bad. SO BAD. I told myself that I had to do well for the final lap (Olevels), then I'll confront Mrs Kok and tell her that bad attire doesn't equate to bad results. I mean, yes we all need to be properly attired, but associating bad attire with bad results is just wrong and senseless.

So that day we assembled in the hall according to our class and register number. It felt kinda nice to be sitting beside Yingjie again. I mean, she sits beside me in class, and behind me every morning during assembly. So that day, (trust me, I really hate to say this, but) it's kinda gonna be the last time we'll sit together like that again. K, I dont wanna start this sad-that-my-friends-are-leaving-me thing again. HAHAHA. Anyway, there's this whole bullshit talk that I can't even remember, which led me to forget to pass up my SGC...The suspense was already killing us, whatever the teachers are gonna say will NOT, I repeat, NOT, get into our head. Or rather, this applies to me lah. HAHA. OK, then they showed this overall passes and distinction thing, argh fuck it lah. I dont really care about that cos it just made me more worried. Then.... they showed the Top 3 in the cohort. Yes, I can say proudly that I'm very very happy for my friends who did well. But to be honest, I really hated myself then. I was very disappointed. Yeah, I expected myself to do better I guess. Kelly was sobbing when she walked to the stage. I genuinely think she's the best student I've ever met. I mean, she's fun-loving and bubbly, and good in studies too! She'll be my role model.

Then they flipped to the next slide. I was really hoping to see my name, and YESSSSS. MY NAME FINALLY APPEARED ON THE BIG FUCKING ASS SCREEN. Seriously, I was mad freaking happy. I just ran to the stage without them even calling my name. I kinda snatched my cert from Mrs Kok's hand, but well, I was too happy. I was crying, er crying quite carefully in case my tears stain my cert. HAHAHA. And at the instant, I wonder if anyone was surprised/shocked to see my name. I dont know, maybe I didnt look like someone who can study? I (abit) hate the fact that I'm still stuck with forth placing, but I'm happy lah.

To the students taking Olevel this year, I wanna wish you all the best. And please have a goal in mind. You have something to prove. If you're already getting good grades, you want people to know that the good grades you got are not by accident (tyco) and prove to them that you have the ability to maintain your good results. And for the questions that you have doubts with, please please please clear your doubts. You cannot afford to have question marks in your head before entering the examnination venue. I was so glad I cleared my doubts about the Nlevel History paper, because my Olevel History paper came out the exact same thing. If I hadnt been so persistent in doing that essay question again and again, I dont think I can get that A1 for combined humanities. It's also about luck, but luck only takes up 1%. 99% goes to hardwork. I'm not born smart, people around me can prove that I really worked hard. And you will feel that your hardwork is paid off when you see your results. ALL THE BEST GUYS!

To the students who have already taken their Olevels, I still wish you all the best regardless of your results. Because you still have somewhere to go. No matter where you are, you still have something to prove and somebody to prove to. If you didnt do well, it's okay to be sad/disappointed. But dont be sad for too long. IT'S UNHEALTHY! Excessive crying can cause blindness, and nothing bad that happened to magically turn right. So pick yourself up now, and tell yourself "As long as I'm still walking, I can kick those asses in my way."HAHA just kidding. But remember, it's not whether you want something or not, it's about how bad you want it. You really want it so bad? You gotta sacrifice something. But I have to say that there's one thing you can NEVER EVER afford to sacrifice, and that's your friends. Well, and another thing. It's true that "Only the strong shall survive.", but doesnt mean you're strong you can't get your asses kicked. HAHA, just something I learnt from watching a few inspirational videos. I shared some of them on my facebook. Ok. wishing you guys all the best again! :D

Hey Zena, you've always been a cheerful ball of sunshine in our class. Honestly, I hate those days when you were absent. Lessons just seemed more boring, and the time seemed to be taking forever to pass. I'm not even kidding, I think the whole class will agree with me. I know some of our classmates may think you're disrupting the class, but I feel that you make lessons more enjoyable. I still remember the days when you cried cos you felt that you failed as a chairperson and kept disappointing Ms Siti. I think you're a great chairperson. It's so natural for you to speak up in class. I wanna tell you to be yourself. I dont care what other people think. You dont have to change to please them, because there are still people (like me) who love you for who you are. Btw, I (taurus) hate changes. If I can have one wish, I wish for everything to stay the same even after 10 years. I hate seeing people change, esp from good to bad. Or rather changing from the way I prefer them to be to something I don't. I dont know, but just be real, be yourself. I wish you all the best! Big boss love you.

VLOG #1

2012-01-16T08:29:00.001-08:00

Right, I didnt actually take alot of courage to post this. LOL, I think it's quite okay right? Kinda awkward talking to myself, but still...quite a nice experience. I hope my editting skills are ok! HAHA, first time trying imovie. Argh, please dont laugh at me ok? D: HAHAHA, enjoy!

(I actually hope to do vlog again sometime!)

Anyway, I'm kinda excited to blog my next post. HAHA, it will be about my motivation to do well for olevels. I hope it will inspire and motivare this year's olevel students as well. HAHAHA, I sound so 'wei da' (great). HAHAHA, yeah but I wish to tell my story lah. And oh ya, ZENAAAAA IF YOU'RE READING THIS. I will be dedicating a paragraph to you on my next blog post. I actually have some things to tell you. LOL, so please be excited. YAY.

OH ANYWAY (again), my blog views hit 40 yesterday! It was 25 the day before ytd. HAHA, I have no idea how that happened. And it was single digits last week. LOL, I dont know but I'm damn happy! Seems like I'm gaining all my readers back again. HEHEHE, ok I'm yakking too much...

In my head, I paint a picture.

2012-01-16T08:28:00.000-08:00

(all photos from Pantita's facebook)

Pan and her really cool fridge cos got mirror. HAHAHA

The lace dress I bought!

I LOVE AUNTIE ANNE'S PRETZEL *cravingggg*

It's kinda weird saying Auntie Anne cos my primary school tuition teacher's name was Anne. And she made us call her Auntie Anne instead of Mrs Anne. So it's Auntie Anne and Uncle Tan. HAHA I love the both of them! I miss them alot D:

The pretty floral highwaists!

My suckish french manicure. It looks okay in the photo cos of my photograph skills lah ok! HAHAHA

AM I ANNOYING? HAHAHA

PAN LOOK SO ARTIST YOOO!

(Hehe, I took this picture. Gain some credit abit.)

I've loved you for a thousand years.

2012-01-10T08:08:00.000-08:00

I'm back from Thailand guys! This is gonna be a super long post, and wordy too. All the photos taken are inside Pan's DSLR, I'll pick a few to upload them when she uploads it on facebook. Not alot of photos taken, eventho we (or rather, me!) made an effort to bring the camera along. HAHA, I think mostly cos our hands already full of plastic bags to carry. LOL.

1 January 2012

I came back after midnight from my overnight countdown to welcome the new year. I would have returned home only when the sun rises or in the afternoon, but I've got a flight to catch. I was kinda worried cos I will be taking the plane alone, and it's gonna be my first time. But my mom was more worried than me. HAHAHA, and well, everyone will have their first times, it's just a matter of time. My parents made sure I ate before getting onto the plane, eventho there's gonna be food on the plane. HAHAHA, I think they're worried I might starve or something. But I understand why they do so. So my parents ordered burger king for me (second time eating it, and I definitely dont fancy their burgers.) They left me alone while I was halfway thru eating my burger cos they had to fetch my cousin who've arrived at changi airport. Argh, so yeah, that's my very very very first time eating alone in a public place. It was a common sight to see people eating alone at airports, but still, I hate eating alone. Aiya, I just hate being alone. I feel so lonely, and so different. I dont know, I can't really be myself when I'm alone cos I got noone to express myself to. You know? HAHAH. Yeah so everything went pretty smooth in fact. I checked in early to shop around for awhile and bought jelly beans for Pantita (turned out she didnt like jelly beans. LOL, ok one point noted.) HAHAHA. I board the plane and sat next to a caucasian. I took the window seat. It was quite troublesome. Or rather I feel that I cause alot of trouble for the caucasian when I wanna get out of my seat to the toilet. But nevermind that, HAHAH. And actually travelling alone is really nothing. I feel kinda stupid for being so scared and worried in the first place. LOL, like how Pan described it, it's really nothing. You just follow the people. HAHAHA. The thing about travelling alone is, when you're unsure, you HAVE to ask. Cos there's noone you can count on but yourself. The flight was about 2 hours long. The plane touched down at Bangkok and I followed Pan's instructions and found her. LOL, she was worried that I wont be able to find her cos I wont be able to contact her in case of emergency or something. I think I will borrow a phone and call her maybe? HAHAH.

Anyway, I read Mind Your Body on the plane to kill time. Another more high-class word for fart is 'flatulence'. HAHA, yay so people who read my blog learnt something new and interesting! HAHAH.

2 January 2012

Woke up early in the morning to eat breakfast. Pan told me her father dont like lazy people, so we can't sleep in till late afternoon and stuffs. But breakfast was awesome. Their breakfast is like lunch for me. And there's even dessert for EVERY MEAL. It's crazy food paradise. HAHAH. They dont drink milk or eat bread for breakfast, not really used to it. I still prefer eating bread and drinking milk though. I love milk. HAHAH. Went Platinum to shop. The journey there was so long! Turned out all car rides are pretty long due to the traffic. And I swearrrrr thailand cars got some sleeping potion or something. I always sleep in the car!!! HAHAH. Alright, I'll tell you all the things I bought. I'll try to recall the prices.

4 bottoms:

1 polka dot high waist - 270baht. (I wanted to buy the black basic kind but almost all the outlets dont have my size. Pan made me try the S size. Well I can fit in, but I seriously have difficulty breathing eventhough it looked pretty good on me. I didnt intend to buy anything from the shop but my shirt got caught on the zipper of the black highwaist. They tried to get my shirt out, but to no avail. Trust me, they really tried. HAHA, so they decided to cut their own shorts instead. I felt so bad! So I thought I HAD to buy something from their shop. Thats why I bought that polka dot highwaist. Well, I love it as well. HAHAHA.)

1 grey highwaist that I couldnt fit in for 100baht. (freaking $4) I couldnt try, but I still bought it cos it's freaking cheap, and well I THOUGHT I was skinny... D: HAHAHA, nevermind lah.

1 lace skirt - 140 baht (about $6). I bought a turquoise Ng Xue Min lookalike shirt to bargain. HAHA but the shirt was not bad also. I spent 280 baht buying the shirt and the skirt together. It was initially 300baht ok! I saved 80cents, well... LOL it's still money, right?

1 blue pants. I didnt intend to buy it, but it was selling at 200baht! ($8!) 8 bucks for long pants (so many cloth) is freaking good deal. The thing is, they wont let me try it. But I still bought it in the end, and I'm loving it! It fits me perfectly. In case you're wondering, I wore that pants to collect my olevel results in school. HAHA.

Black stockings, cos I wanna be sexayye. LOL jking.
Skin colour tights (to go with the lace skirt cos the skirt got small holes. HAHA.)
1 long dark blue dress (kinda suck)
2 sleeveless animal prints shirt, 300 baht in total, $12. (1 grey and 1 brown.) Pan and I totally went crazy at the shop cos the animal prints are too cute!!!
1 sleeveless turquoise top (the one I talked about earlier with the lace skirt)
1 white top, 180 baht. (I left it at Pan's house and forgot to bring it back to SG, well my shoulders are too broad for it anyway. HAHA)
2 highwaist belts
2 headbands (accessories there are damn ex, excluding earstuds.)
1 mini dark blue polkadots bag, 390baht, near $16. It was freaking cute, but guess what? We went downstairs and found the exact same thing selling for half the price. Fuck, the worst buy eventho it's really damn cute. Talking about it makes me angry D:
1 pair of slippers (100baht, $4) It has cute ribbons. HAHA, I personally thought it was quite cute. And the fact that Pan bought the same pair as me proved that it really is cute!!! HAHAH
1 long sleeve shirt for Hongye (200baht)
Ear studs (3 pairs for $4)

In total, I spend less than $200 that day, which is hmm 3000 baht plus? I thought it was a really good, cos I wouldnt have bought so many stuffs in singapore for $200. Freaking hell, I dont wanna shop in singapore anymore. One shirt cost $10 in SG and $4 in Thailand siah. HAHA.

Had dinner at a nice place, I wouldnt call it a restaurant. I'm not really sure if it's a restaurant also lah. HAAH, but the food rocks man. They have this big prawn for the first dish. It was so satisfying peeling the prawn because when you eat it, there's alot of meat to chew on! You know the feeling when you finally peel the skin of the prawn, and only get to chew a little bit of meat? SUCKS MAN, thailand prawn rocks. HAHAHA. Then there's the crab with really nice sweet sauce on it. I love crabs. Such a pity that xinlerk is allergic to it. She get rashes on her fingers and sore eyes. Then theres the thai beehoon! It's more spicy than the one Maria served at her house, but still taste great! There's also the sticky sticky rice, omg I love the rice! Then there's the soup. LOL Pan's mom added too much of the spicy sauce to my soup, I was having a hard time finishing it cos I dont wanna seem rude or smth. Then finally the dessert!!! The dessert always rocks! HAHAH, I dont know what the dessert called but it's like shaved ice with something in it. It taste great! AHHH, craving for it nowwwww.

Oh anyway I slept in the guest room in Pan's house. Omg her house is a fucking mansion. When I reach, my reaction was "this is too exaggerating." She is too fucking rich and leading sucha good life man. Seriously. I dont know how to describe it okk, anyone wanna come bangkok with me to find pan maybe next year or somethingzzz? HAHAHA, I plan on going every 2 years if possible. kekeke. Anyway, guys are welcomed as well. because there are 2 guest rooms.

3 January 2012

Caught at movie, Sherlock Holmes. Trust me, we wouldnt have watched it if it wasnt the only english movie available because the title spells plain boring stuffs. HAHAH, I dont know. The title seems as tho it was a documentary or something. But turned out the movie was awesomeeee! Anyway! Thailand is freaking cool. Before the movie commences, they will stand to sing a song dedicated for the king as a form of respect! It's freaking cool. And there was a case where a caucasian didnt stand up and he was arrested. How rude of him, LOL. Oh, please watch Sherlock Holmes. It's freaking funny. HAHAHA, holmes is cute. That shopping mall sells alot of bb/iphone casing and covers. I bought my violet bb casing. I changed into it and it's so brand new. I mean it's like a brand new look. I love it. Tho the casing is like kind of cheapskate. Oh anyway the casing is $16, whereas if you buy on ebay, it will cost about $40. Not bad righttt. HAHAH, thailand rocks. We ate at Auntie Anne's as well. Loving the pretzel there, ahhh cravingggggg for it right now. AH shit I forgot what we did afterwards. LOL, Oh. Before the movie, pan's mom brought us to eat at Sizzler. It's a really cool restaurant. You eat there, you get free flow of salad. So normally people will order their food but eat the salad there instead and dabao (takeaway) the food they ordered. Smart and cheapskate people, I loike. HAHAH.

4 January 2012

Woke up in the morning for breakfast as usual and set off to somewhere I dont know. It's abit like pasar malam, but some place are air-conditioned. I bought...

5 shorts, 500baht in total I think, that's about $20. (4 hot shorts and 1 floral highwaist.)

They were selling 3 shorts for 100bahts ($4). Freaking hell, I dont care if I can't try it but I freaking have to buy it! So damn cheap!

2 white tops (1 with thai words and 1 with cute little rocket sewings. HAHAHA)
1 kind of like denim top ($200)
French manicure (60baht, $2.40? LOL freaking cheap.
Cute stuffs for Chaoyi. HAHA

Yeah I think that's it. I can't remember what else I bought. Anyway I bought $400 there, so it's about 10 000 baht. And After on the last day, I'm still left with 6 000 baht to splurge. HAHAHA.

Oh and that day, I finally tried mango rice. Omg it was heavenly. So frreaking nice. I wanted to buy a few boxes of it back, but it will definitely spoil. Sigh D: Pan bought the octupus thingy, finger food. It was nice, but freaking fucking spicy. So Pan bought milktea. Anyway all the food are sponsored, so I didnt spend a single cent on food there. LOL. I remember having steamboat dinner I think. Oh btw, Pan's mother is damn funny and cute. HAHA, she damn cool also, judging from all the stories Pan told me. I had an enjoyable stay at their house.

5 January 2012

Pan left me alone at home cos she have art lessons. I didnt really mind cos she got me addicted to Pretty Little Liars the night before. So I staying at home can help me catch up with PLL abit. HAHA, But I'm still at season 1 leh, sucha loser. Oh and I met Pan's elder brother. Luckily we can communicate in english. He brought us to dinner at some place, I think they serve thai food or something. HAHA, his gf was with him. He ordered little dishes instead of a meal per person. I didnt quite like it cos I was shy to take the food you know. And as a result, I wasn't really full. So it was kinda the most unsatisfying meal in thailand. HAHAH. Had icecream for dessert, and well, the icecream sucks. D:

6 January 2012

Pan left me alone at home again cos she have art lessons. But we woke up really early in the morning for breakfast and managed to catch a movie, Real Steel. I know it's kinda slow for us to watch that movie only now when it was already out in SG like 2 months ago. HAHA, apparently the import of movies were delayed due to the flood in bangkok. Oh, Real Steel rocks and it was quite touching at the end. The male lead is so macho. He is freaking tall, ahhh. I will feel so secure in his arms. HAHAH, choy I got bf liao. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

7 January 2012

Last day to splurge and enjoy good food. Pan's driver (yes a freaking driver) drove us to town to shop! That place is called MBK, it should be quite famous cos even I know that place. LOLOLOL. That place sells freaking alot of clothes, even the roadside is packed. But it freaking complicated. And eventho it's roadside stalls, Pan said their clothes are more expensive because it's town area where alot of tourist will go to. Well, I really went crazy there.

1 big brown bag, 390 baht ($20)
1 "I LOVE BANGKOK" bag, 200 baht, $8 (LOL so tourist-y)
2 tops from the warehouse, 440baht in total. (about $18)
Blue macbook casing, 1 990 baht, $80 (about the same price as in SG, but cos I got too much money left, so I just buy. HAHA)
1 vintage crop top, 270baht, $11 (very unhappy with the price cos crop top got so little cloth but they still charge us so much. But I can tell the top is branded one lah, Plain Vanilla.)
Some cool stuffs for my besties, including my bf. HAHA
Signed up for membership for Loft! (free!) So cool, I got thailand membership card hor mai siao siao.

I was left with 400baht after the last day of shopping. HAHAH, Pan's second brother brought us to dinner with his wife at Paragon. I had really nice thai food. HAHA, but the tomyam soup was really spicy. His second brother is funny. And yes, he speaks quite fluent english. Omg the coolest thing was his car. Mercedes Benz, it had a sports car racing mode or something. Argh freaking cool. It's the only car in thailand that possesses no sleeping potion. HAAHA, or so I call it :P I want a mercedes in future too. HAHAHA.

Reached home, packed my luggage. Had a really hard time squeezing everything into my luggage. Anyway I went thailand with a luggage that weighs 9kg and come back with 16kg luggage. LOLOL. I didnt know all the clothes would be so heavy. HAHAHA. Anyway, Pan left me to sleep alone in the guest room on the last night. D: I left all the lights in the room on cos I was scared. HAHAHA! I guess that last day of the trip was the most enjoyable one, because Pan's brother was being really funny and he drove us to alot of places. I had a really good experience, except I never really get to see the King's Palace. I really wanna know how the palace look like. It will be like a fairytale or something one right? HAHAHA, i dont know lah. Oh and I was having hiccups the entire day. Several attempts by Pan's second brother to scare me so as to scare away my hiccups failed badly. But pan only used one shot. She was like "EH CHAOYI CALLED!!!" And I went like "HUH REALLY AH?" and remained shocked for a few seconds, and guess what? My hiccup went away and never came back. Guess that really scared my hiccup far far away. HAHAH, anyway why do we have hiccups? LOL

It's not that difficult to love.

2011-12-31T12:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Yeap, a year have ended. I spent my New Year's Eve with my boyfriend. After watching the movie New Year's Eve, I was determined to spend that special day with him. HAHAHA, really. I wanted that night to be unforgettable. And also cos he was the one that turned my whole life around. I admit that I really did change alot after getting together with him, and somehow, be it good or bad changes, I'm happy with it. I wanted to spend that day reminiscing about the year that's passed. From that very day we got together, to the day we first quarreled, the day he first saw me cry, the day we first held hands, exchange first kisses, joke around, play a fool, found our favourite hang out place, getting to say "9am same place." all the time and know exactly what we're referring to. You know, you get what I mean. I finally got to know how being in love really feels like. And if you think I'm really being mushy over here, you obviously havent felt love...

So for the new year ahead, I hope everyone get over heartbreaks and find new love. I wish for everyone to be happier, and stop living life for someone else. You know what we're born for? We're born to be ourself. And to be yourself, you gotta be different. I guess people in love would realise that they get angry and emotional (sad) more often, but if you just let yourself think the positive way, you're infact alot lot lot happier. I would say that chaoyi made me cry alot. He made me know how it feels like to cry, like really cry. And he really gives me heartaches, literally heartaches. But I wouldnt let him go, cos he makes me happy. And that happiness is overwhelming. If you want me to name the happiest day of my life, it would be one of the days with him around.

To be frank, my New Year's Eve kinda suck. HAHAHAHA not even kidding. I promised to treat chaoyi to a sushi buffet I ate with my friend before. But we couldnt find that place anywhere. We searched the whole of AMK (inside and outside) for 1h 30mins. And you knowwwwww, being typical me, I didnt eat breakfast and lunch to save my empty stomach for the big buffet. I was really starving, I even threw tantrums. HAHAHA. Then we realised that that sushi restaurant is at Broadway Plaza. And we spent a longggggg time finding Broadway Plaza, and when we finally found it..guess what? -.- It's freaking under fucking renovation. And it's like the entire mall is under renovation. Fuck LOL. So we went back to AMKhub and settled for Pepper Lunch. I couldn't stop yakking. I can't believe after a long search, we finally settled for Pepper Lunch. I mean like, seriously? HAHAHA, but it was kinda fun. I dont know in what way is it fun, but somehow it's just not that bad. You know, like, I dont know. HAHAHAHA. We still had the mood to kinda joke around and stuffs eventho we were really sweating like M A D.

And then there's another bad news. I stained my clothes. I'm on the second day of my period, fucking heavy flow. And when we were about to leave Pepper Lunch, (you know it's just really typical for you to look at your seat or your pants when you're on your period after leaving the seat, but most of the time you dont really see anything like how you expected it to be, but guess what happened to me...) there's like blood on my seat. And I just sank back into my seat, thinking how fucking worse can this day get. But I guess my day didnt get THAT unlucky because I managed to clean my pants using wet tissue. (my pants is not made of cotton thankfully) Yeah so I was like scrubbing the stain off using wet tissue, and thank fucking god wet tissue saved me from the fucking embarrassment. I mean walking to the toilet like an awkward duck with my bag covering my ass was embarrassing enough you know.

We already decided to have our countdown at Waterfront. And we thought we would be the only ones there what a joke. We bought sushi and durian pancakes there to have a mini picnik. Omg, I swear that place is mad crowded. MAD MAD MAD MADDDDD. But we managed to find a little spot comfortable for the two of us. HAHA. We get to see fireworks at Johor Bahru across the sea. So we were watching 4 fireworks that continued for like 30mins? HAHAHA damn awesome. I had a wonderful night. And yes! I got my first kiss of the year. Cos I was all like "the last time we kissed was last year man." HAHAHA k I'm kidding. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Went back after awhile. We saw people at the bus stop so we assumed they were waiting for the bus, but the bus never came.. welll. HAHAHA, so we took the taxi. Our patience paid off! But it didnt feel like we waited very long for the taxi, we chatted about how our parents met each other. HAAHAH, and I'm like "should I have natural birth or caesarian next time?" LOL, I know it's abit too far to think about that but cos my cousin gave birth not long ago and it got me thinking. She had natural birth, and I thought most modern parents would go for caesarian, they wont worry about the scars cos recent technology can manage that. But what my cousin said made sense. She said she want to have something to say when her child ask her "mama, how do you give birth to me?" And she wanted her child to know that it's not easy giving birth to a child. She didnt want her story to be like "doctor gave me a jab, I went to sleep and when I woke up, you're born." you know that kind of thing. Yeah so that got me thinking for awhile. but then, natural birth need to cut the vagina, ouchhhhh..

HAHAHA I think I'm ranting alot. Well, dont complain cos I wont be blogging for a week or so. Will be boarding the plane to bangkok in a few hours time! I will be away for one week. Major shopping plan, MUAHAHAHA. I can't wait but I'm scared also leh! Well anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! <3

There's still lots of good in the world.

2011-12-26T01:50:00.000-08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!

Went shopping with Sheela and Rasyidah last Friday. HAHAHA, yeah shopping again. It's crazy. I've got tons of new clothes that I havent wear before, and the thing is, I can't even find time to wear them. And I'm going to bangkok this coming Sunday, 1 January. CRAZY! It's gonna be a crazy shopping spree because I'm gonna be shopping with Pantita. Well, in case you dont know her as well as I do (LOL in fact you wont know her as well as I do, MUAHAHAHA cos she's my bestfriend yo) , she's the craziest shopper ever. She can spend over a 100dollars in Body Shop. LOL. I'm hoping to get more denim shorts and hopefully stockings there. Yeah, I wanna try to wear stockings. I see other girls wearing them and it's so sexy! Not that I wanna be sexy, cos I already am. LOL K JOKE. I dont know why I dont really dare to try wearing stockings or leggings. HAHA, I'm afraid I might overdress or something.

Oh yeah, back to last Friday. Sheela and I were on a super mission to help Rasyidah buy more feminine clothings! I was daaaamn excited. I mean, we can totally help! HAHAHA, but Sheela and I were actually on a greater mission. And that is, to not spend any money on anything except food. HAHA, apparently she feels the same way as I do. We've done TOO MUCH SHOPPING.

Anyway I love the top I wore that day. Hehe, I bought it from Cotton On for only $7.50!

Camwhored abit while waiting for Rasyidah to change into her new outfit. Trust me, she took ages. And the reason behind it was her MUSCLES! HAHAHA, we took into consideration that she, though small sized, have got muscles! HAHAH, you might think she will be able to fit into an M sized shirt, but her muscles are hugeeeee, really. HAHAHA, but her muscles brought us lots of joy while choosing clothes. Couldn't stop laughing.

Sheela and I bought matching shoes! And it's damn cool, because we didnt buy it together! It was a total coincidence! I love this pair of shoes, because... (see next photo)

I survived this! HAHAHA, YEAH IT WAS CRAZY! I dont understand the weather in Singapore. Other countries are enjoying snow and we're enjoying rain, pfft. And I can't understand the reason behind the continuous flooding in Orchard! Orchard is like the most crowded area forever and it attracts the most tourists! Surely that highlighted a need for Orchard to be well-protected and not affect the people there! I dont know, just a piece of my mind. Anyway, it was raining the entire day while we were at Orchard. It was terrible cos Sheela, Rasyidah and I had to share one umbrella. I got the whole of my left body wet, while Rasyidah got her right side of the body wet. Sheela was safe in the middle, cos, well, the umbrella was hers. LOL.

We look at cool pretty people with nice high heels or velvet shoes and laugh. HAHAHA! Sheela should have worn her Dr Martens and stomp through the water like a boss man.

Anyway, the journey through the basement tunnel was scary. I feel like I'm in titanic. I mean, it's flooding at ankle level, and that's not all! Water is leaking from the ceiling! Can you imagine if one piece of wall gives way and all the water comes gushing in, omg. Imma grab onto a wooden plank and sing a song to keep myself alive. LOL.

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Merry Christmas everyone! I spent my Christmas with my bf, Runfa, Shuiyuan, Zhonghao, Jonathan, Shangwei, Jiawei, Xavier and Maria at Maria's house. HAHAHA. Shuiyuan and Shangwei left awhile later.

So pissed. Chaoyi was never so willing when taking pictures with me lor. I think that day the amount of photos Runfa took with him was alot more than the alot of times when I tried to take a photo with him. D:

But anyway, I went to meet Hongye and Jiajun in the afternoon first for gift exchange. I got a uniqlo shirt from Hongye and a waterbottle from Jiajun. I bought Jiajun a Cotton On shirt and Hongye FOOD. HAHAHA, food that he never tried before.

Unfortunately, Christmas was definitely not my day because I dropped my ezlink card in AMK. I looked all over for it but I couldnt find. What's worse was I was alone! Then I took bus from cwp home. It's only one stop and guess what, I had to pay $1.10. WTF MAN. Daylight robbery? I'm a freaking student! I showed the driver my IC and he insisted. The fuck, I'm 16. It's not as if I'm a poly student lying to you that I'm from JC!

Nevermind that, chatted damn long with Jiajun and Hongye about everything. HAHA, it's always nice talking to Hongye. I went to my grandparent's place after that. I ate Turkey for the first time in my life! It's so nice! I love the breast meat, it's so huge! I think I mentioned before in blog that I love eating chicken breast meat. HAHAHA, it's healthy and it's bone-less!

From my grandparent's place, I got an earpiece, an abercrombie&fitch shorts and eye shadow. I dont get what I got an eye shadow. I dont do makeups. I mean I will definitely need it in the future but now? LOL, and I can't even do eyeliner, eyeshadow will make me so wayang. Oh ya, Sheela got me a zebra print dress from Cotton On! I LOVE IT! I still havent give her her gift yet! D:

Headed to Maria's house afterwards with chaoyi and runfa. GOSH I MISS NOEL! He's so cute, and he still remember my name! He even remember how to spell my name. He's a genius! HAHAHA. I managed to dig out my christmas present from under Maria's christmas tree. HAHAHA, it's an underwear from Cotton On Body! HAHAH, I love it. One thing is it's my favourite colourrrr!!!

Maria, Runfa and I

Jonathan (mimiyan) and I.

Aww haha, Noel and chaoyi. Noel love chaoyi and that's so unfair! HAHAHA

Spent our christmas playing card games, watching lots and lots of movies, sleeping breaks in between and food food food! I love the thailand beehoon! Sour and spicy. I love this combination of taste! Thats why I love TOMYAM!

We watched alot of movies. Friends With Benefits, Hide And Seek, Glee (we replayed it for like 5 times?) HAHAHA NOT COS IT'S NICE! It's cos we were all asleep and nobody bothered to change it. HAHHA, we also watched Black Swan, and the stupid show that claimed to be M18 cos of it's gory scenes, but end up showing all horny stuffs.

I dozed off quite a few times and I felt really uncomfortable cos I havent showered for like the entire day. It's the most disgusting feeling and my hair was so oily. But nevertheless, I had fun! Hehehe I spent the entire day sleeping on chaoyi's shoulder. HAHAHA.

Keep moving.

2011-12-20T01:49:00.000-08:00

Went shopping with Xintien to finish buying all the xmas presents. HEHE, yes! I'm finally done with all the shopping! So excited for xmas, I can't wait! Come on, sundayyyyyy! Gonna go over to grandparents' place in the evening, then off to Maria's house for overnight! Really looking forward to receiving and giving my xmas gifts.

Camwhore shots with younger sister in the shuttle bus to Sembawang Shopping Centre (SSC).

We got out of cotton on at SSC and saw these group of children, age 6-11, drawing portraits of people! It's actually free-of-charge, so I thought why not give it a try. I sat down a two children started drawing me, while the other two drew xintien.

Look what an 11 year-old drew! It's a portrait of me! I was soooo impressed, I donated $5 to them.

A younger kid drew this of Xintien! Not too bad as well!

After that we went to Junction 8 at Bishan to buy some stuffs. HAHAHA, not to be disclosed if not some of you might guess your xmas presents. :P

We had Ajisen Ramen! HEHE, tomyam ramen is da boomz.

I was so pleased with myself that day because I only used two big plastic bags and declined all other use of plastic carriers when offered. A watson staff even thanked me for saving the earth. How I wish everyone would put in a just wee bit of effort to help save the earth. I think I told some of my friends how I hate people who gives out flyers because nobody actually reads them and it's wasting paper! Some of you might even think that since it's already printed, then why not just take. But this act really makes a difference! Look at it this way. If you take that one piece of flyer, and everyone else does the same thing, the demand for flyers increases. With the increased demand for flyers, the producer would produce MORE flyers! So people, please stop taking flyers to let them know that this method is NOT working. Surely they can be creative enough to use other methods to advertise whatever they're advertising for. And I also know that some of you sympathize those people giving out the flyers, because they're just doing a part-time job to earn some easy money. Yeah that's true, but if they really care about the earth and thought of all these consequences, they wouldn't even consider this job.

Aww, look at Sheela and her pathetic umbrella. LOL, all of us were in pairs and sharing a big umbrella while she's FOREVER ALONE. HAHAHA, that day was fun but I'm kindaa.. not really allowed to elaborate too much. HAHAHAHA!

Friends forever.

2011-12-16T03:06:00.000-08:00

I went crazy with the photo booth on my macbook. HAHAHA

Finally get to talk to my best friend! It's been so long I swear I was dying. But my prince (best friend) came just in time to save me, a damsel in distress. HAHAHA, ok exaggerate. I talked to her for more than 3 hours and slept at 5.30am. Gosh, HAHAHA, yeah we really had a lot of catching up to do.

Sheela joined Skype as well! But Skype doesn't allow group conversations. I mean we can hear and talk to each other, but we can't see each other. NO FUN!

HAHAHA, chipmunks.

HAHAHA my brother look like Johnny Bravo. Look, he's enjoying it! LOLOL

This is so damn cute omg. He actually posed for this, no joke.

Been busy buying and preparing christmas gifts lately but I'm so broke. My pay hasn't arrived and I can only get it at the end of this month. I think I haven't elaborated on my job. I worked at the IT fair as acer laptops promoter for 3 days. On the first day, I only sold 3 laptops. But there was great improvement on the second day, I managed to sell 9 laptops and on the last day, I sold 15 laptops! Omg, I'm so happy. I earned $120 commission on the last day. FYI, without the commission, my basic pay a day is only $30. I won't say it's exactly a bad thing because it really made us determined to sell some laptops and not just lazing around and slacking. I got quite pissed when I talk to several customers and this chao ah beng whose also working as a promoter kept tapping my shoulders and saying that customer is his. I gave in to him at first, but he said the same thing way too many times, so I ignored him afterwards.

Anyway I got so pissed with what my father said just now. I'm like bugging him to get me a study table cos I'm using xinlerk's table temporarily while she's away. And he's like saying I better get the fuck off her table when she's back. Wow ouch. Talk about respecting you, hello? What about me?

Everything that seemed bright at the start, they ended.

2011-12-15T05:57:00.000-08:00

Basically my cousins came over for one-two weeks and I'm busy entertaining them by bringing them to several places to shop and play. Brought them to bugis and only managed to walk the third and half of the second storey cos we finished all our money. HAHAHA, I bought my chinese new year dress for $20. I'm really in love with it, can't wait to wear it someday. But i'll resist the temptation to wear it. I strongly believe in wearing new clothes on new year, no idea why. It's like a brand new year, and the feeling of starting anew and afresh is the strongest then.

I bought this peace ring with my younger sister. Kinda expensive though, it's 3 for $10.

Had dinner at Astons @ Iluma afterwards.
I think everyone should try Astons, serious. It's so worth it! There's no service tax and GST!

I did manicure! It's my first time doing it and I love the colour - turquoise. I know it doesn't look that turquoise in the photo. HAHAH the lighting la, sorry k.

We went to the zoo on the next day! This is the very cute little otters that I most adore!

Cool white tiger. Apparently there are three white tigers there, namely Omar, Winnie and Jippie. So we all guessed this one in th photo is Omar, cos they stated that Omar is the largest among the three, and especially love water. Aww.

This kind of monkey have exceptionally long fur, no idea why. One of them had super duper long fur and kept hiding in the shelter, refusing to come out. So we all guessed that's the boss, LOL.

This cheerful little monkey (also of the same type in the previous photos) kept playing with its toes. HAHAHA

Look at this beautiful and cocky peacock. We all begged him to spread it's tail, but it refused. Cheyyy, in fury, he flew above us to join the deers in the exhibit. Yeah, peacocks can fly. Amazing, I just knew that. HAHAHA, but I guess it can only fly up to a certain height, if not they would fly away already la. HAHAHA. But that moment when that peacock flew above us was fling scary. You know how majestic that peacock was? It's HUGEEEE! We all screamed and ran away, we stared at it and each other for a good 10seconds, traumatized. HAHAHA.

This giraffe went to that green patch of grass to poopoo. I really must compliment giraffes. They are waaay more elegant than an elephant, be it in terms of size or etc. I'm serious. Giraffe's pee is like a neat one straight line, and an elephant's one is like SPLASHHHHHH, for freaking long. I swear that elephant's pee can drown a live human in a well. And for shitting, giraffe's is like small little beads, while an elephant's one is like seriously one giant pile of dung. Gosh. HAHAHA.

Oh yeah and giraffes have the most flexible tongue and it's freaking long.

It came damn near us and I was afraid, so I couldn't take a good picture of it. LOL

This little (i don't know what they call it, but look at the teeth. Er is it a mole rat or something? I'm not so sure.) bunch squeezing in a small space. *cuddle cuddle*

This cute monkey covered its face with his tail! HAHAHA

Cute, look how he positioned his head. LOL

Me, Ah Guan Jie, Xintien and Chen Li Li

Xintien

Younger cousin

Older cousin

It started drizzling halfway and we only bought the basic admission tickets which is not inclusive of free tram rides. So we wore this waterproof animal cap around. HAHAHA, I think we all look damn cute. LOL

At the sealion show!

Posing with the xmas tree. We really had fun.

We bought this for $5 each and xintien refused to pay! LOL, just cos she wanna save money. But we still bought it in the end, my younger cousin was nice enough to treat her. She didn't even say thank you man, talk about manners. Tsk.

Yeap all these photos roughly summarized everything we did with my cousins during their stay here. They left about two days ago. Gaaah, hopefully they'll be back soon <3

I'll prove that compassion still exists.

2011-11-24T22:45:00.001-08:00

We all have the same fringe sides. LOL

at Kenny Rogers (313 @ Somerset)

Me, Sheela, Pan

Pan, Ryan, Me

Ryan look good! But his height is a pity. Luckily he styled his hair rather high that day so he didnt look that short standing beside me and Pan. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I havent been going out this week cos I'm on a mission to save money. Except I went out with Chaoyi on Tuesday. LOL I can only go out with him cos he'll pay for everything. Yeah, I'm officially broke :( How sad, it's only the second week of holidays. Headed to AMK to watch You Are The Apple Of My Eye with him. I watched it before, and insisted that he had to watch it. Kinda weird if he watch such romantic movie with his guy friends, so I watched it with him again. The movie was worth a second watch anyway. HAHA, yeah it's that nice. I couldnt help tearing up eventho I watched it before, but rather awkward to cry like a baby infront of a guy. HAHAHA.

Met up with some of my wrss teammates to watch our junior's VAS match against Presby team one. I was really angry after hearing from some of them how the presby players mocked our juniors when they won them at the last match. Indeed, it was no easy game. But our juniors caught up 11 points and owned you. I'm really proud of my juniors for their never-say-die spirit. Even when the score was 15-24, they remained resilient and fought on. Presby players have got a lot to work on in terms of their sportsmanship huh.

Oh ya. So happy yesterday to be able to satisfy my long-due craving for subway. HAHAHA, I realised the last time I ate subway was before olevels even started. OMGGGG. Had Subway Club yesterday. Chaoyi ate the meatball thingy. I wanna try all the different kinds of sandwich on the subway menu. LOL, maybe i'll try the veggie delight and the veggie patty last. They look the most, not tempting. LOL. Pls la, it's veggie. I like meat, meaaaaaaat! And I finally tried the new cookie, raspberry cheesecake. It's not THAT nice la. Just normal lor, still can't compete with the chocolate chip cookie. I like the oatmeal raisin one as well.

I suddenly remembered the reason why I wanted to blog. LOL, that's cos I've been seeing alot of people retweeting this on twitter:

"Everything's gonna be okay."

"Ya right, that's cos it isn't happening to you."

I find this tweet dumb, because your friend HAD to say that. He/she obviously can't go like "Things will get worse, get up on your feet you fucking weakling." And you go and shoot your friend like "that's cos it isnt happening to you." How rude. Besides, it's true that everything is gonna be okay. Maybe not now, BUT EVENTUALLY IT WILL. Rainy days don't last.

Hmm nothing much. Havent been getting questions to answer on formspring lately. Please formspring me.

www.formspring.com/TANXINPEI

I know how it's like to believe that noone cares.

2011-11-20T07:28:00.000-08:00

LOL, I'm wearing the prom queen's tiara. HEHE.

Sheela, Zena and I.

Ms Siti putting Auni to sleep.

Too cute.

Sheela & Jiawei

Jiawei & Zena

Zena & Sheela

Sheela, Ray and Zena.

Was supposed to report to class camp at 9am, but I just woke up from the sleepover at Bert's house. I went home from his house at about 12.30pm and reported to class camp at about 2pm. HAHA, I was so hungry and broke I bought my own cup noodles from home to school to eat. LOL, hey I saved 3bucks for the lunch okay! Wise choice. HAHAHA. Chitchatted for awhile with the girls. I stayed in the room eating my cup noodles while the rest were helping to shift the tables and chairs into the shelter cos it rained. HAHAHA, opps. Eh I felt guilty for not helping out you know, I'm serious. But then again, I need energy to move those furnitures and energy comes from the food I eat. HEHE, am I smart? AM I AM I? LOLOL. Didnt do anything much in the afternoon, quite disappointed that I missed the games in the morning. But anyways, slacked abit in the music room cos there's aircon inside. Helped to decorate the room for the prom night. K la, I didnt really help much. I was bored, and helping out didnt seem fun and interesting to me at all. I was trying hard to get both Auni's and Haidah's attention, and you can say I failed miserably. :( So I decided to borrow people's phone to play games. Satisfied that I broke Alison's highscore for the Fruit Ninja game. HAHA.

Oh, and I got Ray to teach me how to play the piano! I've been wanting to learn abit of piano after looking at a few of Christina Grimmie's covers on youtube. I wanna learn how to play Stereo Hearts on the piano, but the connection in the music room was really poor, so I was not able to connect to youtube. Sadness, major sadness. But anyways, Ray thought me how to play a verse of the wedding dress, the korean song I think. Whatever it is la. At that moment, Ray is kinda nice and helpful. LOLOL, he's only nice when I say so. K LA JOKING, he's nice when he's not talking. What's more piano is kinda like his forte, he should be proud and honoured to teach someone how to play a piano. What's more someone like me with a short and disadvantaged pinky. HAHAHA. I tried a lot a lot of times, really a lot. And WALAAAAA, I finally got it! I'm so proud! I think I still remember how to play it, so damn happy! At least now I got something to do when there's a piano in front of me. Normally I would just do the scary music sound or happy birthday or mary had a little lamb. Boring manz, now I know wedding song! HAHAHA COOL OR WHAT.

Oh, lemme talk more about the prom night. I kinda expected it to fail, but it turned out to be a huge surprise! I can tell Ms Siti put alot of effort in planning the games, buying the gifts, deciding on the decorations and stuffs. She even brought her two kids along, those two really kept her busy the whole day. Anyway, Sheela was the emcee. And to start off the prom night, we had food! GOOD FOOD that costs each of us 7bucks. But the food was really good. I kinda forgot the games we played, but I'll talk about the ones I remember.

We played Don't Forget The Lyrics. But a few of the songs sounded really alien. Luckily Ms Siti's sister went easy on us, the blanks we had to fill in are quite easy. Songs like Umbrella, Over You by Daughtry, Beat It by Michael Jackson, Dancing Queen. HAHAHA. Then there's also Lucky Draw. I got myself an invisible marker that will also appear visible under the light on the marker, but I've no idea where I misplaced it. :x I think I left the music room in a hurry after the prom to avoid the cleaning up. HAHAHA. Then there's another game called "I'll Never...". It goes like this, you have you say something that you're certain noone else in the room have done it before. But if someone admits that he/she have done it before, it means your assumption is wrong, thus your group loses one point! HAHAHA, Regina's group said "I've never masturbated before." And the guys group went like "I HAVE LEH I HAVE LEH." which most likely is true, tho they seem like they just want the girl's group to lose one point. HAHAHA. And my group said "I've never committed suicide before." And Regina went like "Got leh, I play video games everytime commit suicide one." HAHAHA, and that comment caused our group to lose one point! LOL. There's also another game called "2 TRUTHS & 1 LIE". It's quite interesting. We have to figure out which statement is the lie among three statements. And there's also the "Lights, Camera, Action." A song will be played and we have to guess the singer and the title of the song. For some songs, we have to guess the movie. Interesting!

In summary, that night was awesomez.

There's also the unforgettable and absolutely memorable dance-off duet Alison had with Germaine. Song playing then was Me Against The Music by Britney Spears. It was crazy. Mad crazy I can't describe me. But anyone wants me to imitate? LOL. I laughed till I cried, and it's really crying. Tears just kept flowing, I dont know why. It's like so scary. I'm not trying to be mean. I believe everyone deserves to be respected and stuffs as well, but the thing is you have to be self-conscious dont you think? I watched this makeover show before, there's this woman at the age of 60. She refuses to accept the fact that she's old, she hates being old. She keeps her age a secret, and despite her wrinkly skin, old-fashioned hair, saggy meat everywhere, she wore brightly-coloured clothes that are obviously meant for teenagers. Honestly, I dont think there's anything wrong. But it doesnt make sense for someone of that age to dress like that. We dress appropriately. And for people who hate to be teased, avoid doing the things that will get people to tease at you! I dont know how to explain this la, but some people might think I'm being ridiculous all over again. It's what you look like that makes people's first impression, but it's your actions that brings about their opinions. People have no reason to dislike you if you're fat and ugly but have a nice and humble character. I know modern society kinda forces people to look at things by the cover. For those people who say they dont judge people by looks are lying. No kiddingz. If you see a man covered in tattoo and piercings walking the same directions as you from the bus stop to your house, you'll think the person is some bad guy as well. That's also judging people by looks fyi. Nothing wrong with liking pretty girls, I like pretty girls too. But ultimately, it's still the character that makes you wanna stay with that person. Hey, I've seen pretty people with no friends okay. That's really sad.

Anwz. After the prom, showered and headed back to our rooms. Thank god for the aircons. HAHAHA, slept comfortably except that it was abit cold. Sheela and I are officially the dumbest people on earth. We managed to borrow one sleeping bag from Tasha, which means we had two sleeping bag cos sheela brought hers. We had two sleepings bags, and instead of using one sleeping bag for the each of us..we shared -.- We're so dumb, we only realised this in the morning. We put one as a mattress, and another one over ourselves as a blanket. In stead of having one to ourself, we fought for both the mattress and the blanket. DUMB SIAH.

I shall write something for chaoyi. HAHAHA. Jiayou in temple run, I already 5million leh. KEKEKE <3 I hope I can meet you this wednesday!

Cos with you is where I'd rather be.

2011-11-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

My bestfwen.

Kas & Pan

Xintien & Pan

Siewming & Pan

Funniness, I feel like addressing Siewming as Steven Lim. HAHAHAH!

Kianshen & Pan

Bert & Pan

Minghwee & Pan

Chloe & Pan

W2F8!

Same shirt yooooo.

We all look ready for bedtime. HAHAHA.

Girlssss, <3

Me, Pan, Kas, Bert

Siewming & Xintien

WANNA FIGHT MAN.

That's roughly the photos we took at the sleepover at Bert's house. Just an update of what we did at night. We watched Grave Encounters, mad scary. The people claimed that the footage were real and non-editted. But weird stuffs, they got director and editor for the movie. LOL, and throughout the movie, they were holding onto the video camera while running for their lives. Smart people would put the camera down, cos it's obviously a burden. I dont know la, but I believe that the movie is a fake. It's a nice movie to catch tho! Quite interesting!

Update on Class Camp on the next post!

Save me from the wait and hurt.

2011-11-18T08:29:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO, I'm at Albert's house right now. Kay I feel weird when I say I'm at Albert's house because it's also Kas' house. LOL THEY'RE SIBLINGS DEY! Anyway, had W2F8 outing today. But before that, I went to meet Sheela at 10.30am at cwp. We initially planned to cut and dye our hair at the salon at Marsiling. Cutting hair only cost $5, so we thought dying our hair wont be that expensive as well. But turned out it cost $60 for my hair length and $45 for Sheela's hair length. Was kinda disappointed tho, because we were dying to dye our hair before the class camp. But then again, we obviously had an alternative solution. We decided to buy hair dye from Sheng Siong Supermarket. So we went to cut hair first and eventho my hair feels healthier and looks better now, but it's so short! :( it used to be over my boobs, and when i bend my head backwards, it can touch my butt. But now it's just touching my boobs, aiya it's just damn sad. Nevermindddd, hair can grow. I cut v-style for my hair. Then went to buy our hair dyes at the supermarket. I bought this erm, milk tea colour I think, while Sheela bought this kinda reddish kind. Headed back to my house to dye our hair, was freaking excited. OH BTW WE BOUGHT THE LIESE HAIR DYE. We didnt know how to use it at first, it's like when we put it on our hair, there's no freaking foam and it didnt turn out to be like those in advertisement and stuffs. Massage our head until muscle ache siah, we were panting. LOL, but we soon got the hang of it afterwards. Waited half an hour in the living room for the foam to take effect on our hair, LOL honestly the suspense was killing us. SHEELA KEPT PESTERING ME FOR THE TIME LEFT. LOL, finally washed our hair after 30mins. We were choking like mad, the smell was super strong. Not smelly, but it's to chemical-ly. Kinda sick. HAHAH. I LOVE MY HAIR NOW. It's my first time dying la, but i think the outcome is greaaaaaat. I love it, except for the fact that it's short :( fineeee, forget it. LOL.

Currently at Albert's/Kas' house now. Accompanied Chaoz to meet his friends at cwp cos I was lonelyyyy, and didnt know where to go. HAHAHA awkward la, but at least watching them is more interesting than walking around cwp alone. In case you're wondering why I'm alone in cwp, I was waiting for Pantita to go to bert's house. LOL. Well, eventually I HAD to walk aimlessly around cwp alone, but not for long. SADNESS, I just realised I havent finish reading my MIND YOUR BODY since ytd. Argh, it's past 12am now, so it should be ytd ytd. DAAAMMNNNN. I'm a lazy pig. But I will finish reading it, no worries. I'm really intrigued by our human body. DO YOU KNOW? That frequent dental visits can reduce the risk of heart diseases? OMG RIGHT, our body is seriously amazing I sweeeaaarrrr. And I also read abit about losing balance and stuffs. I have this very bad habit of skipping cheem and difficult words. That made me miss out words like the name of the illness/diseases and the medicine name. ARGH, like this how I show off my knowledge. LOLOL, i'll keep going like "the dont know what peripheral system illness." argh. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway we watched a video made specially for Pantita Tangchaiyawong. HAHAHA, luckily they didnt spell her name wrongly. LOL, awww. MY BESTFWENZSX. HAHAH. Then we headed to Astons at SSC, first time eating it hehehe. NOT BAD LEH, it's not that expensive. And they dont charge GST and service charges. WHICH IS GOOD because those charges always cause the total costs of the meal to be waaaay more expensive than expected. what's more we will have to split the charges, troublesome much. ANYWAY IT WAS PAN'S TREAT! She's obviously touched by the efforts of W2F8 to plan a farewell celebration for her. AWWW, btw, I NOMNOM love the teeshirt! I will definitely wear it out, proud to be the "WANT TO FIGHT CLIQUE". LOVE YOU ALL BROS AND SIS!

I've been going out alot lately. One of the more significant event would be these few, and the primary school gathering with my ex-classmates at Jack's Place @ Civic Centre. Apparently it's MingGui's treat, he's obviously some rich ass la. I was actually the first one to reach, awkward...but luckily Suqi reached not long after me and I'm the only one talking and trying to break the icy cold silence ok! Junjie came afterwards, and cos I talked too much, he said I'm irritating :( HEYYYY, honestly, if I didnt talk, it will be so awkward because nobody is talking! Well anyway it's kinda boring cos Suqi and I were the only girls. WHAT MAN, what happened to girl power! HAHAHA, so the guys that went were Junjie, Richard, Yongxiang, Sakthi, Shawn, Weehow. Aiya whatever, I dont really know some of the guys from diligent. Anyway I ordered steak, HAHAHA. First time I eating steak until so highclass la okay! I dont even know how to hold the fork and knife properly, and they had to constantly remind me to stop licking the gravy on my knife. But I dont really like the taste of the steak, guess I'm really not highclass enough for good food la. LOL. Junjie ordered medium rare for me, it tastes abit bitter. I tried to say funny stuffs to them to break the ice but I end up being the only one laughing at my own jokes, while the rest of them just shot me dash-dot-dash looks. How sadddd. I remembered Benjamin Hwang was even more childish than me man, why so mature now? All the boring people. LOL, but whatever la. I was kinda embarrassing there anyway but it was fun. Met them at 12pm and left at 3pm+ to prepare for training at ajc only to know that it was cancelled when I reached home. So I decided to join my girls at town to watch HAPPY FEET 2! Omg the movie was awesome! You guys have to watch it! LOL.

I was getting all annoying and naggy cos I didnt get to eat Yami Yoghurt or drink Starbucks at Orchard. But we all decided to alight at Yishun to buy Starbucks then take the bus home. YAAAAY, i finally tried Caramel Frappucino. I love it, it tastes like cappucino and apparent IT IS CAPPUCINO. LOL, I love cappucino and I think it's the only type of coffee that I like, for now. LOL. My neighbour bought packet cappucino for us, and I finished the original flavour, leaving only the hazelnut. But both taste as good! :D

RIGHTTTT, I'm gonna join the remaining W2F8 in the living room. HAHAH, ciaoooo. I'm going for class camp in a few hours time. GAHHH.

Between who you are and who you could be.

2011-11-12T10:31:00.000-08:00

I love this picture.

THE FOUR OF US! <3

My bestfwen. (yeah pronounce the f-WEN)

THIS IS FUNNY! LOL SHEELA.

I love my girls.

Anw, I couldnt possibly upload all the photos on my blog cos there are like 200 photos taken that day. LOLOL, go to Pantita Sunbuck's profile and check out the photo album "I'll make every second count". HAHA K LAZY ME.

Set off to Somerset at around evening time. To Pan and Maria, town is like their second home. They know the place inside out and know exactly where to go. LOL, Sheela and I will just shutup when it comes to directions. HAHAHA. The place is so complicated, we'll just follow them HAHA. Many shops were already closing then, I guess we went out too late. But it felt good to be out so late at night. Like, it's not that crowded and the sun's asleep, so the weather was good. I hate to sweat when I'm outside, especially when wearing nice clothes.

So my aim to at least buy one top, failed :( we didnt get to buy any clothes. Well, Pan and I almost managed to buy a royal purple jacket that we initially thought was $20. Stupid salesperson gave us high hopes. But it turned out to be freaking 50bucks. Siao man. So we didnt buy it in the end. But Maria bought us to this shop that sells accessories, GOD DAMN CHEAP! Each pair of studs cost 90cents! It's effing cheap. Somemore the studs are of quite good quality. I mean even if it's bad quality, it's cheap. LOL, the hand accessories are also 90cents. The head bands are $2. The sunglasses are $5. I spent $20+ there. HAHAHA, and we pierced our ear! Me Pan and Maria. HAHAHA, it's always Maria who started off having the feeling to pierce. *feeling* HHAHAHA, weird. I was tempted to pierce too! So I went first. Eh it wasnt that easy to pick up my courage to pierce ok! Esp when the person didnt check for the veins and stuff. Cos previously when I wanted to pierce my left helix, the person said I have a vein there and have to pierce lower. EH THE PERSON DIDNT CHECK LEH. I was damn scared that I'll turn out to be the unlucky one again. I mean I'm seriously damn unlucky all the time. Name me all the suay stuffs I all got kena before D: But to hell with it, I wanted to pierce so much. HAHAHA, so I just DO IT MAN. Satisfied tho :D But my ear is hurting right now, cos I insisted on removing the stud. I feel dirty not being able to clean the stud for two days. LOL, drying my hair after washing is really troublesome.

Funniness after leaving the shop. Went into the remaining stores that are still open but didnt find anything nice. I kinda forgot what we did there but I remember we went into a very high-class shopping mall. LOL, k la I didnt know it was high-class until Pan whispered "act high class". LOL so we all started catwalking like some rich ass people. HAHAHAHA. We had fun in the toilet! OMG, HAHAH. We were the only ones in the toilet, so obviously we had fun! Took super many photos. I esp love the one when sheela piggybacked me. Hey I was wearing denim skirt and she insisted on piggyback-ing me. Make me unglam only. HAHAHA, k la like I was glam in the first place. LOL.

I forgot what we did afterwards but I was seriously craving for Starbucks. After Maria keep talking about how nice it is, I wanted to try it but never had a chance to. But weird tho, I seem to always feel like drinking starbucks when I'm at night. HAHAHA. That night I abit bushuang, cos never buy anything much :( Nevermind ok! Next Tuesday! HAHAHA, shop till I drop. I dont care. I must buy clothes, highwaist shorts, shoes whatever. LOL. Yay then overnight at Marz's house dye hair, manicure, mud mask and stuffs. REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!

OH YA did I tell you all I'm a weird girl :( I think I'm a weird girl. I hate chocolate with nuts. I love tomatoes. I hate chilli sauce, and especially love ketchup. I hate the crust of curry puffs, I only like the fillings. I hate nasi lemak and bak kut teh. I admit I'm quite a fussy eater. HAHAHA. I used to hate pineapple but I seem to be okay with it now. LOL. K IM NOT WEIRD IM SPECIAL :D

Anyway I went to ajc volleyball training yesterday. Having serious muscle aches now. I even have difficulty trying to sit still in this chair. LOL. Had an even harder time getting out of bed :P I didnt want to go training at first, cos olevels have not even ended and I seriously should be stuying, eventhough it's just mcq but still! But crystal texted me and said that training started long ago, so obviously I didnt want to be left behind. LOL, decided to go to training, was feeling quite nervous there cos I dont know any of them except for the libero (forgot her name), crystal and chongwei. BUT GUESS WHAT. Turned out crystal lied :( I was the first dsa player to be there. But it's also good la, she wanted me to start earlier so I got advantage. People there are so nice. At least they tried talking to me first. Crystal wanted me to start talking to them first, but it's so weird! I'll be like a weirdo whose too eager to make friends and surely they'll find me weird. Training was okay I guess. Warm up, foot drills, shuttle run, blocking, and the part I hate most - skipping 800x. :( AT LEAST I DIDNT FINISH LAST. LOL. Then did super alot of spikings until my hand was red and swollen. I wanted to tell the coach that my hand hurts, but I realised most players there had swollen hands as well. So I kept mum about it. HAHAHA, but spike until so shioooook (ignore the pain).

That's about it I guess. Next Tuesday officially marks the end of Olevels. Looking forward to the sleepover! HEHE. And I can't remember what activities I have on 17november. D: Bad memory. Oh ya and class camp is postponed to 19-21nov. But I got something on on 20 and 21nov. Argh, and I have sleepover from 18-19nov. HOW NOW BROWN COW?

I shall write something for chaoyi to see if he's reading my blog, HAHAHA im so mean but I like it. Dear dear, I dont miss you. LOVE THE WAY I LIE? LOVE YOU TOO <3 (according to dee kosh, this <3 looks like a penis. So the '3' is the balls and the < is the penis?) HAHAHA, okok.

DEE KOSH IS FUNNY YO, STOP HATING.

You had alot of crooks tryna steal your heart.

2011-11-09T11:46:00.000-08:00

HOW TO LOVE

Tyler Ward & Christina Grimmie

Because nothing makes me happier, and nothing makes me sadder than you.

2011-11-08T00:58:00.000-08:00

HAHA, I think my brother looks super cute here. He know how to pose ok!

Thank god, I finally have time to take a breather and relax. Time to make this little space alive once again. HAHAHA, let's not talk about my exams ok? Next tuesday officially marks the end of this torturous shit, and also the beginning of my freedom. WOOHOO, I can't wait. For those people who had holidays waaaay earlier than me, I'm not jealous yo. Your holidays are full of holiday assignments, while meeee. HIAK HIAK HIAK, for me it's real freedom. Contemplating whether I should find a job tho. Not in need of money, but no harm having more in my pocket. HEHE, but doubt I'll have the time as well. I'll see how it goes. Got lobang tell me also ah. HAHAHA.

I can't wait to go shopping, omg I need so many things. Yeah need. I still havent got my highwaist shorts yet. I'm really determined to find nice ones, but it's the price that worries me. Argh, why can't everything have student price. LOL. I'm also looking for knitted tops, and a shoulder off shirt. Its been a really long time since I last check cotton on out. Kinda sick of the clothes there. Especially because the clothes there are so affordable that everyone, really everyone, wears almost the same thing. It will be so embarrassing if you see an auntie wearing the same clothes as you. Talking about it, I'm wearing a cotton on shirt right now. Sighs. HAHAHA, you know everytime I come back from shopping, I feel that I have alot of clothes and I can't wait to go out and stuffs. But after wearing those new clothes I bought for awhile, they become old and once again I have no more clothes in my closet that I'm dying to wear. So the whole cycle repeats and I have to go shop for more clothes. HAHAHA, girls. LOL. I love shopping for guys stuffs as well.

Eh somebody tell me honestly. Girls dont look good wearing watches meh. I want a coloured watch! Omg, esp after looking at Rasyidah's watch, I love it so much. But hers is branded one, I dont really need a watch to be honest. If I'm wearing a watch, and someone asks me for the time, I'll prolly dig out my phone to check the time instead of just lifting my arm to look at the damn watch. basically the watch will just be one of my hand accessories, but it's nice whaaaat! I want a watch. Actually I wanted a couple watch with chaoyi, but then he say girls look ugly with watch. and he insisted that watch are for guys. :( WHYYYYYY, I want a watch. I still can't get over it. LOL.

Right now, I'm dying to shop. Argh, I just had my history paper and the rest of the papers left are mcqs. So it'll be weird if I say like, "hey let's study, for mcq..." but guess what, I feel guilty not studying for them cos yeah, for once Mrs Whelan is right, we can't afford to not do well for mcq. I mean like, it's just choosing A B C and D, if you can't get that right, isn't it such a disgrace? LOLOL. K too extreme. kekeke.

Opps, I apologise for bad grammar. Really, after my olevel english paper, my english is really all over the place. HAHAHA, I dont have the mood to speak good english anymore. Ok, but maybe after blogging consistently for some time I'll get my english feel back :D

Ahh, nothing much to talk about anymore cos I wanna keep this post short as well. I should be on my way to Maria's house now! HAHA, I'll update you readers after my olevels end officially. By then I should be sooo busy with actitivites, and I'll have things to talk about. HAHAHA, SEE YAAAA. I LOVE CHAOYI. KEKEKE.

You don't have to believe me.

2011-08-19T19:40:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE, omg I really miss this space alot. So many things for me to rant about right now, I really apologise for not being able to update this little space and also update you guys about my life. Sighs, alot of things happened recently. Some good some bad. I'll just tell you the good ones alright.

Our school just got back out Olevel Mother-tongue results. I was really nervous. Many people kept telling me not to worry so much cos I'll definitely do well, but that didnt help much. I was still very very worried. I even thought there might be some fault or something and I'll get an F9. LOL, yeah that was how worried I was. And the results slip is just a strip of paper. It didnt feel official, but I'll still keep that paper safely. It's my first A1 for now! Definitely my motivation to get straight As, HAHAHA abit ridiculous but you never know if you never try. It's really crazy how much hadwork can give you. Really. Some people never try cos they're afraid of falling, that's a pity. If you never try, you'll never know what you're truly good at. TRY PEOPLE TRYYY! Oh I just realised I didnt really tell you guys my grade directly. HAHAHA, I GOT A1!!!! I was so happy I cried. HEHE.

Well, I'm actually quite disappointed in my class. I can safely say the Ms Siti and I were not the only disappointed one. Among 27 distinctions in the whole cohort, our class actually has 10 of them. WHICH IS VERY VERY GOOD! And guess whatttt. Just one F9 pulled our whole class down. It's really sad to know that only some of us are trying, what about the rest. Maybe the person who got an F9 doesnt even care. When Ms Siti talked to us, I really wanted to just stand up and say something. But I guess I'm in no position to do so. I just feel sad that the rest of my class are taking everything so lightly. D: I can't do anything right now. The only thing I can do is to do well myself, if I do well I contribute to the class, if my contributions to the class is tied down by others, I guess I have nothing to regret as well cos the results is mine. True enough.

I guess I have to go now. So sorry that this is a short post. LOL, i'm not sure how many of you will read this as well. I'm quite certain that I lost alot of readers D: Nevermind, I'll get back to you guys after Olevels.

LOVE <3

formspring.me

2011-07-01T22:22:00.001-07:00

HAI http://formspring.me/TANXINPEI

Tell me something sweet to get me by.

2011-06-27T04:24:00.000-07:00

Won't be blogging so often now, 3 more months to start of Olevel Examinations. Right now, I'm feeling damn guilty for using the comp. I'm supposed to finish my School Graduation Certificate draft, off the comp and continue my biology revision. BUT WHAT IS THIS. GRRR, nevermind that's one bad news. GOOD NEWS ISSSSS.... HEHEHEHE, so excited to tell all of you leh.

IM SHORTLISTED FOR THE AJC TRIAL! WOOHOO, Xinlerk tried to trick me at first you know. She told me I was not chosen with a damn serious look on her face. Omg I actually took her for real at first, damn it. But luckily she was joking! HAHAHA, I'm very happy. HEHE, because at least it secured me a spot in Junior College. I will be going to AJC for an interview, and omg I have to reach at 2.50pm. I think I might need to either leave school exactly on time or leave school early. Later late then bad impression right?! HAHAHA.

Anyways I guess I will still be blogging when there's holidays or something. Maybe blog about what's up in school and stuffs. HAHAH, I initially wanted to post a picture of me and chaoyi just in case some of you havent seen that photo yet, butttt nevermind. HEHE I shy. Ok so lame. LOL. Just 3 months okay, Olevels will end in November omg I can't wait. Seriously, gonna have Chinese Olevel Oral Examination this Thursday. And I'm totally not prepared at all?! Grr, afterwards gonna prepare for English Olevel Oral Examination. Yeap, this semester gonna be very fast. And it will be smooth sailing for me! :) I mean today is a great day {cos I receieved wonderful news and I received wonderful birthday presents from Dilis} and tomorrow will be an even better day. Next week will be awesome cos Monday is a school holiday! HAHAHA, YOUTH DAY YOOO. Anyway, Dilis gave me birthday present today. OMG I LOVE HER PRESENTS LIKE MAD DOG. ALL DAMN GORGEOUS. OK I LOVE HER BUT I LOVE CHAOYI MORE. HAHAHA.

Ok need to get off the comp already, starving like mad. Study hard people, no more playing!

I caught a glimpse of heaven.

2011-06-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA DONT ASK ME WHY MY MOUTH LIDDAT. LOL.

IDK WHY I LOOK LIKE IM FALLING.

BUT THIS PHOTO IS NICE, somehow shows we're very close friends. Aw :')

HAHAHA MARZ STOCKINGS SO SEXY, don't forget to look at me on the left. HAHAHAHA!

I LOVE THIS PHOTOOOO. But no pan D:

Sheela, Me, Maria.

Maria, Pan, Sheela.

OPPS, sorry for spoiling the picture D: HAHAHAH!

AS USUAL. HAHAHA.

HEHEHE BEST FWENS, we look good together hor :D

THIS IS SO RETARDED!!! BUT IT'S SO CUTEEEE! LOL, I mean I cute. HAHAHA ok la jking. LOL. Both cute :D

OK SO THAT DAY STARTED OFF DAMN BAD COS THOSE PRINCESSES LET ME (DA QUEEN) WAIT FOR 20 MINUTES! D: HAHAHA, ok la joking. But to say the truth, I was quite mad at them. But they never fail to make all the wait worthwhile right! I just laughed it all away ^^ FUNNY THING IS, we all have been waiting for that particular friday for sooo long, but in fact we have not actually decided where we wanna go. We just knew that we're going to shop till we drop (and stupid marz only brought $30, shop what!!! Nevermind, forgive her. Cos she regretted. HAHAHA). So we headed to bugis first! The journey there seemed surprisingly short cos we (the 4 women) couldnt stop talking. WALAO, they keep talking about Laddaland, make me pekcek cos I havent watch. But nevermind, I watch with lcy already. WAHAHA, so nice. ^^ Ok, I elaborate more at the end. LOL.

back to the friday, ermmm. We went to buy I HEART TAIMEI first, really nice finger food! Maria and Sheela havent try it before. AND MARZ IS SO CUTE, she went like "I WANT HEBE, SELINA LOOKS GOOD" HAHAHA, cos each food got a famous celebrity name. LOL SO FUNNY. Bought our finger food and headed to Iluma to buy koiiii. Pan recommended me to try Passion Fruit Tea Ai-Yu. OMG IT'S DAMN NAICE, everyone should try it!!! Got some jelly/aloe vera inside, super nice. But it's expensive la, the big one is $5. LOL, but worth the try! LCY ALSO SAY NICE HOR. Then we went shopppppping!!! WALAO PAN SHOP LIKE CRAZY, we havent even buy anything she buy 2 already. Sadly I was the last one to buy any clothes cos I dont know why all the clothes looked all the same to me, and I dont really like it. But of course I bought the ones that I thought were nice la. HAHAH, all the clothes I bought were loose and baggy. I actually wanted some tight-fit clothes. Ya they told me some of the clothes suit me, but I dont really like it. HAHAHA, if I dont like it, I wont wear it. LOL.

I bought a shorts, omg I love that shop like hell. But the shorts is not highwaist la, the person go anyhow say but she's still nice. I bought a shirt there as well. The shorts is damn nice leh, somemore 10bucks only. But the shorts I bought is too small for me! WALAOOOO, luckily I can give it to my younger sister. HAHAHA, that's good. I always feel free to buy any size, cos if it's too small for me, it'll definitely fit my younger sister. And if I give it to her, I ask for my money. So i'm actually selling it to her. Means I also save my money!!! HAHAHA. I only bought 3 tops that day but spent $100+, mostly on food I guess. I bought a damn chio billabong (ok donno how to spell -_-) for only 6 bucks omgggg. OHHH we went to Orchard, Heeren. HAHAHA, ya the billabong shop got discount. Was supposed to get a wallet there, but there are no nice ones. I mean, even if there are nice ones, it doesnt suit me. But sheela bought one that suit her! HAHAHA, I hope someone gimme wallet as belated birthday gift leh. YINGJIE I KEEP HINTING U LE. LOLOL, I hope she gimme wallet. Anybody gimme wallet now I confirm will use, unless look too childish la. HAHAHA. Cos Yingjie's taste also abit childish one lor. LOL.

Wanted to eat dinner at Graffiti Cafe, they sell only Wanton Noodles and Maria said it's damn nice. But it's not halal. HAHAHA, so we went to eat at popeyes!!! The queue was damn longggg, but it's worth it. I dont understand why they say the mash potatoes are nice. Cos I actually preferred KFC's. LOL, popeyes' mash potatoes like got so many things inside and it doesnt taste like mash potatoes at all.

HAHAHA I GOT CONFESSION.

Actually I felt quite left out that day. I dont know la. Cos I realised Pan Sheela and Marz are Pisces, and they all live at Admiralty. The day before that outing they watched Laddaland together and they kept talking about it while I dont understand anything. LOLOL, was abit upset la okkkk. But I'm alright already. I DONT REALLY CARE, HAHAHA. We're still besties (omg so pri sch). LOL.

We also saw Farah Vanessa that day. Omg she's so pretty! Her sister also pretty leh walao. Ok not jealous. HAHAHA.

OH YAAAA, I went back to that shop that sells the nice shorts ytd. HAHAHA, cos I really love their shorts. I went with lcy. We watched movie first. Ya we watched Laddaland. Quite little people and we watch at ILUMA! The cinema there is FILMGRADE. So cool, the ticket and everything different one. Actually I was so excited to show off my IC T.T in the end they never even check one -.- NOT FUNNNNN. But anyway the movie is damn scaryyyy! I'm like the only one screaming in the cinema and lcy had to cover my mouth. HAHAHA. And I managed to find my way to that shop!!!! OMG RIGHT, but I randomly walk one la. Bugis so small, quite easy to find. That shop owner recognise me! HAHAHA, I bought two shorts there at one go, of course I bought a size bigger. WOO, they fit me perfectly, as in abit loose that kind. Aiya I dont care it's just nice. LOL. Then we went to Somerset, cos we nowhere to go. HAHAHA, we went to Forever21, but the shirt there all look the same also D: I know those shirts are trending like mad, but I dont like. It shows my collar bone and I look damn skinny, like chao auntie. My mom makes me think that collar bones are really ugly, and yes I think they are ugly D: Went to have our dinner at Superdog. They sell hotdogs. Aiya, see the shop and everything like so nice and cool like that, but actually the hotdog also not that nice. The mustard so hot. They even have rules for eating the hotdog one lor wth. We broke all the rules, HAHAHA NO LA ACTUALLY. But we didnt follow them, it's so lame. BUT IT DID LOOK COOL AT FIRST. HAHAHA. Then we went to Cotton On. OMG LA, they sell the shorts at $10 when it used to be $25. COTTON ON ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE LOR. Next time I wanna buy this shirt I will wait half a year then go back buy. HAHAHA. I bought two of it, obviously one was too small for me but lcy wouldnt believe it. So I just bought it and gave it to xintien without even trying it on. LOL. AGAIN. So that day I bought 4 shorts. HAHAHA crazy. BUT FUN DAY :D

Photo update on previous post.

2011-06-21T07:12:00.001-07:00

PHOTO UPDATE:

WDP SC CHALET

Pantita and me, Wenxuan extra at the back. HAHA.

Wenxuan!

Ok la, I chose all the pictures with me inside one. HAHAHA.

ok retarded.

I'm gonna blog my next post, it will be about the shopping day I had with Sheela Maria and Pantitaaaaa! DAMN EXCITING, but I will miss out some parts cos my memory is really bad.

He was strong, he came around and he was dignified.

2011-06-15T09:23:00.000-07:00

Hello everybardayz.

I just came back from my SC 3D2N CHALET in the afternoon. I'm so excited to blog about it omgggg, esp the games we played last night. Totally mindfucked (HAHA PAN), seriously. I swear I wanna play this game again with my beloved SCs. Or maybe I can try playing with my friends as well, damn cool mannnnn. One sad thing was our liar game master SIEWMING was not thereeee! I bet she could own some of the seniors there with damn good psychology skills, who knows? HAHAHA. OKOK, I shall start from Day 1 okay, dont get too excited and jump to the games part. HAHAH, okok.

SOOOO, I met up with Pan at BNS and we took the train to meet a few of the other SCs at IMM (Jurong East). When we reached Jurong East, Pan and I had a really bad time trying to walk from the mrt station to the shopping mall itself. Ya I know right, we could've taken the shuttle bus. But we thought the distance wouldnt be THAT far, so we tried walking. It was crazy, it's like the shopping mall is right in front of us but we had to walk one stupid big round under the hot sun (sweating like mad pigs) just to get to the mall, had to jaywalk across the road somemore. WALAO WHAT IS THIS. I THOUGHT IMM SHOPPING MALL SHOULD BE QUITE ADVANCED ONE. And we talked about feeling uncomfortable when you're sweating and you see some random people on the street wearing long sleeves shirt. HAHAHA, you get what I mean not? Like, you're sweating like mad, but you see other people who're also under the hot sun wearing long sleeves shirt, or jackets (double layers). OMG I REALLY FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE I SWEAR.

So anyway, when we finally reached the shopping mall, we walked around to find something to eat. Was damn hungry omg, so we bored the chicken pie from POLAR (seriously craving for it now) and giant slurpee from 7eleven. Then we meet up with Sarah and Chongwei at Giant, YAYYYY PAN AND I MANAGED TO BUY CRABSTICKS. HAHA, but is cheap cheap value pack one. Then set off to the Chalet afterwards. I just wanna announce to everybarday that I carried that bag of charcoal which is at least 6kg all the way from Jurong East to Aloha Changi Chalet. LOLOL, look at me! Think I'm just skin and bones, in your face la hor. Ok, I'm so proud of myself. HAAHAHA. If I dont carry that 6kg of charcoal, I would have to carry super heavy things ok I dont know what. But hugging that bag of charcoal is quite comfy too. Just that I didnt know those macho guys with us are here for. HAHAHA, ok la joking. They were carrying some stuffs as well. But if I WERE THE PASSERBY, I would be like "hey dude, shouldnt you help that cute lil lady there with that damn bag of charcoal?" Then give the sexy look, ok I'm joking. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, BUT IT'S SHO FARNAYYYYYYYEEE!

FINALLY REACH THE CHALET AFTER A LONG WALK, sucks not knowing where to go esp when this happens, the distance seems soooo longggggg. Settled down in our rooms. There're four rooms in total upstairs. Pan and I chopped the one next to the toilet, hmmm, Pan said it looks like the biggest but I think all the rooms look the same, just that two of them had a big bed while the other two had two singles bed. YOU KNOW WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING WE DID AFTER SETTLING DOWN IN THE CHALET?! You wont believe it, the guys (apparently they're more fussy about the cleanliness) wanted to clean the entire chalet. And clean as in like, not mop you know. But pour water all over the place and dry it with towel. :O HAHAHA, and yes that was exactly what they did. I would love to show you the photos during the entire process, it's crazy. it's like the entire chalet is flooded. HAHAH, and we even had to kneel down and clean the floor like cinderella. COOL OR WHAT. but it was quite fun. HAHAHA. We left the fans on at full speed to let it (kinda) dry the whole room. You know the stairs was so dirty and dusty that we actually splashed 3 buckets of water down. AHAHA, I cleaned the stairs ok! VERY CLEAN AND SATISFIED ^^ -proud face-

The 06 batch went down to prepare the BBQ pit afterwards while the rest of us were just ... using our phones? It was a damn long and boring wait, the thing is we didnt really know our juniors well, and hehehe I actually thought they're quite irritating I damn bad I know, I used my blackberry from 100 percent to 40 percent. T.T LOLOL, seriously. I swear we waited for at least 2 hours. I know right, I really had nothing to do with my phone. I just kept reading tweets, keep loading my tumblr dashboard, facebook (stalk everybody) HAHAHAHA. Ya, for 2 hours. HAHHAA. Then I stole a sneakpeek outside and I SAW SARAH EATING! RAN OUT TO STEAL FOOD IMMEDIATELY, AND SOOOO THE BBQ OFFICIALLY BEGIN! HAHAHA, me and pan damn crazy la. We were so hungry, we just kept taking the food directly from the pit eventhough chongwei (the chef) will put the food at the tray once it's cooked. I we keep kope-ing the satay. AHHH, this is making me hungry D: And we bomb crabsticks! NICEEEE, honey chicken drumlets and wings as well. Omg, damn satisfying bbq dinner. Luckily sheela called to remind me to watch the 9pm show CLIF, if not I swear I will cry if I didnt watch that episode. Well I did miss the next episode, but I watched in on xinmsn already. HEHE, nice leh that episode. Everyone should watch it.

Had a few rounds of monopoly deal upstairs in our room before showering. I love the aircon there omg, it's like the remote is on the wall, and you just click one button and the air cools almost immediately. Unlike most of our aircons, we had to take down the remote control (-,-) point at the air conditioner and press. Pfft. And we have to wait like half an hour before it actually cools the entire room. LOL. MONOPOLY DEAL ROCKS, it's like the coolest card game that kept us occupied throughout the entire 3D2N seriously. Ok, so on the first night we went to sleep after showering and woke up at 11am. HAHAHA, going to be 12pm already. Had pizza as our breakfast cum lunch. LOL, Serene was so eager to gobble down all the pizzas. I had two slices of pizza (naice) and two chicken drumlets (NAICE). HAHAHA. I was damn full after that. Serene hate the thick bread part with the cheese inside. So she gave all of it to wenxuan. HAHAHA, and I was sitting quite a distance opposite wenxuan when he asked me whether I want some of it. And I opened my mouth. GUESS WHAT! He threw and I caught it with my mouth! HAAHA, damn accurate omg. I mean I'm the accurate one. LOLOL.

The entire afternoon was damn boring. You wanna know how boring it is? Pan and I continue sleeping for the whole afternoon after our lunch. YES IT IS THAT BORING. There're like no activities planned wtv and we couldve brought volleyball with us. I'm dying to play volleyball man. (random: I wanna pee -.o)

So I forgot what happened in between, I think it's monopoly deal again. LOLOL. We went out to eat dinner afterwards. We let pan keep the keys cos she have big pockets, and while walking back to our chalet after dinner, serene tried to hide the keys. HAHAHA PAN REALLY SUCK AT PRETENDING. HAHAH, yea I know her, she can't lie. I can see through her like glass. Transparent, nono, pan!!! Your blog url should be transparent ironies. HAHAHAHA. OH YAAA while we were on our way to the hawker centre, wanxin bombarded us with a few maths questions that really got us dumbfounded.

You and two of your friends wanna check into a hotel that costs
$30. So each of you paid $10 to the receptionist. However, the receptionist
said
that there is a discount, each night will only cost $25, so she
returned $5 to
the three of you. Each of you took back $1 and the three of
you decides to give
$2 to the receptionist as tips.

However if you count it backwards...

Each of you took back $1, which means to say each of you only
paid $9. $9 x 3 = $27. Plus the $2 tips that you gave the receptionist, it
means
all of you only paid $29 in total. So where did the $1 go?

Went back to our chalet after dinner and slacked at our rooms again, hmm did we play monopoly deal again? I can't remember but what I remembered clearly was that we all played MURDERER afterwards. We played the holding hands one. I was the murderer once and the police a few times. There was once me and chongwei were like allies. HAHA, omg he really have a criminal/detective mind. Damn cool. He wait for me to strike first, then when the police caught me, he targetted the rest of the victims cos it would be easier that way. Damn smart.

Afterwards we played another version of Murderer, it's like we have a narrator, a murderer, a medic and a detective. Everyone will go to sleep and the narrator will decide who he/she wants to be the murderer, medic or detective by tapping on their shoulders one, two or three times respectively. After that, the narrator will ask the murderer to wake up and the murderer will choose who he/she wanna kill by pointing. And the murderer goes to sleep and the medic wakes up to point at the person that he/she wants to heal. Then the detective wakes up to guess who the murderer is by pointing, and the narrator will nod or shake his/her head in response. After that everyone wakes up and the detective (if he/she knows who the murderer is) will have to persuade everyone into believing that someone else is the murderer. It's like a lot of mindfucking stuffs. People use all kinds of logic and analysis to persuade people. And so far I always managed to make most of them follow my decision in the voting. HAHAHA.

There was one round when I'm the murderer, well yes I won that game. It means I successfully killed everyone without them guessing that the murderer was me. HAHAHA. But chongwei and choonzuan could totally see through me, good thing they didnt play that round. HAHAHA. It's quite scary how chongwei and choonzuan can actually read our personality and character like a book after just one round of the game. So they said I'm a lousy faker but damn good at persuading/psychoing and influencing other people's minds. Yea la duh, that was how I won the game. HAHAHA, I was quite happy that they said I'm damn genuine eventhough I never thought about it before. They say I cant lie. D: LOL, I dont know if it's a good or bad thing ok. But they said the times when I was the murderer and when I was the victim had a vast difference, i think in terms of my behaviour. I dont know, but I thought I was behaving super suspiciously. HAHAHA.

That night was the most fun I swear. OHHHH I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED AFTER DINNER AT THE CHALET ALR. Wanxin and a few of the juniors plus me and bert was in one of the rooms, playing some trick games. ok la I dont know what is it. There's the around the world in 80 days, FUZZY WUZZY, open close thingy, 1+1 = 0 and so on. HAHAHA, I think I know the tricks to all of them except I'm not really sure about the open close thing. I forgot already, but it's damn familiar. It was quite fun, and to top it all, Mr Ng gave a pleasant surprise by buying Hot fudge icecream for all of us! Thats very nice of him! ^^ All the teachers were damn cute on the bbq night, esp Mr Ng. He and Mr Micky were like DJs and they were competing who has better music! HAHAHAHAHAHA, Mr Ng have all the oldie and childhood baby songs while Mr Micky have alot of jazz music. LOLOL. FUNNNNNNNN.

Finally went to sleep at 4am and had to wake up at 8am in the morning today to check out of the chalet. Had breakfast at subway and went back home by bus 168 (if I remember clearly).

OMG IM SO SORRY this is a super long post. But it will be nice to read! Really. LOLOL.

I need to pee T.T

And I wondered why we bothered with love if it never last.

2011-06-11T10:02:00.000-07:00

Xinpei Sheela Maria

I look like giant. HAHAHA cool.

MONSTAAAAAAAA

Handsome little baby Noel.

Came back from Maria's Brother's (the one with the mole, errr heng heng or wei wei. I dont know.) chalet at 5am in the morning. HAHAHA. Ok let's rewind a little bit. First bad thing is that we had school on that day, but one good thing is that it's the last day of school officially for us. It's damn sad for us you know, esp classes 4-1 4-2 and 4-3. Cos we're the only classes we had lessons until Friday while the rest of them had their last day of school on Wednesday, and the canteen stalls are all closed. We were only left with sandwiches and breads for recess, we dont even have a choice. Pfft. Sheela and I were so restless I swear, Maria was still not that excited. HAHAHA, she slow pork. But the three of us were fretting what to wear and so on. HAHAHA. During chemistry lessons, we're like okay 4 more hours and we keep counting down. We can't stop talking about how excited we were I swear. But for the first time I really got angry with Mr Chong during bio lessons, c'mon la it's the last day of school. We've had enough these two weeks and you still wanna release us late on our last day of school. Sheela Maria and I were damn pissed off I swear. We planned our schedule so carefully and everything was delayed by Mr Chong. He can't exactly blame the class for not cooperating (except some people who still insists on acting cute and ask stupid questions when everyone was already in a bad mood) because it was he himself who couldnt stop nagging for 15 minutes about our Bio Spa file. All of us were already bugging him to carry on with lessons and he's still nagging. OMGGG, just know that I was damn angry with him that day ok?

Anyways all three of us rushed home after bio lessons, we left the theatrette without even bothering to thank him. I literally ran home, change, take my bag and left house. LOLOL, seriously, we were in a mad rush cos Wild Wild Wet closes at 6-7pm. In the end I was the first to reach, but Sheela joined me soon afterwards and we both waited for Maria. It was so funny OMGGG. Maria called me and Sheela was like asking me to ask Maria "is she in the cab?" "ya." "Is the cab nice?" "ya, she say damn nice" "OMG what colour?" "MAROON." HAHAHA, and we were so excited and keeping a close look-out for all the big taxis but none of them were maroon. Then a red taxi came and I was like "maybe is this one." and sheela was like "this one red la dey." "maybe Maria colour blind." HAHAHA, yes we were that excited. THEN FINALLY A MAROON TAXI CAME, and Maria popped her little head out of the window. LOLOL.

We finally reached the chalet and it feels like we're in another country. HAHAHA, I dont know why but I really have that feeling, esp after Sheela kept emphasizing. HAHAHA, got changed and went to play with the water. We played at the Tsunami thingy first. It's more fun without the float! Then we played with the U-shaped thingy, Samsung (?) HAHAHA. OMG IT WAS DAMN SCARY. I played with Maria first, and she told me to try facing front cos all along I tried facing backwards. She said facing the front is scarier, and yes I agree with her. It's really scarier omg. I played it twice, once with sheela and once with maria. Playing with Sheela was scarier, you know why? Cos her scream was ... LOLOL. We also played Ulahlah, and Sheela just had to scare the kids sharing the same float as us by screaming like a crazy bitch. HAHAHA, and they smiled at the wrong camera, aiya at least better than me, my face was cut off. LOLOL. But the second time we tried it with Noel, our photo turned out quite nice! Except I dont know why my face look so weird, but it was nice! I still remember the photo number was 16. HAHAHA.

Then we also played with the errr, ok I dont know what it's called but we had to go down the slide one at a time without a float one. HAHAHAHA OMG I HAVE TO SAY THIS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, MARIA IS SO CUTE. You know she fell before she even got to slide down. HAHAHAHAH! SO FUNNY! Can you imagine if she just fell and slide down. LOLOL! Abit dangerous but it will be damn joke! SO FUNNYYYY. NOEL IS SO CUTE AND HANDSOME. We also played the yakult several times, and noel is scared of it! SO CUTE, when the bell rang, he ran to the shelter and waited for the bucket to tilt. HAHAHAHA, damn cuteeeee. And he's exactly the opposite of my brother. My brother love strangers while noel is scared of strangers. But noel is so cute, the way he laugh also. AND HE'S SO LIGHT! I can throw him around easily.

Left WWW shortly afterwards cos we were damn hungry. Went back to the chalet and walked around the mall with our wet clothes cos we were too lazy to change out of it. HAHAHAHA! No wonder I feel abit sick now. OK LA JOKING, I not so weak. HAHAHA. Shopped at COTTON ON. OMG IM SO HAPPPPPPPPPY. I bought a shirt for myself and another for lcy. OMG IT'S DAMN NICE I SWEAR AND IT'S THE LAST SIZE THAT SUITS HIM. SOOOO NICEEEEEE. The colour and everything also. The price is reasonable also. OMG I HAVENT TELL SHEELA AND MARIA HIS REACTION. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Actually I tried on the shirt myself before giving it to him. HAHAHA, looks quite okay lor! Maybe I should start buying guy's shirt. HAHAHA, joking la. OMG BUT IT'S SRSLY DAMN NICE HEHEHE. He knows that I tried it on before la, I wont hide from him. LOLOL. And I'm so dumb you know. I went to meet him today and all I wanted was to give him the shirt, of course I made him damn excited to know what I'm giving him and all that. So we decided to meet up for dinner and guess what? I forgot to bring the shirt T.T HAHAHAHA. I realised it when we already walked half the distance between cwp and my house. WALAO. I'm so dumb. And he actually realised I forgotten about it cos he was expecting it when he fetch me at my house, but he kept quiet. LOLOLLLLLLLL. But I still manage to give it to him in the end la. Dont tell you how lehhhhh.

Went back to the chalet to eat the bbq food. Had so much fun chatting and eating! The food so nice, eventhough the only food available were chicken (fucking) wings, hotdogs and prawns. The prawns owned all the food eventhough it was damn hard to peel, cos ALL the chicken wings and hotdogs were chaoda. But still nice la. I think I ate about 10 chicken wings and many more prawns and 2 hotdogs. HAHAHA. So nice chatting with them.

Went back to the room after singing the birthday song to catch our 9pm channel 8 show! OMG THE NEXT EPISODE IS GONNA BE AWESOME cos Alvin was one of the suspects. They made me addicted to it la walaoooo. I hope I get to watch it at the SC chalet! Then we took turns to shower. Maria cleaned the toilet floor before showering T.T HAHAHA, no wonder she's called MARIA. LOLLLLLL meanwhile, Sheela and I had fun stalking the brother's documents. Aiya, actually got nothing la. There was no internet access and I had to resort to playing the computer games. It's so lame laaa, those mahjong stuffs and the purple palace thing. HAHAHA. Noel is sooooo cute.

We slacked around at McCafe afterwards chatting about everything. Even french kissing. HAHAHA. We left at around 4am I think, while Maria called her father to come and fetch us home. I know right, it's like freaking 4am. HAHAHA, and (inside joke) what Sheela said about checking out at 4.10am seemed to be true! LOLOLLLL. It's crazy going home at this time I know. HAHAHA, but we dont have any space to sleep at the chalet anyway. We had a nice sleep in the cab though. HAHAHA.

Reached home, unpack my stuffs and sleep. Finally woke up at 1pm (not that late actually) and chatted with Xinlerk till 2pm. Woke up to get changed and go out to meet lcy. LOL WE SAW MS SITI ON THE TRAIN :X But dont think she saw us la, actually it's okay if she see us also la.

OK IM SO SAD NOW BECAUSE HE'S GOING TO MSIA FROM SUNDAY TO WED D:

Everything hidden in tiny pieces, waiting for you to notice and I only want you.

2011-06-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

At the FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH

PS: Apparently this is the largest fountain in the world.

AH SO CUTE, I love this photo. So candid and nice.

Stupid Rasyidah's eye, so sensitive to flashes siah.

HALRIGHT, guess whose the boss. HAHAHA.

LOVE THIS PHOTO LIKE MAD OMG ALL THREE OF THEM SO CUTE HERE ESP SITI BITCHY OMGAZ. HAHAHA.

HAHA, Rasyidah finally uploaded the pictures so I guess I'm gonna roughly talk about what happened that day ok. Cos that day is seriously fun and unforgettable. Aiya, actually I only remember the last part but ok nevermind. I try squeezing out some of my brain juice.

Planned to go all the way to Suntec for book fair again. Omg we all book worms. HAHAHA, we spent quite a while searching for that place. Went to the Fountain of Wealth to make a wish and it's really cool you know. We had to touch the water with our right hand and make a wish. Well I only made one wish, and I'm so doubtful whether the wish is gonna come true now. -sighs- nevermind. Ok then after we made a wish, we had to walk around the fountain 3 times. Ok, we're not really sure if it will work but it's definitely worth a try. What's more it's my first time making a wish like that, I mean I made wishes before but that's like before blowing out my candles? LOLOL. Yaaa, so it's quite cool. But I didnt really wish for anything related to wealth leh how. OK LA, I think wealth can mean alot of things. Hopefully it comes true laaa! :)

Then we asked around for directions and realised we had to cross a small but super busy road. It's like if there are no cars coming in straight, they'll be cars coming in from the sides. So we were so lazy to use the traffic lights we just dashed across the road. And to think about it, I think dashing across that road was what kinda make that day memorable as well. HAHAHA, you know how long we waited to cross the bloody road?! I swear at least 5minutes ok. LOL, I would love to exaggerate but 5minutes is long enough la.

Finally reached that book place, that place look like some hotel or something. And I think there's some cosplay thingy, ok la I dont know how to spell that stupid thing. But we see alot of weird people everywhere dressed up in funny clothes. So we were actually looking around to see if any of our schoolmates were involved in this cool thing. HAHAHA. Reached the book fair, I dont really know whats wrong but I think the rest of them was quite disappointed with the book fair. Not as much books as expected but I just wanted to spend my time with them and not buy books anyway. HAHAHAHA, and cute little lucky girl me found a book by JODI PICOULT. I know I'm cool. LOLOL, I gave that book to Rasyidah cos I didnt wanna buy it. But it was a really good buy, so she bought it in the end. I read the first few pages, omg la addicted. It's really damn nice. One damn interesting thing about the character in the story is he freaks out at orange. HAHAHA, why so cute right. HAHAHA, I also dont know why. LOLOL, I think need to continue reading then will know why is that so la. JODI PICOULT ROCKS. HMM, I did bought something in the end. It's a very very cute little diary omg, I love diaries. I mean I dont actually like to use them, but they're so cute. YA, and it's really hard to find nice ones. Whats more this one that i found have got a cover, and stickers! And it had calendar and dates. AIYA IT'S DAMN NICE LA OK. I feel like collecting them. HAHAHA.

Then went to have dinner at Pizzahut. Was lining up for fish&co at first, but the line was too long. Anyway, I miss pizzahut sho much! :( what happened to cwp. OH YA AND I HAVENT TRY FRESHNESS BUGER!!! D;

OH YA OH YAAAA, before heading back home we went to the fountain again! OMG SO NICEEEE, people get to write dedications to their friends for free. And their dedications will appear on the fountain! I dont know how to explain la, but it's damn cool. Zena and Farhan went to check out how to get our names up there. AND YES! OURS APPEARED. It's damn cool I swear. I still remember us smsing our dedications to some countdown show this year, and it never appeared. But this time it did. I swear I was damn happy.

Anyway, I thought today was supposed to be a happy day. Ya but everything sucks unfortunately. I'm sorry I have to say this like for almost every post. Thats cos the person thats supposed to see this isn't reading my blog, and that's sad. Nevermind.

F A R E W E L L

2011-06-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Farewell.

Farewell to my second family.

Farewell to my one and only coach.

Sorry for not blogging for two whole weeks, seriously busy omgah. I know it's stupid to say this cos it's already the holidays. Yea, and may I remind everyone that this is the holidays? Pfft, this feels worst than normal school days I swear. At least on a normal school day, I get to go to school late on a tuesday and go home at 12.30pm sharp on a Friday (partying partying yeah). :( But at least I should say that homeworks are manageable. I just hope the teachers finish the syllabus within these two weeks of intensive. I actually have study plans during my holidays okay, I guess most of the teachers didnt expect so but I believe most of us students have already started planning for our revisions. And these two weeks of intensive is stressing us out and disrupting our plans. Alright, for olevels (smiles). Yeap, like what sheela said. This is a psychological thing, whenever you say olevels and you smile, you feel better and happier when talking about olevels and not stressed out. Yeap, for the sake of my olevels (smiles), Im taking this two weeks of intensive positively alrights! I just need to get my sleeping time back. Slept till noon last night and I cant seem to fall asleep now.

Anyways, yeap farewell. Teachers werent expecting our batch to prepare anything so it was held on a Friday. We were soooo busy I swear, I only had time to make a card for coach. :( Well, I also did two friendship bands la. I made a purple and white one and it's gorgeous I swear. I'm gonna make one for myself as well, so I have identical ones with my LULULOVE. HAHAHA, qiuheng. After I left the team, I swear I was most worried for qiuheng. Cos I partnered her for almost all the drills, and I think I know how to push her and make her feel more determined. I'm not sure if her determination died down yet, dont give up lulu! All my juniors were so cute that day, I swear even those juniors we all hated and found irritating were super cute yesterday.

And Pan and I found out that SHILEE IS BOONKIAT'S SISTER. OMGOSHHHH, :O I SWEAR IT'S SHOCKING. Ok, and shilee is much more cuter than expected. We all had really bad impression of her man, but turned out omg awww, so cute. HAHHAHA, and wth la boonkiat. Anyways the buffet food was awesome. I love the jelly omg, I seriously wanted to eat rice with it I swear. HAHAHA. Was quite full that day cos I ate mcspicy before that. LOLOL OK DUMB LA I KNOW. Settled down in the hall, looking at all the friendship bands and teaching pantita to sing pengyou by zhou hua jian. That song rocks. Then settled down in 2-1 classroom. Got ready for the performance. Aw the sec ones are sho cute. HAHAHA, then the sec twos doing silly and cute dances and singing songs. Alot of singing songs.

When you're gone - Avril Lavigne

Everybody Hurts - Avril Lavigne

Count on me - Bruno Mars

If you ever come back - The Script

Peng you - Zhou Hua Jian

I Never Told You - Colbie Calliat

Tong Hua - Guang Liang

HAHAHA, all songs rocks la LOL. Cried while they sang Tong Hua because Qiuheng cried, and all of a sudden I just felt so sad. I mean also touched that she feels sad, and also sad that I cant do throw ball drills and crap around with her during trainings. Whats more I just finish reading her letter for me when she started crying. Ya, I'm sad that we're not talking as often as we used to before i stepped down as well. I wanna meet her soon, like real soon. If not it will be after O's and what can we talk about then right? Yes, pls meet up soon. HAHAHA. I love all the letter notes and gifts. I mean even if I got only one note, I'm happy enough. But I got alot. Thanks alot, I especially love Kelly's. I thought she misunderstood me all along I swear, ok I shall write everything on Grad's Day ok. LOLOL. Coach's gift is the awesomest. So cool la my gawd. I'm just happy that at least people had something for me la, like they have something to write for me. And I can tell those cute little juniors spent alot of money! Buying necklaces for us, designing the cakes and so on. HAIYOOOO, ok I wont nag. HAHAHA.

Got ready to shower afterwards. I really took my own sweet time to shower and it felt really nice ok. HAHAHA. Wanyi can't stop laughing at how I brush my teeth, LOL. She laugh until even more joke than me and pan la. HAHAHA! Waiting for Pan to upload the photos mannn. Ok la, I dont think got alot of my photos also. HAHA. I must say I had quite a nice sleep compared to other camps or overnights I had. Sleeping in the hall is so cooling, maybe cos of the fans I dont know. I shared sleeping bag with yuping and I woke up about 4 times in the middle of the night. Stood up to see if anyone's awake and decided to go back to sleep in case I see something weirdddd. HAHAHA, and I was damn cold I swear. And I ended up taking the whole sleeping bag and yuping slept on the floor. OMG SO SORRY! But I didnt realise it, I think I got so comfortable after having the whole sleeping bag that I didnt wake up afterwards. Cos the next time I opened my eyes, everyone was already up and only me & pan is still sleeping. HAHAHAHA. shiok leh, we should all sleep in the hall next time seriously. It's more comfortable.

Went out afterwards. Ate prata in the morning with pan and she set off for combined school training while I went home. Showered prepared and went out with HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. Ok la, actually I would love to say his name but I feel weird everytime I call his name okay. HAHAHA. I should just oi him. LOL. OK I WONT ELABORATE OK, later you all puke. HAHAHAHA. But we watched xmen, it was quite nice. But I hate it that the blue girl joined the bad people :( But got following episodes la, and till the end I still dont know whose xmen and whose wolverine. Hate this kind of show that purposely make us watch the next one. But ya la, it's quite nice lo. Tskkk. HAHAHA. went shopping at NEX. EHHH QUITE NICE TO SHOP LEH, and it's quite big also. I dont think we walked all the places but we just kept going round and round and still ends up at the same spot. HAHAHA. And I bought a very very cute coin purse at st.louis for only $4.90 omg. Cheap and nice, somemore branded and it's real leather. Damn worth it and I'm glad my mom love it! HEHE.

I wanna shop at NEX again with my friends! HAHAHA, cos I didnt really go into the shops I wanted to go. And I drank gongcha again, golden ovaltine is so nice. I keep having cravings for it. So happy that there's gongcha now at SSC! Nearer than amk la gawd. Now we can just train to sembawang and get it. WOOHOO, life's good now.

I can't wait for Tuesday. ^^

I learnt to live half alive.

2011-05-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

I didnt wanna be sad but everybody is sad today. There's just something wrong recently I dont know why my moods are so affected easily. What's more I log onto formspring and people ask me emo questions. I surf youtube and listened to Torn by Natalie and Jar of Hearts by Maddi Jane. And everybody is just sad and disappointed today. This paid for everything right. I was so happy the whole day today and just right a few minutes before today is gonna end, God had to make me sad. Like really sad. I dont know, sometimes I wish my blogger is private. Sometimes I wish noone reads my tumblr or twitter. I need a place to vent out everything and currently now it's my phone. But my phone keeps hanging, it's irritating esp when I have to reboot it a million times. Reboot when downloading app, reboot when deleting app, reboot when no battery, reboot when hang. I'm starting to get sick of it ok, but I love my bb so much.

So many things this week. I can safely announce that this week sucks. Everything sucks this week. Even for my friends and everybody, this week sucks. Tomorrow will be better, next week will be better. I have so many things to say but I cant say here. I dont know, I have haters out there reading my blog. Maybe they're happy that I'm finally sad. Yaaa, I dont know. I dont wanna fight alr, I dont wanna quarrel. I'm growing up tomorrow. I know my birthday is long over and I'm already sixteen but I decided to grow up tomorrow. Will it be good? Not sure, maybe not as much fun? But surely more respect, more mature, more obedience. I dont know, for the first time I'm emo. Ew, I hate emofreaks. No wonder I feel that I hate myself abit now. K actually alot. This sucks. I dont know but talking about haters, I really hate those who hate me and bitch about me hardcore behind my back and act damn nicely infront of me. I really dont understand what these kind of people are trying to prove, cowards maybe idk.

K really no time to spend thinking about the biggest fans of mine -,- Today is really bad for me, and I'm going rp tomorrow with sheela and the rest. I hope I will be feeling better by tomorrow after a good sleep. I really hope. I need to score well for my chinese olevels. I know it's chinese and noone actually study chinese but I'm doing just that. I'm studying chinese everyday. K except today.

Should I grow up tomorrow? Why do we have so many doubts in our lives? Can't everything be straight forward and dummy free just like Mr Lim's maths and amaths notes? Why?

People stop believing in trust, that's why.

Mark today on your calendar. Saddest day of my life. I know when people say ___ of my life, I will be like "you havent lived ur whole life yet". It's ok, I'll die tomorrow.

And you see me at the corner of the street.

2011-05-16T10:27:00.000-07:00

I dont know why but this photo reminds me of Pantita and I. K no gorgeous sexy figures on us, but still. LOL, and since I spent my last day of examinations with her I shall use this picture as a start-off. I dont have any pictures to upload sadly. Apparently noone tagged me in any new photos ever since those in my previous post. And I hardly visit my grandparent's house anymore as I need to study for exams, so no camwhoring shots with my sisters. Sad la, so I know I'm being abit irritating posting tumblr pictures over here. But just this once can, I dont really like people posting tumblr pictures over here as well, but I guess it's better than having a naked story. I need photos as clothes. LOLOL.

Anyway Avril is gorgeous, and how come she look pretty in all the photos I can find? I especially loveeeee her twitter photo and everyone should go and check it out. Apparently she's on a world tour as well and her next stop is Japan o.o I love her hair and all her features are like so perfect? Tell me who the heck isn't jealous of her. Aiya, I know right. We should be contented with ourselves. Just like how I really believe noone's perfect. Everytime I see a pretty girl outside, i'll try to find their flaw no matter what to make myself at least contented with myself. I actually think and notice alot. LOL, I realised that ever since Maria told me I noticed alot of weird stuffs and it's kinda true. I'm really observant -blinkblink- HAHAH.

Alright, doesnt this photo speaks a thousand words? I mean like seriously, why so eager to be someone else? Everyone is beautiful I swear. I can't believe I actually told Sheela and I believe she's still beautiful inside. I really found myself too nice and forgiving nowadays. -Sighs- for friends. You know friendship is always a two-way thing. How can both click when one side doesnt contribute right. It's like gossiping. Gossiping is totally a two-way thing. How can we even start a gossip when one side remains silent and the other goes yakking away. I mean everyone gets bored eventually. Even if youre a chatterbox, you get tired of talking too much -- your jaw hurts I swear. HAHAHAHA. And from this statement, what happens if I feel disadvantaged in a piece of friendship? That friendship wont be able to go on anymore rightttt. And even if it really goes on, it was just a matter of time one party begins to get sick and tired of maintainining the friendship.

I mean, I tried. And I failed, what's more I see no point. Fullstop.

C'mon everyone stop being judgmental with me. HAHAHA. Okay, and I remembered that judgmental have no 'e' in between 'g' and 'm'. WOO, LOL. Yup, I admit I'm kinda judgmental. I judge people from first look. D: But I'm trying ok, cos I know it's unhealthy. HAHAHA bad for health. Anyways people, I drink full cream milk (dairy product) everyday. I can't live without my full cream milk. That was so random I know right, but teachers keep saying it's fat. But it's a total necessary fat for me. HAHAHA.

OKOK! I should start blogging about what happened today, too engrossed with the picture discussion (LOL?) HAHAHAHA. Sorry couldnt find the right word. But everything's been great so far, excludiing exams D': I will study during the holidays ok!

Initially planned to eat 'ahh sst sst ooh sst sst shiokkk ahh' with Dilis and Pan. But stupid Dilis got something on suddenly. The forgiving me forgived her and let her off. HAHAHHA! So we gonna catch that meal another day together. Meanwhile, I met up with Pan and we went to eat Ajisan Ramen. Second time eating that together! HAHAHA, yayyy. I swear we had so many things to talk about. I really missed her la, I know it's weird to say this but seriously. It was on a thursday and I suddenly realised I havent seen nor talked to her for three days and that was already enough to make me miss her. HAHAHA, so I went to hug her real tightly on Friday when I finally saw her. We even fight to talk at Ajisan today. AND WE FINALLY LEFT THE PLACE LIKE, idk, 30 mins after they cleared our empty bowls? HAHAHA! It was kinda awkward esp the waitress beside us is like waiting for us to leave but we wouldnt budge. HAHA, but had a really nice time chatting with her as usual, just that this time got really shitloads of stuffs to tell her and she gotta update me on her stuffs as well. I'm so outdated about her news la waliao.

Afterwards we went to check out Uniqlo (just opened so must check out). That place is niceee, if only Cotton On was that big. HAHAHA, I will go everyday to check for new stocks lo. LOL, but sadly nothing in Uniqlo attracted us so we went to Cotton On. I've been dying to go there la I swear. I havent update myself on their new stocks yet and like everything is completely different liao! ): But I was really happy to see two tops that interest me alot. AND I BOUGHT THEM. HEHEHE went broke immediately and even had to borrow from Pantita. Sian la, was not prepared for actual shopping right! HAHAHA. I'm so happy with my new tops I'm gonna wear one of them tmr while sending Pantita with her two drinks to Dhoby Gaut. I'm so nice to her today, I dont know why also. I just felt like being nice suddenly. If all goes well, I'll continue to be nice to her! HAHAHA, I'm not les though. (like duh k lamester95) Then we decided to go all the way to AMKhub to try Gongcha. Saw Yingjie, Jiajing and Roger on the way to buy Gongcha. They bought koi and yingjie is wearing dillon's sweater oh sho sweet. HEHEHE cute la. WALAU CHAOYI LEMME WEAR YOUR STUPID SWEATER, K he wont see this. Not a fan of my blog D: -cries-

HAHAHAH, I tried Golden Ovaltine from Gongcha. I kinda like it cos it has some crunchy stuff inside but I think it's not really worth it leh! It's like $3.20 (small cup). I rather use 30cents more to buy a bigger cup of koi which guarantees the taste and satisfaction. HAHAHAHA! But I heard from Maria their milktea taste is different now cos they changed sugar. NOOO, dont tell me they changed sugar cos it's cheaper. Dumb man. Ok, I forgot what else we did at AMK that made us kill so much time. OH YA. We went to check out lots of stores there and Pan bought an everlast shirt that she can wear tmr to Sentosa! HAHAHA, she wanted to me join her with her combine teammates but nah. I think I look weird with them. HAHAHA, one advantage is that I know how to play volleyball but other than that? LOL, dont really know them well except for their names as well. So just gonna send Pan early in the morning to meet them at Dhoby Gaut and I'm going back. HAHAHA i know I cute. But it's not a hassle for me la, I like to travel in MRT trains over long distances and just sit down playing with my phone or reading my pocket guide to dreams. HAHA, depends on my mood. I might be heading to bert's house after that. I'm actually waiting for him to upload the photos on facebook but he's taking sucha long time. So guniang. He sent a text like an hour plus ago saying that he's gonna upload the photos now (NOW) LOL, k correction I just checked the message. He said later (LATER IS NOT ONE HOUR RIGHT?) HAHAHA.

Then we went to our usual Sunbucks hiding place to chit chat. HAHAHA, chatted for quite long before the guard finally chased us away. I mean if they actually kept records of people slacking over thr, our names wouldve appeared more than 5 times. Chatted about all sorts of things, ups and downs. Cos I can safely say that she's the friend I can trust. Nothing will prove me wrong dumbasses.

Met up with W2F8 afterwards at AL-AMEEN. I was freaking full after my super duper chicken cutlet meal. The meals there are like for gluttons la. I am one glutton myself and I couldnt finish it T.T But nowadays I get full easily and get hungry easily. I can no longer eat as much as before my hips broadened. Somebody teow me wai! And they were whispering about somethings they didnt want me to know -,- I mean I already know what they were up to. Sorry I had to burst all of your bubble but I couldnt fake that surprised look la can. LOLOL. But thanks alot guys. ^^ I luv you all. HAHAHA.

Oh ya I'm kinda lazy to elaborate about the sur

prises I got on my birthday, but they were really pleasant! Esp the one at my corridor, the very first surprise I got. Actually I wanted to write something for one person whose birthday I missed out. K I'll see if I can find the time tomorrow to make it. Cos I dont know, I just felt like making something for that person. I think it will mean something, hopefully. Anyways I open my Precious Thought treasure box once a year on my birthday to put my presents in. That pretty box was given by Tessa. And I dont know, whenever I open it, it's like all the memories come flowing back to me. Really memorable. I used to be able to put all my medals in there and now I had to keep them in another box with the treasure box still full. HAHAHA, in fact even fuller than before. I dont really use the things people give me unless it's like stationeries and stuffs like wallets or bags. Pan gave me winnie the pooh little cups in Primary school and I still keep them in my drawer. HAHAA, anyway Albert! If you're wondering how my treasure box looks like it's kinda like your shoebox. HAHAHA. Just that it's prettier teehee. Maybe when you guys come over to my house someday I'll show it to alll of you? Provided you guys remind me. HAHAHA.

I guess it's time for bed? HAHAHA! I'm meeting Pan tomorrow at 9am peepos. This means I had to wake up at 8am? Shit, hjow many hours of sleep do I have D: Hopefully ah lim wakes up soon and gimme a text. Goodnights! ^^

Love is for everyone.

Somehow you're never out of second chances.

2011-04-16T11:20:00.000-07:00

I initially wanted to use the computer to check the answers for our physics static electricity worksheet I swear. Then turned out Mr Oh didnt upload it at all ): I think I was the only one who wanted to check the answers cos I didnt copy it during lesson. Omg this is bad, I should stop sleeping during physics. K trust me I tried, but it's no use. But one good thing is, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE SLEEPING! HAHAHAHA, got people pei me sleep. Wahaha. At least it makes me feel better right. Like if fail, not only you fail what. LOL, k la, I should think like this also!

Anyways, went to Woodlands Waterfront last Friday. I wont say I really enjoyed myself. I even got sick the next day. Cos the wind near the sea area was really chilly. But I love all the jumpshots! Eventhough I always look ugly in jumpshots, seriously la. I dont know why I always look up when I jump and always have this stupid constipated look on my face. WHYWHYWHY? Somebardy tell me man. Anyway school's great. I wasn't really looking forward to exams, neither am I dreading it. Cos I guess after exams wouldnt really mean a break off books for me, cos excuse me, this is just a school exam, I have a national exam coming up! I think this year passed really fast, half a year is gonna be gone so soon! I'm gonna study study study everyday. I think I'm starting to love studying. I dont really watch tv now. In fact I think I'm getting sick of tv, cos everytime only get to watch baby channels like cbeebies and playhouse disney. Omg keel me. Really, and they replay the episodes again and again. The cheers and songs again and again. It's driving me crazy! And I'm starting to have alot of white hair popping out ): I mean I always have a few strands of white hair, but these few days more and more people are noticing them. Therefore, I shall conclude that I'm getting wiser! HAHA, Ms Siti say one. LOL.

Oh ya I guess some people are waiting for me to address this issue. LOL, I know people are against what I say about kityee okay. I said 'I THINK' right. And I'm not the only one who think this way, I'm just the only one who wrote about it. I personally felt it was nothing much, but if you guys wanna make it such a big deal, it's really fine with me. K done.

Oh ya, it sucks to know many schools are finishing their syllabus and we're only gonna finish them in June. Like bloody june. We're so lag in our revision ): I know Mr Clement Lim explained to a few of us why we're so slow, but I still cant help it. I'm worried okay, I wanna score well for olevel and I dont think it's wrong for us to feel this way.

This week was alot of crying. Coach is leaving, I mean like she joked about it before. We didnt really took it seriously. I know we all look back now and hold alot of regrets. Why didnt we treat her better and stuffs, why didnt we put in more effort to make her proud. Yea, it's true her absence wont really affect me cos I wont be attending training anyway. But those 8 years meant something, she was not just a coach to me. She's like someone who watched me grow since primary 2. I see her almost every week. And how I can communicate with her like there's really nothing between us. And then I think about how it will be like the next time we meet. I think it will be really sad if we wont be talking the same way like we used to. Coach is like someone who also plays a part in taking care of me. I think she made a greater impact in my life than any other teachers. I can safely say that, really. How she really took care of me especially that period of time when I injured my middle finger. She really made me feel better. I dont know how I am feeling, but it's just sad that she's finally leaving. I can't really put it in words.

I attended Honours Day yesterday. LOL I almost spelled it as horny I dont know why. Met up with Yingjie to have Mcdonald breakfast at cwp. LOL, how dumb can I be seriously. I flung my tie into my hotcake with maple syrup by accident. HAHAHA. Okayyyy, wait. Talking about my tie, I think it's with chaoyi -.- nebermind. Stole a sneakpeek at the uniform groups marching before the entire event start. It was quite cool and I had fun talking and 'describing' what they are doing. Like wanna fight like that. HAHAHA. I think the opening is not really official. And why didnt they show the parade at the big screen. They show at the small screen, and also there was no emcee to start off the entire thing. I mean, we could hardly hear the marchings, shoutings and the emcee ): I rather watch at the quadrangle lo walau. So wasted. Then there was the arrival of the Guest of Honour, Mdm Yu Sing Tong, if I'm not wrong. She very cute and funny leh. I think she's really good at engaging us, I dont feel bored listening to her talk. Then there was also performance by the choir, modern dance, chinese dance, malay dance and robotics club. HAHAHAHAHA, I can't stop laughing at the robotics club dance. SOOO CUTEEE. And the song is like stuck in my head. I think the chinese dance was awesome. I really love it, esp the fast fast part. Malay dance was cool and different as well. THEY WON GOLD! I feel very happy for them! I think the robotics best. HAHAHA, very funny. One of the robots was made by Roger!

There was alot of strict rules as audience for the Honours day. But nevermind, at least we got a KFC shrooms burger at the end. And we're gonna be recognised as volunteered audience, we're gonna get some cert or something. Can't really remember what Mrs Kok said. Yea, looking at all the prize winners up there, I feel abit envious. I wanna be one of them as well. Esp those taking more than one prizes. HAHAHA. I know I greedy. But Honours Day is like once in four years. I think our batch very suay lo, no OBS camp, no IM GIFTED SO ARE YOU programme ): WHY LIKE THIS. So unfair. I want the programme leh, like so fun like that.

Pfft okay it's like 3.17am Sunday. I'm going to sleep now cos i'm starting to feel abit hungray. LOLOL, goodnights peepos.

I'm at the edge of my emotions

2011-04-08T09:33:00.001-07:00

Had been sleeping in class lately ): Especially during physics lessons without fail, nooo. I dont think any interesting teacher teaching physics can keep me awake. Seriously, it's not the teacher that suck, it's the subject man. Thus I conclude this week a tired week. HAHAH.

Anyways, got back some test papers this week. I am really pleased to know that I scored top for my chinese composition with 82/100 marks. Well, I did score the highest in class when it was the first time I tried writing similar types of compo. But following few times, my results dropped drastically and Mr Fan say it's because I'm playing too much in class and losing focus. I got quite pissed off and I think that was the drive that made me do alot better for the test. But frankly speaking, I didnt really prepare much for the test. I just wanted to score abit above average and never did I expected to score the highest. And also surprisingly, for my chinese situational writing, I also scored highest in class. I think people like Kityee should be quite surprised, or rather maybe she's abit complacent that she will surely be the first. Cos she went fighting for marks when she's 6marks behind me. I AM REALLY HAPPY I WON HER HEHEHEHE.

And for the emaths test that I took this tuesday, I wouldnt say it's really difficult you know. In fact for most of the questions, I roughly knew how to start off my answers immediately after reading the question. Yea, and that's a really good start for me. However, due to my really poor time management skills, or partly because I was quite sleepy during the paper, I didnt manage to finish my test ): I left a few questions blank. Those questions that required me to stop and think, I skipped them. LOL. I know abit 'lang fei' la okay, but no choice. And in fact, I was quite pleased that I did that. Cos, well if nothing goes wrong with addition/subtraction of marks, I got 45/60 for the test. It wasn't really what I expected, but since I didnt finish my paper, I guess that's good enough :) I studied damn hard for it, I almost finished all of it's questions on tys and textbook. LOL. I know I crazy la k -,-

Anyways, like what Ms Siti said today, okay actually I eavedrop abit, she said effort does not equate to success. But success definitely needs effort.

Anyways, had NAPFA 5 items on Thursday. Sucks ttm. Our first station was incline pull up, I was one pullup away to my A ): HAHAHA, but it's really okay la. I tried redo-ing it, but the teacher suck to the max. This dont count, that dont count. Wf. -,- I got 10.89s for shuttle run which is bad. Cos I got 10seconds flat during my PE. LOL, but I didnt bother redoing it, so nevermindz. I did 50 situps. And 49cm for my sit and reach. ER, OH YA. STANDING BROAD JUMP, most proud. LOL, I got 201cm. Aiya, I know I deprove la k. Tskkk, I got 205cm last year. But I improve from my last pe lesson! I got 196 like one week ago -,- LOLOL. Went to the hall for volleyball training afterwards. Aw, had a really nice chat with coach as usual. Played two set games. I played setter and I did several good sets okay! HEHEHE, so happy. And quite pleased that I could still sustain my aceballs for service. HAHAHA. Abit lose touch la, especially my spiking, but I played setter so it didnt really matter. ^^ I was jumping around happily throughout the two games, it felt good to be playing volleyball again after so long. Went down for night study afterwards.

Why night study like that? ): Mr Kheng la, sucks lo he. Must sit according to class and gender. WALAUU, like seriously need so strict not. I dont think I'm coming to night study anymore unless I really have doubts to clarify. I might as well go home and study comfortably. What's more I can study in my most favourite comfortable and unglam position and fart whenever I want without having to care about anybody. While in school have to suppress my fart, goddamnit. TORTURE CAN. But the previous few night studies used to be fun and beneficial. Now sucks like heow.

HOOKAY, I wanted to post one more paragraph on something but I forgot about it. Nevermind then. Just to inform that I might not be updating my blog for close to a month as I wanna prepare for my upcoming Prelim one aka Midyear Examinations. Sorry ): If you're really bored you can check out my archives and see how much more mature I've grown. I used to do that when I was bored and laugh and how lame I was. Omg. LOLOL, it's quite fun reading it. Sometimes it's so addictive I can't stop. There are alot of photos as well. I think it's been quite a while that I stick to my own blog policy of having one photo per post as it looks nice and neat. HAHAHA. Of course it also makes the reader more willing to read it, I dont know why. LOLOL.

Adios guys, with luv.

He showed me what it was to cry.

2011-04-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

This week is great I think, many activities and fun things happened.

I shall elaborate on last Saturday's Choir Concert, I think it was great. Maybe at some parts I dont really like it cos I dont know how to appreciate music. I guess the opening was abit spoiled by the two hosts cos they were too nervous and were not able to speak up to their standards. That was abit disappointing, cos you know we all prepared ourselves that it would be something grand and stuffs, and turned out the first thing that started off was a mistake. You know ow that feels right. HAHAHA, I guess I was excited to looking at how others would dress themselves up. I initially wanted to wear the white lace dress that xinlerk allowed me to wear after I seek her permission, but then I realised it was my second day of my period and I was afraid I would, but any chance, stain the dress, and how am I supposed to go home if that happens omg. LOL. So I wore my chinese new year dress instead, it's quite simple la. Just that abit too short and I have to keep pulling it. Nevermind about my posture cos I wore tights inside. LOL, maria said she's wearing "black dress with my tights underneath, no la joking, black dress without my tights underneath. " HAHAHA, why is she so cute. I think that day was really fun, I sat with Pantita and Chaoyi. LOL, and during some of the songs, our area made alot of noise. HAHAHA, our area never fail to make the most noise during such concert siah. Last time public performance sit with runfa. Wah can die. Almost kena chased out. LOL. I like the song YOU RAISED ME UP and LIKE AN EAGLE something one. Those were really nice. I especially love you raised me up. The three solo singers were awesome. I think I suffered a bit during swallow fly. It gives me headache. HAHAHA. I was like acting as an insane woman going crazy. LOLOL, was bored okay. And during one of the songs, me and pan CHHH them together and we both ended up laughing til there're tears in our eyes. AWW. HAHAHA. DAMN FUN.

Had Sports Day yesterday. I ran the first event, which was the 100m. Class relay, last runner and CCA relay second runner. I guess I was quite pleased with myself eventhough I didnt win any outstanding prizes, but at least I think I've done myself proud and I am satisfied with my results. Anyways before my first and following events start, me sheela and maria were the emcees for the day! OMG, it was damn fun. When Sheela told the teachers that I'm gonna be the emcee, all of them questioned me with doubtful expressions. WHY CAN'T I BE EMCEE YOU KNOW. I was sure I could do it, and I wanna give it a shot as well. But nevertheless, I was really glad Mr Roy trusted me with the job, and the responsibility of handling the microphone. The three of us were just announcing the events, and I dont know what got into my head, I just started to go crazy and shout random things out. I especially notice this relay where the first runner of a particular class started to walk, seeming to be giving up, I just kept cheering him on without knowing and realising that I said something as lame and childish as this: "IF YOU GIVE UP, YOU WILL BE FINED ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS!" HAHAHA, and of course I cheered for my sister. and I dont get what people say I'm biased, they couldve just told me they wanted me to cheer for them and not get jealous that my sister have a wonderful sister like me. LOL CHEY. But seriously la! What's there to be biased, I just announced that my sister is running and that she won first place -,- And I went on with alot of crap and I thought that's what emcees for such events are supposed to do. I went back to my class area to get my face painted and glittered, and they all went complaining that I was very lame and noisy and stuffs like that. HAHAHAH! WHATTT, I didnt know so many people were listening to us talking! I thought nobody would be listening! We just had to fill up those empty and awkward pauses, no? LOLOL. They said I'm a noisy and lame commentator ): AWW, NAH IM NO SAD. JEALOUS PEOPLE! HAHAHA.

Anyways, running for the 100m was quite okay. I was nervous of course, but I really concentrated and focused on the finishing line. But I still came in forth ): HAHAHA, but I didnt really blame myself cos I know I tried my best. However, I was really proud of myself for the class relay! I came in forth during the sports heats and I was quite disappointed in myself cos I really ran like mad and I was very sure I ran better than my individual 100m. But I still came in forth, which is really disappointing. Then last minute changes to our class runners, Alison took over Regina. I was glad Alison took up the challenge despite her old knee injury, I was really worried for her, and proud ^^ ANYWAYSSSSSSSS. I really ran like mad when I took the baton. I was not the first to take the baton. I remembered Kelly took the baton before me. And it felt exactly like the heats. NOOO, I wanted to win cos I know Ms Siti had high hopes on us esp when our group consists of 3 sports players. While running, Kelly was really damn close to me, I can see her omg. It was really a close fight, I think at that point, it's no longer about whose running faster, it was about whose more focused mentally. I'm glad I managed to clinch a bronze medal for our class ^^ Ms Siti hugged me at the end of the race while I hopped around like a mad kangaroo. Seriously dam happy. I wasted so much energy hopping around that I forgot I'm running for my CCA relay. LOL, damn exhausted. But I wanna run you know. HAHAHA. Xueli wanted t run for our CCA relay, was quite glad to hear that. I changed her to the first runner and myself to the second last minute as I was too exhausted and I think I'm better at running the last few for relay. After I grabbed the baton from her, I really ran like mad. And I am very very very very happy that I overtook one of the runners which most claimed to be very very fast. ^^ I passed the baton to Pantita and I can see her legs stammering between her own lane and the one on her left, yes she stepped on other people's lane, like totally go to their lane that kind, but I think the teacher closed one eye. PEOPLE THATS LIFE, C'MON MOVE ON WITH IT. STOP THINKING IT'S UNFAIR OKAY. Somemore I think only I saw lo. HAHAHA. At the last runner, it was between Zien and Hannah. Zien was about halfway there when Hannah started running. Hannah is really fast, and in the end we lost by a few milli seconds. Though we didnt win the champions, but I think we did great! I'M SO PROUD HEHEHE.

When it was time to take the prize, I was damn pissed off. I can't believe such a wonderful day could be spoiled by the inefficiency of the teachers AGAIN. Eventhough we complained about it last year and they 'promised' to improve on it. Seriously, I didnt know this is what we had to go through for taking a prize! Shouldnt we be awarded instantly for the run? Motherfucker, seriously. I was sitting under the scorching sun for half an hour, I almost fainted. I wished someone would just die on the spot to let the teachers know that this is A BIG ISSUE and not to be taken lightly. It was seriously great torture. I finished a bottle of water in less than a minute, take that. I walked angrily to the toilet and threw the water bottle to the ground. And this couldnt even fully describe how I feel, I would fucking walk to the teacher, preferably Mr Lesbian, and shove my middle finger into his nostrils and slamdunk him. He think he's so cool, when he's like a dwarf who keeps spitting saliva when he talks. -,- UNCOOOOL. People who thinks he's hot is blind, I rather they look at Mr Cheong. HAHAHA, k joke.

Had Biology Spa Assessment today. I was really not in the mood to do it cos I was damn tired, and I know all the more I should sleep now but I wanna finish up this post before my train of thoughts are disrupted, HAHAHAHA. I'm so going Mrs Lim Yap. LOLOL. Anyways, I think it was quite easy ^^ But it couldve been easier :O HAHA, nevermind. It's over :D And exams are less than a months' time away, I dont even know which subject revision I should start on now. Omg. And surprisingly, there's no homework for us this week. What happened to Mr Lim's worksheet. I actually like doing his worksheet, quite fun. He make me love binomial now, really.

Anyways, stayed back to wait for Chaoyi after school today with Ariana whose waiting for Shafiq and Pantita whose waiting for Rano. HAHA. Maria joined us and we started talking. It started when maria caught me staring into blank space, looking around at what other people are doing, while I'm just sitting down and looking. Literally looking. LOLOL, I didnt know what to do laaaa. Actually I like looking at other people, like in the train I would stare at pretty people. And I will try hard to find their flaw, and I would tell myself not to be jealous cos noone is perfect. I believe God is fair ^^ Anyways shall end here, i feel like shitting. LOLOL.

ADIOSADIOS

It ain't about the money.

2011-03-25T21:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for soooo long, I APOLOGISE! Anyways, I wanna update about my one-week March holidays. HAHA, I know it's abit overdue-d la, but I just wanna talk about it okayyy.

Went over to Matthio's house to celebrate his birthday on Sunday, I really love going to his house la. His house is so nice, the only thing I dont really like is his dog. K his dog is quite cute, but I'm scared of it. No, it's no use asking me to ignore him or anything, I dont like furry furry things. EEE, I remember I was 5 years old or something, I went to my Auntie's house and her dog chased me around the house. I dont know if it's because I was small then or anything, but I swear that dog is humongous. REALLY, his feet is alot bigger than my hand. OMG, but something happened to the dog, I cant remember what is it. it's damn scary la, that's why I dont like animals. I can only keep fishes. HAHAHA. But I find it quite troublesome to clean the fish tank also leh -,- I find it more interesting to clean a baby's butt. HAHAHA. Anyways at Matthio's house, we do what we usually do, play with his playstation. I know how to play leh! I was the only girl playing, thats why I very noob.I only won one round cos I paired with Rano, the rest all lose cos I partner with lousy guys. HAHAHA. I hate it when I spot that guy first and he kill me in the end. WALAU, and I hate it when they wanna use sniper, it's so irritating. K I sound so guyish, not cool. LOL, I should go like IMMA BARBIEGURL, IN A BARBIEWORLD. LOL, k la lame.

As usual, we all got good food to eat! The guys went down to swim and play flour and curry powder afterwards and we girls stayed at the living room, chatting about all sorts of stuffs. LOL, that last time we went there, everyone was single except Xiaojun and Yuping. This time we went, everyone is attached except Xiaojun and Yuping. CUTE SIAH. HAHAHA We were quite reluctant to go downstairs cos we had so much fun chatting and gossiping about everything. And afterwards Matthio's sister joined in with us for a short while, and she said something that made so much sense I couldnt forget it. "If I tell you he's a vampire, slowly you'll think he has exceptionally fair skin, red lips, sharp teeth, and eventually you'll think he look like edward." It's so true! It's like how people can just crap about a girl, and say she doesnt shower. Slowly you'll think you smell something when she walk past you, and that she looks dirty, and no wonder her hair looks so oily. And no wonder everytime we talk about shampoo she have nothing to say. However, if we didnt talk about her not showering in the first place, we wouldnt even make such assumptions that whatever part of her could be because she didnt shower. Do you guys understand what I mean not? hmmm, I think slowly you will. Cos I didnt quite get what matthio's sister meaant at first as well. [btw, I wasn't referring to anybody. LOL it's just an example.]

Went downstairs to the bbq pit and we girls got damn irritated. The guys took forever to set up the pit, and when the fire is finally going to be ready, everyone decided to go back up to matthio's balcony to bbq at his automatic bbq grill. But the guys were really gentlemen afterwards cos they let the girls have the first round of cooked chickens. Omg it taste heavenly. MAKE ME FEEL LIKE EATING NOW WALAU. Anyways, throughout the entire trip, I was quite bored la. Cos my phone never ring one. ): LOLOL. I was worried also okayyyy. Occasionally I'll make trips to the second floor toilet. And I saw this really cute thing on top of the toilet bowl "If you sprinkle when you tinkle, be a sweetie wipe the seatie." HAHAHA. SO CUTEEEE. We finally decided to go home at around 11 going to be 12am. We took a cab, I think the price is really worth it. (:

When school reopened, everyone is talking about the Choir Concert coming up. Girls fretting about what to wear. HAHA, I'll be wearing my chinese new year dress. YAY. BTW, Choir Concert is in a few hours time! It's now 1.15pm. HAHAHA. I'm so excited, but I dont know what I'm excited about. LOL.

I AM SO HAPPY YTD! BECAUSE THERE IS NO PHYSICS EXCELLLL, that's like the best thing to hear when I'm about to fall asleep during physics lesson. My eyes immediately pop open, and I couldnt stop 'yay-ing'. HAHAHA. Yingjie and I stayed back after school to do our class flag. The design is nice, of course drawing on the flag was quite a challenge. I drew most parts of the dragon while yingjie drew the letters. WE ARE SO PROUD OF OURSELVES, cos everyone's reaction upon seeing our flag is "OMG, VERY NICEEEEE." and all those. HAHAHA, it's really the best and most successful design we've ever drawn out. As in, everytime me and yingjie design something, we will have really fantastic ideas, but it all turned out different. We are so happie that we marched around the school to show off our flag and we went all over to look for Ms Siti. Her reactions was super encouraging, yayyy. I'm so happy. HAHAHA, I hope we win the best flag design! Yes, we're gonna win it. After school, met up with Pantita. We went to take our pay at Clarke Quay. I knew I would only be able to take less than 50 but more than 40 bucks. But Pantita think so much, influence me also. We thought we're gonna have more than 50dollars la. Turned out I only got $44, nevermind, good enough. HAHA. We headed to bugis to buy koi, and walked around until we finished our koi and ihearttaimei food. The bbq chicken damn nice siah. The only thing we found there that is really nice and trendy bangles/bracelets selling 3 for $10. I love all those that I bought. Then we went over to Somerset's New Look. Bought two tanktops, walau. Going no money already. LOL, I just got my pay and spent finish my pay. OMG, serious. Then headed to Forever 21 to look for Pantita's dress. She wanna buy dress, shoe and bag. WAHHH. No dress, she's gonna wear heels! So excited. HAHAHA, went home late ):

Anyways, I just came back from school just now after my solo chemistry make-up lesson with Ms Siti. HAHA. It was damn fast la, less then half an hour then go home already. Ms Siti thought I was with Runfa, LOL. I think all teachers thought I'm with Runfa la. Ms Siti, Mr Soong and Mr Roy I think. HAHAHA. Anyways, after my lesson, I went to the hall. I miss everything there so much, I miss volleyball, coach, the net the court. I just wanna take a ball and smack it so hard, serve a ball, set a nice high ball. Anyways, I'm not gonna join/continue volleyball in jc I think, esp after what xinlerk told me. Hmm, I think she makes sense. But I wanna go back to help Coach after my olevels. ^^ I still wanna play volleyball okayz. Oh ya, xinlerk is in Sarawak. I'm so happy I got to hug her before she left. I miss you dajie. HAHAHA.

Oh ya, sorry but I'm not gonna elaborate or even summarize that day when I went to KTV with Pantita, Sheela and Maria. It was really fun and it's my first time going to KTV! HAH, eventhough we spent quite abit of money, but I think it's worth it ^^ We made full use of their free stuffs. -winkwink- It's the first time Sheela and Maria tried KOI, nice right! Now I wanna try Gongcha. My sister told me to try Honey Ovaltine. I think I spelt/ remember it correctly. LOL. Some say it's even nicer than koi, and my sister say it's cheaper. OMG, so excited to try it someday.

PANTITA'S SWEET 16

2011-03-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Pantita!

It's finally your birthday omg, were you so excited? HAHAHA, I really hope you like the presents I gave you, I wanna see you use them! I know I've given you the three paged long card with a photo on each page, but that's not really emotional right? NO FUN! I'm gonna write one more now. HEHE.

Do you know that actually I'm really jealous of you? I'm jealous how you're good in sports, ALL KINDS OF SPORTS. How when you want something, you get it. Let's talk about something you really wanted but you didnt get it. None. You wanted a blackberry, you got it. You wanted a macbook, you got it. You wanted to do well in Art, you topped it. You wanted to excel in volleyball, you're the most valuable player. And that time when you told me you wanted a macbook and you're not sure if you can get it, my immediate answer was "you beg somemore confirm get liao." And it's really true. I went on to say "what did you want but didnt get?" And you told me "A car." At that point I was really jealous, cos you're so rich you can talk about car now. For me, I think I'll have to wait for a good ten to twenty years. You'll get a car, really.

And my allowance is not as much as yours, eventhough I keep telling myself that my allowance is already alot. Really, I still thinks my allowance is alot. It's like, what can I eat right? -.- but compared to you, when you can go shopping like anytime cos you got tons of money in your wallet, I feel so... I dont know what to say. Really, all these are what I really felt when you say somethings to me. And when I told you I cut my hair at those salon under the blocks, I really didnt see anything wrong with that. You shot me a face. Sorry but I still couldnt wash that face off my head. Trust me, that face costed a big hammer on my heart. I couldnt believe my friend would look at me that way. And whats more, I couldnt imagine what went through your mind.

And everytime you cry, I dont know how to comfort you. I will be like "why you cry?" And your answer will always be "I dont know, I just felt like crying." And I couldnt say "Dont sad." Cos you're not. I couldnt say "Everything will be okay." Cos nothing is wrong. You know, you get what I mean? I mean like, you cry out of a sudden and leave me completely dumbfounded. But I will always do something I'm good at, and that's talking to you about random things, you'll laugh eventually. HAHAHA, and if you realised, that's what I always do when you cry.

That is all the things I dont like about you, BUTTTT (pigu), I love a million more things about you. I fucking love your laughter now, damn contagious. It goes like "HAHAHAHAHA", k imitation fail. -,- Remember the times when we started off damn close immediately. We would go around judging people, I say he's hot and you say he's not. I say I dont like her, and you say OMG SAMEEE! HAHAHA, as always. We can do things as silly as stepping around the floor tiles, thinking that we would be the first to step on some space. Not many people understood what we meant when we said that, but you knew exactly what I was talking about. And we would say the same things at the same time and laugh like oh-my-jesus-lord. We hate the same people, think about the same things, have same opinions, omg. We even had menses on the same day for four months. After that no more, cos you went thailand is it? LOL, I forgot. But omg four months. It's the most accurate blood test to prove that we're sisters. HAHAHA, sisters is a better word for best friends right! Honoured? HEHE.

And sometimes I just suck at describing how I feel, I just say "It's like... you know" And you will be like "Ya, I know." Do you know that's the most comforting words ever. I didnt say anything and you knew exactly what I was talking about, how I was feeling, what I wanted to do, and why I did that. It's totally awesome. Cos most people will go like "huh?" And I couldnt be bothered by them to continue explaining, cos there're just some emotions that simply cannot be broken down into words. But we sisters have got telepathy, zzzzzzz. HAHAHA. And I looked at yours and my formspring questions, LOLOL. Do you know that for quite a few questions, we have the same answers? LOLOLOL, unless you copy my answers la! But I sumpa I never copy yours.

Btw, I trust you, alot. I never and wont ever doubt you. And I really hate it when people tell me things about you that I dont know. Cos I should know you more than them you know? That kind of thing, so when people tell me something I dont know I'll stomp to you and say "TELL MEH EVERAYETHANG." LOL joking. But aiya, you get what I mean la. It's like, I got a bf and I go and tell diviyanth, and he come and tell you. YOU ANGRY? LOL. COS I NEVER TELL YOU, I TELL HIM. ANGRY? LOLOLOL, btw, that is just an example. That name out of nowhere, I swear. LOL.

Of course, everybody love your hugs. It squeezes all my worries away. And I find it amazing how when a funny thing is told, only you and I laugh like mad dogs and the rest will just stare at us. HAHAHAHA, wait I can't remember that thing we always laugh at. SHITTTT, my bad memory. LOL. And I can never forget the day when we went to cwp together, you damn bloody hyper la. We were laughing all the way from the time we stepped into cwp to the time we left. And I even asked you "eh what's wrong with you ah, why today you so lame." and you said "I also dont know, hahahaha." And we both continued laughing like mad. LOL, I swear someone who have been spying on us would have brought us to IMH. Seriously.

Are you crying? D: Dont cry, eventhough I felt like crying when I wrote all these. Cos I can't imagine the day when you go back to Thailand. I can't imagine. ):

MISTREATED MISPLACED MISUNDERSTOOD

2011-03-11T06:12:00.000-08:00

Ahoy everyonez.

I am sho happy after replying to my questions on formspring cos I receive this really unexpected, yet encouraging comment from one of my loyal readers of my blog. I am sooo happy! Thank you for reading my blog, anyways feel free to leave any questions for me in my askbox. I love answering them, and I can promise I wont be stingy with my answer. They'll at least have two fullstops. HAHAHAHA. Oh ya, I wont be posting my answers on blogger cos it will flood the page really uglily, so unfortunately for that, you guys will have to click on my formspring account to view your replies. My formspring account is TANXINPEI.

Anyways, I just came back from school after MEET-THE-PARENTS SESSION. I can tell my father is kinda irritated as we three sisters went to the same school, and every year we each have two sessions like this. Omg, I can totally imagine myself in his shoes. Having to listen to Mrs Kok nag about the same old thing all over again, using the same boring quotes. LOL, so I wont really blame my father for complaining. Put that aside, I wanna say what happens after that. After the talk, my father and I walked out of the theatrette to find that all the lights at not turned on, it's really damn dark. AND MY FATHER IS SO SWEET, he held my hands and we walked together. It's been soooo long since we last held helds, I swear it's damn sweet. Eventhough we havent been on really good terms lately, but afterall he's my father, and I understand I shouldnt be an unfilial kid and treat him badly. So most of the times now I hardly rebel him and stuffs, or maybe there's not much to rebel about cos he wont bother to talk to me that much now. Yea, I think I disappoint him too much with my super bad attitude D: I always know I'm in the wrong, trust me, I always do. Eventhough sometimes I will reason everything out like it's not my fault, but that's what people do you know. You get angry and pissed off, everything seems unfair to you, you wanna get everything right and you start to tell stories in a completely different way that favours you more than the other party. -sighs- humans.

Argh, I wanna post about many many things but all of them can't be disclosed. Sorrie. Before today, I was already in a holiday mood. Yesterday felt like Friday I swear, I even had afternoon nap until 8pm. LOL. But holidays will still be intensive mugging for me, I wanna catch up on every syllabus. Actually I was thinking, can you imagine you keep studying until all the questions become too easy for you. Once you look at the question, everything triggers and you knew exactly what to write. Omg, I wanna have that kind of feeling. Like the genius feeling, and all these definitely needs practice. I'm gonna do it, yea my father told me not to overstress myself. Hopefully I wont, but I'm already quite pissed off with Differentiation. I get irritated when i'm going a worksheet and I'm already stuck at the first question. It's ugly to start off with the first question blank in the first place, and second place, first question is always the easiest, and to think you can't even pass the first question, forget about the rest of them right. LOL.

Oh ya, due to the bloody wet weather, Long Jump Finals is postponed from Thursday to Friday and postponed again to the next following Monday. Pfft, so sian la. Anyways, besides studying during the holidays, I wanna go swimming and practising my sprinting as well. I wanna exercise and break some sweat! Feels good to be sweating during PE on Wednesday. It was damn crazy and fun. We played volleyball, lost some touch but who cares right. And there was this point of time where the ball went too far, and I tried running to the ball with a stroke-like expression on my face to play pretend la. And I realised when I catch the ball, I'm infront of Ms Yoong, with that expression still on my face. LOL, that was a damn epic moment. And then I also impersonated Mr Soh, Coach, Ms Lim and Ms Tan during debriefs when we sat down to take a break. HAHAHA. I dont know what was wrong with me la, but it was damn fun for me. I even went to play captains ball with the rest, and I didnt even touch the ball for being the captain of my group. LOL.

I wanna go shopping. There's exta lessons tomorrow, I guess I'll bring extra money to buy gifts for the birthday babies this month for my friends. Pfft, I'm really going brokeee. I still havent bought my highwaist shorts damn it, I wont buy one until I found one that I really like. I saw a dress/shirt at the Urban newspaper today, it's damn nice and it's from Forever 21. My god, make me wanna shop there like mad chicken nugget. Was chatting with Eunice on my way home earlier, I wanna try going shopping alone. LOL, I havent tried that before, but it will be cool I think. Like you go shopping, nobody to influence your choice of what to buy, whatever you buy will be really your own fashion. I shall try that someday, really. HAHAHA, Eunice even tried watching movie alone! OMG, that is something I will never ever ever ever do alone. I rather not watch the movie, seriously. Can you imagine if there's a funny part, and I laughed extremely loudly. Normally me and my friends will just laugh it away, but if I'm alone, I can't possibly laugh to myself right. And I need someone to talk to. I think shopping alone will be very fast and easy, but making decisions wise will post quite a bit of difficulty.

I think this is all. I'll see if I can squeeze a post after Matthio's Birthday Party on Sunday okay? ^^ I microblog at twitter too.

My Significant Other

2011-03-04T06:45:00.000-08:00

Sports heat was awesome, eventhough I didnt top any of the events unfortunately. HAHA, I came in third for 100m and forth for 100m relay. I was super nervous for my 100m individual, like damn nervous. I let Pantita feel my heartbeat, she got a shock as well. Serious, I was that nervous. Can't really blame ma la, I didnt join sports day last year, so I didnt know how it goes. For the very first time in my life, I got to try the starter position. I was really scared la, but afterwards I managed to calm myself down. I think the starters were quite alright, it was kind of easy in fact. Easier to start off. I was the first you know, but halfway through my right knee gave way suddenly I didnt know why or what happened. Argh, and then I came in third. Xueli came in first, Zien second. But I have no idea how come the papers said Zien was first and Xueli was third. I was really certain that Xueli is first. Cos I missed Zien by one big step. Anyways, that was a really wasted one. But the relay was much easier! Regina went off with a fantastic start, she was the first runner and she came second, Jieni was the second runner, but unfortunately 4E2 overtook her. Then it was Maria's turn, I think she's tired after her 400m run D; But after I grabbed the baton, I really ran like a mad dog. I can feel that I ran better for the relay, I dont know why. Maybe cos I knew how long 100m is like. I managed to clinch 4th position for our class, and yes, we made it to the finals ^^

Long Jump (field event) will be on next thursday if I'm not wrong. I was not really looking forward to it leh, HOW? LOL, not really nervous. But I never tried Long Jump before. I joined cos Xintien told me it's quite fun and easy. HAHAHA.

Anyways, this week was quite hectic for me. I have so many worksheets needed to be done. It's not the quantity that matters, really. Cos I can finish them one, but then the papers are so difficult. Its like, either I dont know why I got it wrong, or I really dont know how to do that kind. Argh, but I managed to clear a few worksheets thanks to our MATHS GOD KEVIN. He's nice man. HAHA. I just cleared the binomial worksheet, woohoo. I dont really care about the dead lines, I just aim to finish the homeworks given this week by this week. LOL, so that I can really start the next week like really nicely.

Yea, like what i replied to Maria's tag. I decided to pick a day out for me to lax myself. That day will most preferably be 26march, the day of the choir concert. Since I will be going out evening that night, I might as well spend my afternoon outside as well. I wanna pierce my ear and shop for a few clothes. Omg, talking about piercing my ear, I'm scared already. I'm also scared that it would act as a distraction in my studies. K, i dont think it will right. LOLOL, it's just a piercing. Other than that day, the rest of the days shall be spent on studying ^^ books books books, I love books. :D

Btw, Sheela and I felt damn stressed up yesterday during Biology excel. Actually before that I alsready felt stressed. It's like the entire thursday, I dont feel happy at all. I'm moody, thinking about my studies and stuffs. We have 17 chapters to study for biology, and that's ONLY biology. What about chemistry and physics, and there's social studies and history as well. During bio excel that day, we got back out bio test papers, I was so disappoined in my results. I really studied you know, but I just pass only. And I studied three days straight for my history paper, and I only got a 16. I'm really disappointed. There's not one test results that I'm satisfied with. Really, from today onwards, after school, clear doubts, go home study. People ask me out, NO COS I WANNA STUDY. Pls people, if you're my friends, you shouldnt blame me for not having enough time to hang out with you guys. I really need to study. You dont want me coming to you and blaming you for my poor results do you?

And really, why are people so selfish. Sorry to say, but it's some cocky classmates in my class. You get good grades, and we ask you how you study. And what's your fucking reply "OH I NEVER STUDY ONE, I GO HOME PLAY COMPUTER GAMES ONLY." -,- Yea, and you thought we're some three year old kids. It's olevel year hello three year old kid! You think we would believe your bullcrap of not studying and getting top in class. Really, I would much rather you just be honest and say "OH I DONT WANNA TELL YOU, LATER YOU SCORE BETTER THAN ME." And I thought our class should be working together to score well together so as to prove those teachers, who keeps thinking we're ruining the thriple science classes reputations, wrong. I get really irritated when I do my part in class, and those cocky boys, yea BOYS, doesnt cooperate at all. Of course I wont scold you guys right, I'm in no position at all. But doesnt Ms Siti's silenced reply meant something to you guys at all. Today we totally disappointed Ms Siti, and I dont really have much to say. I just feel sad too.

I was quite pissed off today. Like when somebody talk to the person beside me, you expect me to stare and listen to them talk? When I actually know the both of them? I will join in the conver la, but then you get totally ignored, like thrice. Motherfuck, seriously. I can feel my face burning, literally. I swear my middle finger should be glued to your face, in between your eyes. Next time you talk to me, I'm gonna ignore you. Like FOUR TIMES! Really, I'm gonna do it. Yea, sorry la, I hold grudges one ma. I remember all the teachers who scolded me before, caught me for cheating during spelling tests, malign me. I remember every single one of them, and you expect me to forget you for ignoring me thrice. Hey guys, when I say ignore me thrice it means he talk, then I call him, he ignore, I call him again, he ignore, then I call again, and he ignore. Cool right? I gonna make that four times to him. So anyone thinks I'm petty? Go put a 'r' after 'p' and before my little 'e'. ^^ Thats the right word for me. HAHAHAHA.

CLOSE YOUR EYES, and pray.

2011-02-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

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This week is relatively fine, just that I'm all hyped up about the upcoming Sports Heats, WHICH IS TOMORROWWWW -bangs head on wall- I'm so excited, tsk. SOMEBODY MUST SCREAM WITH ME TOMORROW LEH, I feel like I'm the only one excited siah ): ANYWAY, you can scream FOR me if you dont wanna scream WITH me. HEHEHE. I will be participating in 100m, long jump and 1x100m relay.

This week is a good week, I dont know why, I just feel it. LOL, went to library with Sheela last Saturday. Maria came to join us afterwards, but before that we saw Alicia alone. So we invited her to join us. From far, Sheela was like "Fuck that bitch, her hair is so fucking nice I would fucking go to her and snip off her hair." LOL, can imagine her with her face and actions right?! OMG, HAHAHA. And then I was like, it's Alicia la dey. And we kept staring at her hair and talking about it, Alicia was sooo shy "Okayyy, I dont know what to say." LOL, that was her reply. HAHAHA!

Shit, I dont really know what to blog about leh. HAHAHA, oh ya. I had Physics Olevel Spa Assessment today. I expected it to be quite hard, hmm. I wouldnt say it's really easy, but it's really much better than I expected. Cos all those dialy tasks that we did, I just passed? During the last lesson today, me and Sheela were like "FAIL FAIL LA, HECK CARE ALREADY." "Is it too late to say I wana drop physics only now?" "Walau, if the teacher ask me to set up my experiment after I dismantle it, I'm gonna shout FUCK YOU GO DO YOURSELF LA." HAHAHA, sheelaaaaaa. I checked my work a few times before handing it up, I dont know if I am supposed to feel this way but I feel quite confident. HEHE. Hopefully no errors la, but I think Mr Oh minused one of my marks. Cos he was just walking around and checking on us, and he slowed down at my table and checked out my work, then he hurried to his table and wrote something. WALAU, IF I EVER BECOME A TEACHER I WILL ACT UNTIL DAMN GOOD ONE LO. I wont let the students know I minused one of their marks, or else it will make them feel insecure. I'm so good, maybe I should be a teacher.

Oh ya, some of us got the Career Guide book today. Thinking about it, I really dont know what I wanna do in future. What I thought was just get a degree, find a husband and marry. A degree is important as it acts as an insurance just in case I plan to divorce and I can still get a job. LOL, what a thought. NOOO, I will have a happy family. HEHE. I must be a mother that all child wished to have. Since I have been through childhood, I wanna be the kind of mum that is damn cool. LIKE MDM REHANA. HAHA, I dont know why but I think she's damn cool. Me and Yingjie both say, next time grow up be mother must be like her. HAHAHA. But nevertheless, I would ask nothing more from my own mother. I LOVE MY MUMMMM. HEHE. OH YA, WALAU I TALK UNTIL OFF TOPIC. I was talking about career. I was really considering journalism. I read about it. It's about researching, gathering topics to talk about. It's something like what you would do when you're curious you know. So you have to keep asking questions and wondering. And a journalist wil have a sub-editor to correct the spellings and grammar, so language wise is not an issue. LOL, but I think it doesnt really suit me. I want something that is more me. LIKE ME YOU KNOW. Maybe hmm, omg I really dont know. So the best thing to do now is study hard to go to JC, then I can have extra two more years to decide what I really want. I wouldnt mind doing something related to sports as well. Then I can train my kids to have six pacs since young, omg sexy.

Anyway, WE HAD ELEARNING ON WED THIS WEEK. It's like one of the best breaks our school could ever afford to give us. As in, eventhough there's still hw. But I really slept my fill man. It's been 1 whole month since I last woke up at my usual 12pm. LOL. And it felt so good. (TO THE TUNE OF I JUST HAD SEX, LOLOL.) I'm so pleased with myself for not doing English, cos my english teacher is Mrs Raj for goodness sake. Like she cares about IT -,- LOL. I dont think she even know about e-learning day. Had evacuation exercise, it's damn hilarious. Cos it was during english lesson that the evacuation exercise took place. And Mrs Raj was like "It's an evacuation exercise, everybody OUT!" LOLOL. And when all of us headed to the front door, she went back to have a sip of water from her water bottle. And she said "I better get a sip of water before I really get burnt." HAHAHAHA! OMGGG, damn funny. Btw, this year's evacuation exercise is really unexpected. Because normally they would announce it during assembly, and that makes us prepared. But this time round, they didnt inform us about anything anf the alarm was really sudden. BTW, I wanted to bring newspaper to sit on the field, but Rasyidah and Farhan stopped me. They said "Dont be a girl, be a lady." I dont really get what that means, but walauuu. I really didnt wanna dirty my cullotes so I took the class card and stand. And I got to be one of the helpers as well. I was the runner for the missing people forms. Basically it's just forms la, the teachers are filling up the forms with missing students from their classes, and we have to take the slips and run to the Coporate Office and run back. LOL, in order to be in the FIRE DRILL MOOD, I ran abit. But was quite lazy la, in uniform leh, somemore my skirt so loose, I can feel it dropping. LOL. I was quite honoured to be one of the helpers because many people must be wondering like "What are they doing?" HAHAHA, cos I would feel the same way if I didnt get to help out. I would just be sitting on the muddy field wondering what to do, under the hot sun somemore. BTW AH, inside the coporate office, all the teachers are like inside there, laughing and joking around, enjoying the aircon. Pfft.

OH I HAVENT FORGOTTEN WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROWWWW. HEHE. In just a few hours time ^^

Btw, there're freaking lots of things I wanna get from Cotton On. I want the dark blue cardigan with pockets and lace sleeveless (The one sacha wore to maria's house! I didnt know it was from Cotton On omg.) And I gotta get myself high waist shorts before it becomes outdated. T.T But I needa studyyy. So many things yet so little time ):

FUCKING PERFECT

2011-02-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

This week was alright. I was quite disappointed with my results ): Esp chemistry test as I aimed to get full marks, and turned out I wasnt even close to getting full marks. I was glad I didnt fail my physics test eventhough I dont even know what's a magnitude omg. LOL. I did terribly for both my maths. -Sigh- But I wont really blame myself, cos I understand that I've missed quite a number of lessons, especially for physics. And those lessons were crucial okay! The only subject i managed to keep up with is so far, biology. LOL. Cos it's so interesting, I definitely would look for Mr Chong for extra lessons. Chemistry was alright as well, but physics :O LOL.

Had Chemistry Spa Assessment just now. It was quite easy! We dont even need to draw graph. LOL, that's why it's easy. I finished everything within 20minutes, the amount of time Ms Siti assured us that we would finish within. But I think Mrs Whelan minused a mark or two from my experiment. LOL cos (quite idiotic) there was one part that stated that we should pour 10ml of the solution from the styrofoam cup into the evaporating dish. And I was about to pour the solution from the evaporating dish into the measuring cylinder to measure, when I noticed Mrs Whelan who was beside me holding up her clipboard about to write something while looking at me. So I didnt pour first, and reread the instructions. I was very sure that that was what I'm supposed to do, so I just pour. And she still wrote something on her clipboard ): She should write until so obvious lo, should hide abit. LOL. Make me very sad. Anyways, I was so bored during the next 40minutes that I wrote down my target on the paper. I wrote TARGET: FULL MAKRS, PUNISHMENT: 500 SITUPS. LOL. I'm gonna do it, I must get full marks this time. Cos I check alot of time, and I really check that kind hor. Not like what the teachers say, flip flip then no more.

Oh ya, played Murderer before the assessment as some of us are in Shift 2. I think there were 9 of us. Dillon, Yingjie, Jiajing, Eunice, Pantita, Yuxuan, Kokhong, Hengting and me. LOL. We played murderer using hand, not winking or narrating one. HAHAHA, quite fun, but the game was too fast. So fast that sometimes I dont even know the game ended. We played it by holding hands and forming some sort like a circle. We have to put our hands under the table. And you get killed when people squeeze your hand once. If people squeeze your hand more than once, for example 3 times, you have to pass the squeeze to another person 2 times. Aiya, do you understand? LOL. Have to play it then will understand la. It's quite fun. I held Yuxuan's hand, which is damn cold, and Pantita's hand, which is damn hot. LOLOL. I think my hand is the best. Got bored after awhile, and played murderer by winking. HAHA, damn lame la. They all wink like seducing like that, with the mouth open one. LOL. Then Runfa, Chaoyi and David came, and we played Heart Attack. SUPER FUNNY, and abit scary. They hit damn hard, I scared they hit me. During the last round, I got to hit people. LOL, I was fast, but I hit so soft only. Cos I scared I hit the table, then very pain. HAHAHA.

I skipped PE lessons this Wednesday. I was sick, and we had to run 2.4km. Runny nose leh, can you imagine me having to wipe my muscus while running? I think I wont even bother to wipe la, cos I cant differentiate which is my mucus and which is my sweat. So I can just tell people my nose got sweat come out. HAHA. So I told the teacher to excuse me from running, WOOHOO. The teachers trusted that I will pass my running anyways, cos I'm the first girl~ MUAHAHAHA. But my name was not on the pass list and the fail list. -,- The teacher put my on one bend of the garden to make sure the students doesnt cheat by taking the short cut around the bend. It was boring la, but at the same time like quite fun leh. LOL, get to see people's constipated face when running. I wonder how I look like when running, I know I look super ugly when sprinting. HAHAHA.

ANYWAY, SPORTS HEAT IS NEXT SATURDAY. I am soooooo excited, I dont know why other people not excited one. I damn excited leh walau. I shall go crazy with the person who is as excited as me. WOO. LOL.

I was quite pissed off during today's lesson. I dont understand Emaths Probability. -,- SOMEBARDAY TEACH MEH. but Yingjie and I went abit crazy during Chemistry lesson cos of Post-its. HAHAHA. Ms Siti even had to call our names twice.

Here is something to my beloved Chaoyi, you are so cute. YAY.

What are friends for?

2011-02-11T23:13:00.000-08:00

Things were great nowadays. Things are back to normal, exactly how it used to be, and exactly how it should be. People cry, people get hurt, people got mad. I just read the latest post on Max's blog, gosh it made so much sense. It's like he elaborated the things that I wanted to say so much, guess I was too skimpy with my words. But seriously, I dont know la, but for a moment, I felt like crying when I read his post. Qianwen came over to my house yesterday, we talked about school life. It's really sad, eventhough things are back to normal now, or even better than normal. Guess we can't really expect the best outcome all the time. This is good enough. Stepping down doesnt really mark the end of my volleyball season. I still wanna play volleyball. Eventhough I might have told some of my friends that basketball was on my mind as well. YEA BASKETBALL. HAHAHA. I've been thinking alot about Graduation Day lately. Thinking about what I'm gonna write in all the cards for my friends. I wont be writing for ALL my friends, cos I can die doing that. I will just write for the people I really have things that I wanna tell them, and I hate to think this way but it might be the last time some of us will ever talk to each other. So everything will be the truth, no more hiding. I've kept many things to myself, many truth, many lies. What's the point right? Especially when I'm gonna leave the school, might as well just burst everything out. Dont leave any regrets. I think I want people to tell me the truth also, ya truth hurts like shit. But pain is good. LOL, sounds so familiar. I think someone told me before "no pain, no gain". HAHA, I only remember the words, but dont know who tell me one.

Anyway, updates about my life this week. Damn busy, I had to stay back almost everyday in school. I wonder what Ms Lim wanna talk to our team about. I'm quite disappointed in my tests recently. I didnt score full marks for my chemistry test ): Yea, I was aiming full marks. And Amaths test didnt seem hard to me, but I got B4. )): And I got A2 for Emaths test, I wanna get A1 ))): And I think I'm gonna flunk my Physics test, cos I dont understand a single thing. What magnitude, omg. I left that question blank, and I made up the definition of gravtional field. ))))': WHY LIDDAT. I really studied leh. I was actually quite pleased with myself for being able to finish all my amaths and emaths homework within the due date. I didnt procastinate and did it immediately on the day itself or the next day. I didnt let my homeworks accumulate. Cos I made a damn irritating and reminder to myself. LOL, wanna know how ah? I wrote all my assignments in my student handbook. I will try to break them up into reasonable bits, so that it will seem alot. And another reason is also cos everytime I do finish one part, I can tick the assignment to indicate that I finished doing it. IT GIVES ME A SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT. And if you compile all the assignments up into one or two assignments only, you wont feel like doing it. Cos you will think like, aiya so little only. Or you will think, I do so long then only finish one. That kind of thing you know. AIYA, dont know if that will work for you, but it works for me. And when I couldnt finish the homeworks given today by today, I will add it to the next day's assginment list. LOL. I know I'm irritating la, but at least this method helps me to finish my homework.

I find Mr Lim really sarcastic. Some people may find his sarcasm funny, but I really find it insulting. We're in 4E3 not because our intelligence is really superior to others you know, it's because we chose to take triple science. That's all. Why must teachers keep thinking that students in 4E3 must be the smartest and most well-performed class. I think students in other classes are smart also what. I just hate teachers who keep comparing us. We're not things, we're human. How would you like if I compare you to a dog. Pfft. Dont like right, then shutup.

Oh ya, I've been wearing skirt up to my knees already. I was actually quite pleased with myself. But the only reason why I would change my cullotes is because I didnt wanna trouble Ms Siti anymore. Not because of anything else. Our school rules are getting ridiculous.

Not allowed to use long wallets.
Not allowed to put too much clips on our hair.
Not allowed to tie our ponytails too high.
Not allowed to stuff shoelaces.
Indians cannot have fringe. (WTH T.T)
Must eat vegetables.

Super ridiculous. OH NO, it's LUDICROUS. HAHAHA, new word I learnt during English lesson. A guy got sent to the borderless (detention) because he didnt eat vegetables. WALAU. And Mr Chong so bad la, he say I no boyfriend because nobody want me. LOLOLOL. And my sister told me about the history of JACKBIEBER. When Mr Chong had hair like Justin Bieber, damn shuai. And he keep flipping his fringe. And the whole biology class would greet him as GOOD MORNING JACK BIEBER. And his reaction? Flip his hair like a bieber. HAHAHA. Apart from Ms Siti, I think I like Mr Chong. ^^ That time when I (was forced to) join the Bookmark Competition held in the School Library, the theme was TEACHER'S DAY. LOL, cool themez. And I drew one for Mr Chong you know. But he say "where got, I never see." CHEY, walau. And people say they saw him jogging before, but I can't really imagine him jogging leh. You can meh. HAHAHA, nevermind. I see how JunAn run, then I imagine. Btw, JunAn is Mr Chong's look-a-like. HAHAHA.

A story that was never told.

2011-02-05T06:05:00.000-08:00

Hmm, I definitely had a fruitful chinese new year holidays spent with my friends. Hongye, Xiaojun, Pantita, Maria, Sheela, Jiawei, Jonathan, Zhengyu and Zhonghao. I shall cut the long story short okay, cos I have more important things to blog about. Or rather necessary, not for anyone to change their opinions of me or anything, I just wanna speak honesty this time. Eventhough I have always been speaking honesty, wf.

Hokay. So Pan Hongye and I went over to Xiaojun's house on Friday afternoon to bainian. They came to my house afterwards. They stayed for dinner. Then Pan and I went over to Maria's house to stayover. Sacha and Samantha were there, but they didnt stay over. We played Indian Poker. Oh ya, we met Huilin. For the first time, and we can already go crazy together. It was super crazy when we talked about Melvin Goh. HAHA, and she plays the same position as me. We were like, OMG? You play subset too? And she said she's from NYH. And I'm like, oh I have seniors there. You know Tingshan? You know Stephanie? Then she went like, OMH YOU KNOW STEPH? I think she's damn pretty. And I mentioned her ex, damn hot guy. And SHE JUST SCREAMED. LOL, OMGOMGOMG? YOU KNOW MELVIN GOH? OMG, HE'S DAMN HOT. HAHAHA. And then we went google search for his photos. HAHAHA. She's damn cute. And she and wencan look so alike, esp now that they both have bangs. HAHAH. Nice knowing her. Zhonghao and Zhengyu came with the intention to gamble, they didnt intend to stay overnight. But they did in the end. LOL, blame themselves for coming so late. We watched Taxi Tonight afterwards, I heard it as Sexy Tonight. And I went like, walau confirm have porn one la. And they were like it's TAXI? What porn? OOOPS. HAHA.

The movie sucks, seriously. Damn draggy, and yes there's some sex scene. -,- We slept for awhile, I think about 20mins? LOL, and we woke up to play cheat. I won twice and lost once. Damn irritating to play with them la, they got the cards but they dont put one. They put other cards, then super irritating walau. But I did got the hang of THEIR game at first, but then it really got on my nerves so much. I didnt dare to catch them cheating, and they always challenge also. WALAU. I forgot what happened afterwards but G.I. JOE is boring and I slept for almost the entire movie. Me, pan and sheela shared a couch. Damn funny, our legs went all over Pantita. SHE LA, spread the virus to me. HAHAHA, make me wanna put my leg somewhere also walau. LOL. I didnt know what happened afterwards. The next thing I knew when I woke up was colgate on my face T.T I was abit irritated la, like lazy to wash, but still have to get up to wash, cos it's like so sticky and I dont know how to say la. LOL. And I saw JON on Jonathan's arm, siao. I think half the colgate tube gone. HAHAHA, and Zhengyu look like he's gonna do facial mask. HAHA, and Jiawei has a few dots on his face as well. Super funny. Jon said he woke up cos he felt his arm burning. Zhengyu just rubbed it off and continued sleeping wth. LOL.

Woke up, and the rest of the guys left in the morning. Sheela, Pan and I stayed to watch Horror Movie 1 and 2. Ooops, we slept again. HAHA. Woke up to shower and then we slept again? I really forgot. But the last time we slept, Sheela was gone. Left with me and pan only. So we left afterwards too. Damn fun, we spent almost a day at Maria's house. And Maria's house felt like home to me, I think it's because of Noel! He's so cute, he's the one in the photos on top. Damn cute, and I think he like me -smirks- HAHA. He shouts when I tickle him. Whereas my brother laugh like mad. LOL. And Noel is so obedient, I ask him come to me, he come. My brother... ignore ): LOL.

Spent my Sunday at Xiaojun's house. Of course I didnt forget her birthday. I wrote an essay for her, YES! She was abit touched. I bet she's lying. She must be damn touched. HAHA, whatever that is, that letter was from the bottom of my heart. And everytime I say bottom of my heart, it reminds me of the song ~from the bottom of my broken heart~ I dont know if there's such a song, but I just like to sing it everytime I write those words. HEHE. Finished my homework at her house, for like the very first time. Finished Chemistry revision as well. WOO. And we had icecream. I bought for her Walls Strawberry Sorbet Icecream, if I'm not wrong. But it's nice la. HEHE. I also bought a dream catcher for her. Ooops, but I think her dreamcatcher is nicer than the one I bought for Sacha. HAHA. But Ariani's one is damn nice too! I quite like hers, k to be fair, I like everyone's ^^

Btw, I really dont like how people are making up stories behind my back just to make people hate me. I dont really wanna care anymore, I have all my friends around me. SO CAN YOU NOT LET ME CARE? I shall learn to be generous, I wont hate anybody. Eventhough some fucking people thinks I'm a damn good brainwasher. Oh please, if I'm really such a good brain washingmachine, everyone would be siding me now right? But for this case, it seems abit ironic dont you think? I know somebody out there is damn capable of being a washing machine, I know who you are. I dont hate you, I dont hate anyone. I can just tell everyone not to side me, just go side you and your bloody story. People who're gonna ask me what happen, I'll just tell them to go to you and listen to your side of story okay? I know who you're thinking I'm referring to, no I'm not referring to you or her. I'm referring to someone else that nobody would ever think about. Seriously, the stories are getting way off. Can't you think of something more realistic? Maybe you'll never learn, you'll never be thankful for whatever I'm doing even after knowing my intentions, but I dont care already. Hokay, I think I overused 'I DONT CARE'.

So at least I know how to be there for a friend when she needed me most, and you don't. And if you ask me if I ever regretted being there for you during that period of time, my answer is no. Eventhough it didnt seem worth it.

YEAR OF WABBITS.

2011-02-03T06:44:00.000-08:00

Hais, yea I'm sighing ):

I shall roughly tell you about what happened this week in school okay. The only interesting things that happened are the Bio Spa Assessment 1 and the CNY Celebration.

I think Bio Spa was quite a breeze, of course I did took a few sneak peeks at other people's work when I'm not really sure what to do. For exmaple, I really didnt know what are the small beakers for. Cos we didnt need to use any during our practical. And whether we used it in the end or not, I dont think it made a difference. And I didnt really know how to fully make use of the two burettes cos I did everything nicely with only one burette. LOL, maybe that one is just in case of emergency. HAHA. I didnt know what to do with the droppers as well, I tried looking at how others use it, but failed. LOL. My graph and everything turned out quite nicely. I wondered if people realised they didnt ask for percentage change, they only ask for the change in lenght. I felt like a god when I realised it. MUAHAHA. HAHA. And now I realised I wrote my cell sap concentration as 0.325, and I was wondering how I could get it out so accurately. Yea, I think I read the graph wrongly. It should be 0.33, HAHAHA. But nevermind la, one mark for Mr Chong. My birthday present for him. JACK BIEBER FEVER, WOO.

Chinese New Year Celebration yesterday was great! LOL, eventhought half the school didnt think so. But I believe (OMG I TALK LIKE MR CHEE, HAHA) that you have to put in effort to make something enjoyable for yourself also. It's like if you dont make an effort to feel entertained or laugh right, no matter what funny jokes a joker can tell you, you wont think it's funny. Just like how if you dont make an effort to love something, you wont enjoy it. Loving something isn't hard, it's just yourself. Anyways, I love the class noticeboard decoooorationsssss. I dont know why but I'm swaying and dancing while typing that. LOLLLL. I love how the whole class are involved in anything at all! Like, the chinese caligraphy (correct spelling?), the flower rabbits, the paper cuttings, the two datouwawas, the paozhum, the collage, and the Zenith class decor. HAHAHA, I really love the class spirit. It's not like last year, everyone would be like "I have nothing to do." and we ended up having to present an unfinished noticeboard. So this year, CHENG GONG! (SUCCESSFUL) HAHAHA. I just laughed at Chongwei's 'eggcake' (ji dan gao). LOLOLLLLL. Anyway, I think this year our noticeboard is nice. 4-4's one also naice la, nevermind, we open up fair fight. HAHA, I'm glad everyone else loved the noticeboard as well.

CNY CONCERT AFTERWARDS WAS ABIT FAIL, many people were unhappy with the biased emcees. Yea, they're kinda biased. I think like what jiao said, "It's either they're biased or they're shortsighted" HAHA, cos they never pick the people at the back one. And when the back people come running to the front, and in fact they didnt get chosen, it's damn embarrassing okay. I understand how that feels. Oh ya, and I was talking to Sheela during the concert. I once got chosen to go up the stage to answer questions before, the very first time. It was when I'm in primary school, I was a prefect in p4. And there's this 'magician' on the stage, asking for the curse to a magic, AIYA WHATEVER LA. But I still remember the answer, it's "FIRE FIRE WATER". HAHAHA, and I raised up my hand. Like just put up only, and the magician from the stage said "HMM, I want the girl at the side with the cute short tie." Cos our prefect tie for girls is short short one. HAHAHA, and I got a powerpuff girl file for that correct answer. Actually the thing I'm more afraid of when going up the stage is.. I scared I will fall down when climbing up the stairs. So far, I dont think it happened to me before, but still it will be so embarrassing right!Imagine you fell, and the next thing you know it, you're kissing the stage's floor. Somemore so dirty omg. HAHA. Sheela and I were being damn high during the concert, and laughing and getting irritated by the super tall guy infront of us. I was one of the few throwing sweets around nearing the end of the concert. MUAHAHA. And that orange balloon came from our class also. OUR CLASS IS SO NOTTY! HAHAHA. I remember when I was in primary school, I really thought naughty was spelled as notty. Omg i'm damn noob. HAHA.

Went with a few of W2F8 peopurs to cwp to watch THE GREEN HORNET. Initially I wanted to watch it so much is because I wanna see Jay Chou talk in english. But turned out the show was boomz. DAMN NAICE, EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH IT! (My usual phrase after watching a movie. It's just that the movies I watch are too nice okay. HEHE.) I FREAKING LOVE THE ENDING, DAMN NICE. I LAUGHED FOR A GOOD 5 MINS AT THE ENDING. REALLY, I THINK IT'S MY MOST HAPPY AND SATISFIED ENDING. HAHAHAHAHA, I dont think Jay Chou is handsome (hands up to those Jay Chou fans), but he look kinda hot when he fight la. And I quite like him in the suit, with the black hat one. I love all the black babes, damn coolz. PLEASE WATCH IT ^^ You wont regret. LOL, Jay's english not bad!

Rushed home for reunion dinner after the movie. DA BOOMZ AGAIN, I was really sad to be the second one to give up. HAHAHA, our family plays this game everytime there's a steamboat. Whoever leaves the table because he/she is too full, is the losarrrr. And this time, Xintien is the loserrrr. HAHAHA. -puts finger L to forehead- but the food all damn nice, I'M FINALLY ALLOWED TO DRINK WINE COS I GROW UP ALR. I drank alot siah, until me and ahgong go abit crazy. HAHAHA. I love my ahgong, he's so cute.

Went to bainian today, the second photo was what I wore this cny. I like it, eventhought it's not exactly what I planned to buy. I initially wanted something like this, but it's shorts instead of skirts. But then my sister say below look swollen T.T But anyway, had vegetarian breakfast in the morning. Supposed to be vegetarians for half day, but we accidentally eat until meat floss. OOOPS, so as usual, we heck care and just eat whatever we want already. LOLOL. I couldn't stop eating at one of the houses, so nice. I didnt want to leave that house. HAHA. I was full just by eating the snacks la. And I was so tired that I slept from 5 to 9pm just now. I already feeling tired now already. OMG IM A PIG. HAD FUN PLAYING WITH MY UNCLE TODAY. We ate one of the egg rolls, damn nice! And we eat eat eat, keep say last ah, but then keep continue eating. And when we finally ate the last one, we look at our shirt. HAHAHA, all the crumbs everywhere.

HAPPY CNY LOVES!

IN A REVERIE/

2011-01-31T03:28:00.000-08:00

Gosh gosh, I'm really sorry for not updating for 11 days. HAHAHA. Anyway, school was alright and every weekends of mine is either packed with homeworks or birthday celebrations. LOL.

Last last Saturday, OMG, I feel like I havent been updating for like super duper long that I have to use last times two. ): HAHAHA. Anyways, had training which was abit disappointing. But nevermind, everyone was like moodless. Went over to Kas's house after training to celebrate her birthday. Training ended at 1pm, so we had time to go back home and shower before coming out to meet up again. Bought her a phiten necklace, seriously I'm so jealous. HAHAHA, I feel like using all the money from everyone to buy the necklace for myshelf! HEHEHE. MAISHELF. So kas, you better love your phiten necklace, pan and I lurveeee it. LOL. The food was really nice, finally got a chance to taste the chocolate rice. I feel that all the food there is so healthy, I dont know why. Even the fried chicken wings taste so healthy. LOL, k wth is wrong with me, but seriously leh. SOMEBARDY TELL ME WHAI! HAHA. I love all the photos we took that day. The one in this post, is da boomxsz. Except I look abit shitty la, but who cares. HEHE.

Had NZ match against Hougang last Tuesday, it was our critical match to get into the second round of the NZ Championships. Almost lost the first set, but got it back with a bit of luck on our side. First set was 24-26, and the second set was definitely well played with a score of 25-9. Of course as usual, I had a lot of comments while writing the statistics outside the court. HAHAHA. I stayed back at PHS to draw lots for the second round. Aiya, I didnt really draw anything. I just went there and they were like 'Representatives for Woodlands Ring?' and I raised up my hand frantically in case they were looking for a teacher instead. HAHAHA. We were in the same group as Presbytarian and Anderson. I wouldnt say it's the bad draw, kind of equal to the other group with ChungCheng, Xinmin and Sembawang. So for those who thought it was a bad draw, I dont know what the hell was in your head. You would rather play with Xinmin than PHS? Please. Sorry I was abit offended when people said I had unlucky hands because it seems as though if the team didnt get in the second round, it's my fault cos I picked a lousy draw. You know what I mean? It's like, the fate of the team is in my hands and the wind blew them to the stormy side. K I dont know what the hell I'm yakking about, but smart people should get it. So if you wanna be smart, pretend you get it even if you dont. MUAHAHA. LOL.

Played our first game in the second round against PHS on Friday. I wouldnt say it was that bad, everyone was determined for sure. I can feel the "walau, damn it' feeling when you guys made a mistake. HAHA, so everything was quite understood la. It's not totally the end yet okay, we still have an upcoming match on 8Feb against Anderson. Went back to class for Community Afternoon, giving out madarin oranges to our school's neighbourhood. Quite boring la, I was grouped together with Maria, Sufei, Germaine, Nadiah and one more person I forgot. OOOPS. HAHAHA, we were the last group to finish cos we're like taking our own sweet time liddat. LOL, man man lai ma, what's the rush. Rush to go back and do reflection?!?! HAHA. I was really tired during reflection time. I even slept and Maria had to nudge me to wake me up. LOL. But I didnt go home straight after that. I went out with Cliques and met at 888Plaza. LOL, I'm so addicted to Zena's "MUSCAL, SEXY" dance. HAHAHA, I feel like doing it now siah. Imagine Sport's Day we do that, OMG SO COOL LA. LOL, oh yaaaaa. Talking about Sport's Day. How come I feel like I'm the only one excited for Sport's Day ah? (or maybe pan as well) Seriously, I thought like all the sports people should be jumping for joy. Like excuse me, this is our thang. You know. This is for the sports people, like our talent show. Aiya, I dont know how to say la. Like I cant sense the enthusiasm from anyone. Like when teacher ask me to join the whatever race, I will be like, YESYESYES OKOKOK. The only reason I have to reject it is that I'm already signed up to limited number of races. You knowwww. Aiya, I can never stand being an audience during Sport's Day and see people running and winning the first. And in my heart, I will be like "I think I can beat her." THAT KIND OF FEELING YOU KNOW. I think I said you know like four times, but seriously! YOU KNOW! LOL. Btw, I took part in 100m and Long Jump individual and 1x100m relay with Maria, Nadia, and Regina. I just realised alot people join Long Jump I DAMN SIAN. I thought I win already one ): Pantita, Chaoxin and Rau also join Long Jump (I initially wanted to spell it as LJ-shortform, and I realised it looks wrong. HAHAHA.) I abit scared liao. HAHA, but nevermind, got competition, I loike. HEHE. Later the first second and third all volleyballers, wah shiok. Like that I wouldnt mind being the third, but it would be so damn cool to be the shortest of them all and win first doncha think? HEHE. I think so much, make me excited alr.

HOOKAY, what was I talking about before sports day ah? WAH, off topic alr. LOL. Anyways, I was quite pissed off with the students who refused to gimme their baby photos for the birthday calendar. I feel like killing them, like really, use a knife and stab them everywhere. IT'S JUST A BABY PHOTO, WOULD IT KILL YOU? IF IT WOULD, THEN LEMME KILL YOU. Walau. Like I imagine someone from other class comes into our class and sees the birthday corner, and they would realise how 'UNITED' our class is. Can't even collect zhunzhun 46 photos. T.T I shouldve just used their IC photo right. I'm so dumb to have trusted everyone would bring. Oh ya, thinking that now our class only have 46 students make me miss Yeonhao suddenly. I miss how halfway through the lessons, the teacher would be like 'YEONHAO WAKE UP.' HAHAHA, and how his sleeping posture is damn smart.

Oh ya, I cant believe I finished all my homeworks during the weekends and the CNY BOARD draft and the Birthday Corner and revise for Emaths test. K talking about emaths test, it was kinda fail la. I wont fail, but I dont think I'll reach the 85% of distinction. I last minute thought of the solution to the last question, and just as I was writing the last sentence,,,,,, the teacher said stop writing ): Today is an unlucky day. But I was quite pleased with my English Composition. I wrote about Leadership, I love my starting and ending and my contents, omg I love everything I cant wait to know how I score hopefully it wouldnt turn out disappointing cos I really have high hopes for it omgomgomg i'm just so excited I can die HAHA joke. I dont wanna talk about getting sent to the borderless today. 2011 just couldnt get any worser than this right? For me, the first month of 2011 kinda suck. OH YAAA, Pan and I went to cwp that day to eat Mos Burger. For those who're still living in their own little cave, IT'S TIME TO TAKE A LOOK AT CWP MAN. YEA IT'S CWP AND IT'S GONNA LOOK LIKE ION ORCHARD SOON. HAHAHA. K Ion Orchard is abit far, but maybe Northpoint? Or AMKhub? HAHA. I dont know la, it had a new extension already and I love walking there with pantita. LOLLL, we can do the dumbest thing ever. You know what we did? We went around stepping on every corner of the floor like we're stepping on ends. HAHAHA, you know why? Cos we thought like we might be the first to step on any small piece of area on the new tile. HAHAHA, I dont think you get it but it's freaking funny. The look on the auntie's face when she stared at us was goddamn epic I swear. And to think I scolded Pantita that she was lame and childish when I was the one who actually thought of this silly thing. I didnt know I'm so dumb siah. I must be crazieee when I thought of it. Must be one of the days me and pan got extremely high for nothing. Which is almost everytime? K no, there are times when we are serious. LOL.

Oh ya, and there's a damn big crazyyyyy chocolate sale at cwp first level. I CAN GO BONKERS MAN. THEY SELL CADBURY CARAMELO @ 2 FOR $8. And normally it's sold for about $5 each. Somemore it's quite hard to find cos not all places sell it. I tried looking for it at Fairprice and Cold storage. According to my sister, Shop and Save sells it. BUT ITS FREAKING CHEAP! I finished it already. Nevermind, Jiawei's gonna buy that for me instead of koi. MUAHAHA, this pays for wanting to bet his height with me. Like obviously he's shorter. LOL, Jiawei will read this because he always stalk me. MUAHAHA. Okay this post is sooo long. LOL. But I larve it.

This is the best feeling.

2011-01-19T02:37:00.000-08:00

Argh, can't believe I used the comp today. T.T Pfft, didnt I say I will only use it once a week? Damn it. Anyways, I just feel like blogging all of a sudden okay. HAHA.

Had training on Saturday, nothing much happened. Just that coach punished Chaoxin and I for the team's bad attire. LOL, it was quite funny la. Hmm, sorry! I got bad memory, I can't really remember what happened that training :x

Sunday, yes! The first day of I went out ever since school reopened. Had plans with Pantita to go Queensway to buy sports bra. Cos we heard that Kelly bought her nike sports bra for only $33, and causeway point's Sports Link freaking sold it for $49. That's alot of difference okay. And we initially wanted to buy the dark purple colour Eden got, but then we saw kelly's one, which is alot nicer and we love it. Went COTTON ON first, tried on a few clothes. I like one of the clothes, but the design in the middle ugly. Yer D: And bought a long sleeveness, grey and black! WOo, same as pan. HAHAHA, so headed to queensway to check the prices. I think we hit the right shop from the start. But we decided to walk around somemore. Sian la, all of them sell $41. D: We asked kelly again to double confirm her price and everything. In total we called her three times to ask where's the shop, price and her size. HAHAHA. Damn funny. Settled at JW SPORTS in the end. I remembered the shop name cos that was where I made the TOO UNIQUE class tee. LOL. Bought the bra and headed for subway.

After subway, we headed to bugis by bus. LOL damn hilarious! We missed our stop, and we thought it might be at the next stop so we didnt get down. And when we were like "shit, I think we're damn far behind. Wanna get down?" One of us will, "Scarly next stop leh? See first, one more stop." HAHAHA, and we overshot by about 6 stops I think! We were quite scared, cos if it goes to the highway, we really lost liao. But then we got down finally, and thanks to Pantita's sharp eyes, she spotted ILUMA! And we walked about the distance of two bus stops to Iluma. Bought KOI GREEN TEA MACHIATO. I swear everyone must try it. Seriously damn nice. For those who love green tea, you'll love it more! And it's damn special, you can't drink it with straw, you have to cut open the side of the cup and drink it like that. Cos it consists of two layers, got creamy part at the top and green tea and the bottom, damn nice! And it's $2.90, even cheaper than KOI MILK TEA lo, somemore nicer.

Shopping @ bugis! My aim that day was to buy shoe. Like sandals that kind, cos xinlerk bought one and it's damn nice. As in, I like it la, and I wanna buy something like that. Somemore I wanna wear for CNY, er I dont wear high heels. I dont wanna fall down on Chinese New Year, damn diulian (throw face) to fall down when you're all dressed up. HAHA. Somemore I want the shoe to be easy to wear and take off one, so visits people house wont be so ma fan (troublesome). Yes, I did manage to buy that kind of shoe in the end. For $19.90. I wouldnt say it's damn nice, but I wouldnt expect too much for the requirements I had. LOL, so that was the best shoe so far. But sad to say! It's not really comfortable wearing it, it's like, the shoe looks abit too just nice for my feet, but it's quite loose you know. Alamak.

A white button up shirt, with the material of waitress uniform caught Pan's eye. HAHAHA, I dont know how to describe it la okay. I quite like it at first sight. Pan said I would definitely look good in it, so I bought. LOL $10. Cheap la, for that kind of good material. So now, I think all I wanna get damn badly is a high waist shorts ): I dont think the one I want will be available in singapore leh. I reblogged the one I wanted in my tumblr: www.ablessednuisance.tumblr.com Go check it out, tell me if you see any stores selling it. Cheap please. LOL. Continued walking around with empty wallet. Damn sian, Pan even had to pay that white shirt for me. I bought $110 that day and I'm left with 50cents. HAHAHA. Bought crispy chicken as usual, I had money to pay for it, and went home by bus.

Wanxin sent me home, woohoo. K la, he's nice. But abit dumb also. T.T BUT THANKS LA, I doubt he'll see this anyway. HAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KASANDRA ON TUESDAY! HAHAHA. I almost quarreled with Xintien cos of her birthdate, and in the end xintien won, damn it. LOL.

Had NZ competition against Yishun sec. We might have won, but we could've done better. That match was way off our standard. JIAYOUS FOR THE FOLLOWING MATCHES. HAHA, and jiaolian say I can consider helping out to be assisstant coach. Actually, I dont mind! HAHAHA, part time can? At least can earn some money. LOL. I really thought xinlerk should work. But now abit too late la. Went back to school for training, WALAU. Played libero siah. It's quite fun actually! Just that I'm abit used to following the setter, so I keep moving in front, but I'm supposed to stay at the back. Missed two balls cos of that and two balls flew out of my hands cos I didnt move back in time. LOLOL. FIRST TIME PLAYING LIBERO, not bad la. Cass and Tiffy came back. TIFFY, our legendary server. HAHAHA. Damn cool la.

Anyways, had today was a confusing day for me. I couldnt decide what to do. I had doctor's appointment today after school, but then there's chemistry makeup lesson and bio makeup practical for the volleyballers. So I didnt go for my appointment. Mummy told me not to go anymore. I dont wanna go alr also, waste money and time. Cos I dont think my finger will recover anyways. I totally embarrassed myself during biology practical la. SO PAISEH, but luckily just the few of us. And Yingjie only laugh at me, never tell me whats wrong. Damn stupid la, I find myself so silly. LOLLLL. I like the way Mr Chong smile, very genuine and real. Like you know sometimes you say something lame, some people will just give you a sarcatic laugh or a slight smile like shy or smth. Cheyy. Mr Chong just laugh, squeezing his wrinkles out, and his eyes like one line like that. Then the mouth open big big. HAHAHAHAHAHA. He's naice. Apart from Ms Siti, I think he's my fav teacher. Somemore he teach my fav subject. Woo.

Oh ya, LOL, suddenly I got so many things to say. Got back our English diagnostic test paper, compo on AN EMBARRASSING MOMENT. I was really scared to get back my paper, cos the test was meant to differentiate those who is weaker in English. And worst comes to worst, they might get tranfered to another band. I didnt want that to happen, cos some of the students already got listed. But luckily Mrs Rag said I was not bad. LOL, she comment everybody's compo know, she just said not bad for mine and kept quiet. YAYY, I got 18/30. Quite good for me already la, I wouldnt ask for more.

NZ competition tomorrow against Woodlands Sec. Please put up a good fight, noone should take the match lightly okay? ^^ Will be leaving class damn early, 9.45am. Siao eh. Celebrating Kas's Birthday on Saturday. My god, my week is already packed! Ask me something from my formspring leh, I damn sian leh! I wanna log in and see like 20 new questions for me. HAHAHA!

I don't wanna waste another minute here.

2011-01-14T01:13:00.000-08:00

Hey, I realised my workload in school is really heavy that I dont have time to blog every single day like how I used to during the holidays. So I think the least I would do is try to blog every week, try okay. HAHA, cos I'm really gonna take this year's national examination seriously. I wanna see my name appear on the big screen in the hall! MUAHAHAHA, to Sheela: -dance- LET'S DO IT. LOL.

Anyways, this week is relatively trainings and competitions week. Preparing for our first match against Sembawang during training and stuffs like that. Initially we wanted to get a team bra, cos like cool ma. Our new jersey is white colour, then can shunbian show off our bra also. So our bra must be branded and naice one. LOL, we wanted to buy nike purple one. But afterwards, I dont know what happened, they all went to buy by themselves one by one. So Pan and I are getting our own purple bra (hopefully same as kelly's) at Queensway. WOO, excited. HAHAHA, I have alot of sports bra la. But having one branded one will stand out alot man. LOL.

I'm dying to go out, shopping or whatever. I dont wanna get buried in books at the beginning of the year! LOL. But neither do I wanna go out everyday and have fun. I wanna limit myself, must finish homework then think of play. I think I managed to do so la, cos initially I THOUGHT I had bio test on Tuesday and didnt went to buy sports bra with Pan. But turned out the test on Friday siah. Walau. HAHAHA. I studied alot for Bio test! I think I'm proud of myself. LOL, I rewrote the entire notes to get the hang of writing the keywords man. Anyway, biology test on Thursday after school in the library was okay. I dont really like the atmosphere there. It's like too quiet, and when someone make a little bit noise only I irritated already. LOL, somemore it's aircon. Normally fans will make some noise right? You know what I mean? Like or maybe the wind blow then got noise, but the library like so quiet. I DONT LIKE. HAHAHA.

hmm, I cant remember what exactly happened la. But Pan and I went to popular on Wednesday if I'm not wrong. HAHAHA, bought alot of pens, now my pencil case is so full that I have to zip already then slowly squeeze everything in. I need a new pencil case man. Pfft. WE BOUGHT IDENTICAL GREY HIGHLIGHTERS, yea freaking grey colour! Damn nice! I feel so happy everytime I use it. Just like how I'm happy to use the big eraser Pantita bought for me. LOL. We also saw something really strange, weird, shocking. I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY LA, but I cant say it out. MUAHAHA, I know you hate this feeling, but aw! ): LOL. I'm so mean, but I like it.

Oh ya, in case some of you have been reading my tweets. Lemme tell you what happened yesterday okay. I went home and called papa and mummy. And my father never hear.

Papa: You no need to call me one ah?
Me: I call you already!
Papa: LIKE THIS THEN NEXT TIME YOU NO NEED TO CALL ME PAPA
ALREADY LA.
(WTFR!)
Then mummy asked me what happened and stuffs, she say maybe papa
never hear then ask me go call him again. So I did.
Me: PAPA. (Loudly, just in case he cannot hear AGAIN!)
Papa: YOU SO UNWILING TO CALL ME THEN NO NEED TO CALL LA.
(come towards me and tried to hit me, I fought back as he wanted
to slap me, in the end he slapped part of my face.)

What an unreasonable father. I call him, he never hear is my fault? Sometimes I call him I dont even know he got hear or not cos he never respond T.T Then after I call him, he never respond, how am I suppose to know if he got hear it or not. I should just go in his face and scream PAPA man. Seriously. Mummy even heard me call him, WITNESS! But my mother still helped my father. Saying I attitude whatever, please la. If I really attitude, you think I will go back and call him again meh. They really dont understand me ): When I go back and call him again, of course normal people will still feel abit bushuang right! I AM NORMAL, I felt damn bushuang, how nice do you expect my tone to be when I'm bushuang! It's like when people ask you to apologise, will bushuang right! WTH. I was damn angry, especially afterwards when he said he led a sad life because he got unfilial children. He dont even know if we are gonna feed him when they grow old. He told my mum to be mentally prepared that we will rid her and stuffs. WTF LA SERIOUSLY. If you really want that to happen, I can jolly well do it man. I'll earn alot of money, fucking shit loads of money, and I'll give them to my mother. Since you dont want it, right? I supposed this is the ending you wanted, and that's just what you're gonna get. My father even said, I got no good points at all except for my good grades. Havent those grades of mine made you any prouder? I'll cry if you say no, I'll prolly leave the family. Cos if it doest make you the least bit proud at all, I have no idea what contributes I have to the family. Seriously. I can admit man, maybe I may not really have any good points. I'm not as helpful as Xintien, not as bubbly as Xinlerk, not as cute as Chaoxiang. Fine la. But tell me if it wouldnt make a difference if I wasn't born in the first place.

Played against Sembawang Sec today. Our first North Zone games. Btw, we're grouped together with Woodlands Sec, Yishun Sec, Hougang Sec and Sembawang Sec. Took down the first set with 30-28. A really close shave, but definitely an exciting game. I couldnt help but feel if I was the one playing inside. Of course I met with such scores during the game before, but how great would it be to feel the excitement and anxiety in the game again right! What's more, it was really a waste that I couldnt get into the team at my last year. I was writing the statistics with Qiuheng helping me all the way, sadly I didnt get to sit on the bench like how I hoped for. We played 3 sets and we eventually lost the game. I dont understand why people are crying. Maybe it's because I never play, I dont understand how you guys feel. But one thing for sure, you will never understand how I feel. You will never know how much I felt outside the court. It's like, the one playing should be me! You know. I think everyone did a great job, maybe you have high expectations for yourself. But nevertheless, it was a good fight what! The people who are expected to cry didnt, and people are are not expected to cry cried. I thought I should be the one crying.

Even if you guys felt you didnt do your best, but effort was clearly shown what. See, even if both teams put in a lot of effort, there's bound to be a winner and loser. So no matter the outcome, we must always remember we did try our best. Pantita told a damn meaningful story:

There's this guy, he wanted to be a singer alot. So he went to
an audition. The judge told him that he failed, and he smiled. The judge was
surprised and asked him, "Why are you still smiling when you failed the
audition?" And he replied, "Because my father once told me that, if I lose and
is still able to smile, I'm better than the winner."

Doesnt this just make so much sense? Pan and I wanted to get a tattoo of the last part. MUAHAHAHA, when we grow up la. Tattoo on some place nice and sexy. LOLOL. I dont mind having thai letters! WOO. It will look cool anyways.